Callie lied beside Arizona in the small on-call bed, her arms wrapped around the blonde, one hand rested on Arizona's stomach, the other one underneath Arizona on the bed. Callie's chest pressed against her partners back, their legs bent perfectly together, slightly entwined.

"Callie?" Arizona called out in the moonlight room.

"Yeah?" Callie replied softly, almost in a whisper.

"I want to come home."

Silence ensued.

Arizona rolled over so that the two were now face to face, Callie's arms still wrapped around her, "Let me come home," Arizona repeated softly and sternly.

Callie looked into the blue eyes that were staring at her, then down to the pink lips below them and kissed them softly before speaking, "No."

Arizona's eyes crinkled in confusion, "N-No?"

"No. I'm sorry but no."

"Calliope," Arizona's voice was rising, "Callie, I get a say –,"

"No," Callie cut her off in the same voice she was using, soft and calm, "I'm sorry but no, because you're not you. You haven't been you. The woman lying in front of me, wrapped in my arms, is a shell of the woman I married."

Callie's voice started to break as she did her best to will back the tears, "I miss you Arizona, I miss you so so much. And I know I've been selfish, using you like this. It was wrong of me and I apologize for any false hope I gave you but you can't come home. Not like this."

Tears were now streaming down Callie's face. Arizona raised her hand to wipe away the tears when Callie reached up and held her wife's hand, keeping it on her cheek.

"I want nothing more than for you to come home, believe me," she said between sobs, "because I miss you every day. But you can't come home because you're not you. And I won't let this stranger back into my life, back into my daughter's life, because I know this stranger is going to hurt us again. So please Arizona, give me my wife back because I miss her."

For a minute the two lay there together, the only sound in the room was the soft sobbing coming from Callie. Finally Arizona leaned in and kissed Callie once on the lips.

"I'm sorry Calliope," she said, pulling away and leaving the bed.