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As always thanks for the feedback! Here is ch 5.

*BEWARE: LOTS OF SMUT!!!!!!! *

Last warning-- this is a SMUT chapter! IF YOU AREN'T into that turn back now!Enjoy!

Ry

Chapter 5

After seeing Valerie walk quickly past her in the hallway, she turned back to Drew. That was the last thing she had expected to see. Of course, who was she judge? She had left him for Jason so she had no right to be upset. But none the less she couldnt help the feelings of anger, sadness and jealousy that were coursing through her.

"Sam?" Drew called from the open doorway. She quickly snapped out of it and met his eyes with hers. Drew could see the tears welling up in her eyes and was desperate to explain.

"I'm sorry..I didn't realize you had company. I should go. This was a mistake I shouldn't have come here." Sam turned to walk away when she felt his hand on her arm, turning her towards him.

"Sam, wait." Drew said, loosening his grip on her arm but not letting go. "Please don't go. Will you just come inside? Please?"

Sam could hear the urgency in his voice. She wasn't sure what she had just witnessed but she knew whatever it was he did nothing wrong. Just because she didn't want him with other people didn't mean he wouldn't be. Sam nodded and walked with Drew into his condo. He shut the door behind them.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt." She said, trying to calm her nerves over seeing a woman leaving his place.

"It's ok. You didn't interrupt. She was just leaving. Look, what you saw... Curtis set me up on a date. She just came back here for a cup of coffee.."

Sam looked around and noticed two mugs on the coffee table. One had a red lipstick stain on it. She looked over at Drew, who's lips looked a little darker than usual. She looked back and forth between the mug and Drew.

"Wait. Did something happen here? Did you kiss her?? Did you sleep with her? Oh my god you did, didn't you?" Sam could feel the jealousy boiling up. She tried pushing it away but it wasn't working. She was angry. Hurt.

"What? No!" Drew said forcefully. He took a minute to gather his composure. "Of course I didn't sleep with her, Sam. It wasn't like that. But she did try to kiss me."

"Oh she tried to kiss you. And what. Did you kiss her back?" Sam's heart was racing. The thought of someone else touching him made her sick. She closed her eyes and breathed in deeply. "Well, that's fine. I came here to tell you that Jason tried to kiss me tonight."

"Oh. Wait a minute. So you're upset with me for kissing someone when you came here to tell me that you kissed Jason? Why? You're a hypocrite, Sam." Drew was furious. This was not going well at all. "If you had let me EXPLAIN, Valerie kissed me and I pushed her away. She misread the situation. You saw her leaving because I DIDN'T kiss her back. Not that I owe you any explanation. You left me, Sam. You are the one who walked away from this. From me. From the life we built. You don't get to do that and then have a say in what I do. You made a choice. And now we both have to live with it." Drew said furiously.

Sam was stunned. She had never had a fight like this with him before. Seen him this upset.

"I'm sorry! Okay, I'm sorry! You are right. You don't owe me anything. I did this. I made a mistake, Drew."

"What?" Drew's eyes met hers. "What are you saying?"

"I can't do this anymore." Sam had tears welled up in her eyes as she poured everything out. Everything she'd been feeling, everything she'd been missing. "Jason tried to kiss me tonight and I pushed him away. I can't pretend to love him. I can't force myself to do this to make him happy when I'm not happy, Drew. I'm miserable. Everytime i close my eyes I see your face. Everytime I lay in bed alone all i want is to feel your arms wrapped around me. I don't know what to do. But I know I don't love him..." she was in tears now.

Drew walked over to her and placed a hand on her cheek. He placed his forehead againt hers bringing his other hand up to cup the other cheek. They both breathed heavy as their eyes met slowly. She could see the desperation in his eyes. His eyes left hers as his gaze dropped to her lush lips.

"I haven't been able to stop thinking about you since you left today. I havent been able to stop thinking about you at all since you left. I feel empty inside. Like part of me was ripped away." Drew ran his thumb over her lips. The smell of his cologn very real this time as he stood in front of her so close that every part of their bodies were just barely touching. His gaze found her eyes again and before she could speak his lips crashed onto hers and their tongues intertwined in pure passion. She moaned into his kiss as he pushed into her forcing her backwards until she hit the wall behind her. His hands pressing against the wall on either side of her head. Drew's lips broke away and found their way down to her neck. Sam tilted her head to the side and grabbed onto the back of his hair gently as he kissed and sucked at her neck.

