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Sorry that it's been a long time since I last updated, but I've been out of state for a while, without a computer and everything.

And remember, the baby is biologically Bella and Edward's! It's just meant to be for Tanya and Edward.

Disclaimer: All characters and the Twilight Saga itself belong to Stephenie Meyer. I do not own any songs in this story.

Chapter 13: Depressing Ultrasound

The anticipation was killing me as I laid on this uncomfortable bed in this tiny room.

I peered over at Edward from in the corner of my eye, saw that he was staring at me, and looked at the annoying white door expectantly.

It felt as if the walls were closing in on me, threatening to squish Edward and I, and then that would also squish the baby. But, even if I knew that that wasn't really going to happen, I would give my life before I let this baby die. This baby, it's something that Edward and I can share, and people can about it. It wasn't a secret, unlike the feelings that Edward harbored for me.

The white door opened with a squeak, and Dr. Sue Clearwater entered the room with a bright smile on her face.

She looked to me first, "Hello, Bella. It's been a while; how have you been?"

I smiled at her broadly, "Besides the morning sickness, I've been fine."

She laughed softly and nodded, "You'll grow out of it."

Looking around, her eyebrows wrinkled down in confusion.

"Where is Tanya?" she asked, walking over to the counter. She set down her things and opened a drawer, pulling out a bottle of what looked like jell.

"She...uh..she had something important that came up, and she couldn't make it," I answered before Edward could.

"Ah," Sue replied; then I heard her mutter quietly, "More important than her future child?"

Biting my lip, I struggled to keep myself from grinning and laughing. It seems like Edward and I aren't the only ones who have doubt in Tanya. And I was glad—glad that people could see through her disguise.

I looked over to Edward. His eyes were downcast, taking an interest in his plain black shoes. I snapped my fingers to get his attention, but he still stared at his shoes.

After making sure that Sue wasn't looking, I scooted closer to Edward. I bent down from the bed I was sitting on and put my lips to his ear.

I let my lips tickle his averaged-sized ear as I whispered, "Hey, pay attention. We're about to see our kid. Least you could do is be happy."

His head snapped up at the sound of my voice. Green eyes clashing with brown, I was taken by surprise when his perfect lips found mine. I wasn't used to him kissing me in public; I mean, the doctor was right there.

But even if the doctor was standing right there, I kissed him back because I was just that desperate to show him that I loved him.

I left my eyes open to make sure Sue wasn't looking. She wasn't even paying attention; her back was to us, and I could see her moving around.

When Edward and I broke apart, I was flustered. My lips were probably redder, because I knew my face was.

Edward was no longer gazing at his shoes, but he had that smug smirk on his stupid beautiful face. I rolled my eyes at him—which just made his smirk bigger—and turned back to Sue.

She raised an eyebrow, probably questioning my blushing face.

I just shook my head, "So, how is this going to work? Just lay back, let you put that stuff on my stomach, and turn on that machine?" I pointed to the machine in the corner of the room.

"You got it. Now lay back, please," she responded, walking over to me as I laid back on the bed.

I let my hands fall to my sides, laying on the bed beside me as Sue pulled up my shirt, revealing the small bulge that was my belly.

Smiling, I imaged a little boy or girl in there that was a mix between Edward and I. A little boy with brown eyes and bronze hair, and a smile that would make all of the girls giggle with glee. Or a little girl with green eyes and brown hair, and a crimson face whenever she became embarrassed.

Snapping out of my daydream, I watched as Sue turned on the machine, and then squirted the freezing jell on my stomach. She smeared it around a bit.

"Well, it may be too early to tell the gender of the baby," I felt a warm hand slip into mine and I gazed over at Edward as we smiled at each other, "but hopefully, we'll be able to," Sue finished.

I moved my hand, making sure that Sue couldn't see our hands together. I became more dejected as I felt Edward's wedding ring on his finger. But I didn't let that ruin this marvelous event.

Sue put a little scanner on my stomach and moved it around. Excited, I waited as a picture formed on the screen.

The picture of our baby was kind of small and kind of blurry, but I could distinguish the child from anything else.

I felt Edward squeeze my hand gently, and when I looked over at him, I saw that he had tears in his eyes. I smiled and turned back to Sue.

"Is it possible to tell the gender?" I asked, wanting to badly to be able to.

She sent me a sad smile and said, "No. I'm sorry; I can't tell right now. The baby had his or her legs closed and until they readjust, we can't tell the gender. Maybe in another couple of weeks we'll be able to tell."

I nodded and shrugged, disappointed but still happy.

Later That Night.....

After the ultrasound, Edward and I went through all of the paperwork with the situation. We answered all of the questions that Sue had for us, and signed all of the papers.

It was all real; after I gave birth to the baby, I was to pass it off to Tanya and Edward.

I felt depressed to image my life without this infant. But I moved on, because I knew that after I gave birth, I'd be able to see our kid everyday.

Edward and I were currently on our way home in his snug Volvo.

He was still holding my hand and every once in awhile, he would bring it up to his lips and kiss the back of my hand.

I sighed as the depression came back.

Depression because every time he did that, I saw his gold wedding ring, resting comfortably around his ring finger. Then, that wedding band reminded me that he was married to Tanya. Thinking of Tanya made me remember that she was infertile, and I was having their baby.

It was then, riding in that car with Edward, that I entirely certain of three things.

First, Edward was a married man and nothing I do will ever change that.

Second, even though he was married, there's a part of him that loved me; I just didn't know if his love for me was dominant over his love for Tanya.

And third, I was his best friend, and my undying love for him and our child will never change that.

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