"Oh Drew. You have no idea how much i missed this. How much I missed you." Drew lifted his head for a moment as he pressed himself into her, his extremely hard erection pressing against her stomach.

He leaned into her and whispered in her ear.

"Do you feel that, Sam? Can you feel what you do to me?" he slowly ran his hand around her waist and with one hand undid the top button of her jeans. Breathing heavily into her neck he slid his hand down between her legs. He could feel her dampness and Sam moaned at the soft touch of his hand slowly moving over the thin cloth of her thong.

"Oh Drew. Please." Sam grabbed on to the back of his hair again and brought his lips back to hers. She kissed him desperately wanting more. Backed against the wall Drew slid his hand underneath her underwear and moaned realizing how wet she was for him. He easily slid two fingers into her and fingered her sweet slit. Sam pulled away from their kiss.

"Oh Drew, please don't stop!" Sam said, her breathing labored. Not letting go of her gaze he slid in a third finger and pumped quickly in and out. He loved watching her like this. Completely out of control. He could feel his jeans straining tightly against his hard cock, begging to be freed. Drew lowered his forehead to hers and moved his hand to her engorged bud and flicked it gently between his fingers. She reached forward and ran her hand along the large bulge that had formed in his jeans. She rubbed it with a firm grip and his fingers once again found their way back to her slit. He thrust his fingers in and out, quicker this time and he could feel her shaking. He ripped down her jeans, removing them and throwing them on the floor. Moving her soaked panties to the side he bent down, placing her leg over his shoulder and licked her sweet juices. He slid his tongue inside her making sure to taste every last drop before moving back to her clit and flicking it rather roughly, sending her reeling. She threw her head back as an orgasm came on quick and strong. Her legs shaking, she felt Drew kiss his way back up her body.

He grabbed at the hem of her shirt and swiftly pulled it over her head. He stepped back for a moment taking her in before removing his own shirt. Then his lips found hers again. She fumbled for a moment with his belt buckle desperately trying to remove his jeans and to free his large, throbbing erection. Grabbing hold of it she gently rubbed her hand up and down his thick shaft. He moaned into their kiss and knew there was no turning back. She pushed him backwards until he hit the bed and backed down onto it, breaking their kiss. Watching her intently and never breaking their gaze, Sam removed her soaked underwear and threw them to the floor. She slowly walked up between his legs and his hands found their way to her backside. He gently squeezed both cheeks pulling her closer to him and gently kissed her stomach. He worked his hands softly up her back to undo her bra, freeing her large hard breasts. He took one of her hard nipples in his mouth and gently sucked on it, flicking it back and forth with his tounge. She ran her fingers through his hair, pulling him closer to her. He growled softly pulling her on top of him.

"Oh Drew. Baby i need to feel you inside me. Please." She lifted herself up and slowly lowered herself onto his hard, throbbing member. They both let out a sigh of relief as he filled her. She bounced up and down slowly taking him in deep, all the way in until she could feel him slapping against her. He buried his head into her breasts as she rode him. With one hand on her back and the other on her hip he gently held her all the way down moving her on top of him in a circular motion. Not being able to take anymore and almost at the edge Drew lifted her up and flipped her onto the bed underneath him. He stopped for a moment deep inside of her.

"You are so beautiful, Sam. Every part of you" Drew said moving a piece of hair from her face and breathing her in. She was perfect. He didn't know what would come of this but he wanted to remember her in this moment.

"I love you, baby" Sam said looking deep into his blue eyes.

Drew dropped his head to the side of her face as he began thrusting into her slowly at first and then picking up the pace until he was slamming into her hard and deep.

"Oh...Sam.."

"Harder, baby. Fuck me harder! I want to feel every inch of you inside me."

Drew could feel her walls tensing around his throbbing cock as he pounded into her..each of them desperately needing to simultaniously find their release. They both moaned loudly as her pussy walls clenched around him, milking him as he thrust into her one last time finally feeling his release as he filled her as deep as he could. He dropped his head to her shoulder, kissing her before looking deep into her beautiful brown eyes.

"I love you too Sam. So much." He said, before bringing his lips to hers in a soft, intimate kiss.