I can't believe i did that. I stand across from the door i just shut in my kidnappers face. It's been minutes and he still hasn't done anything. I can't even imagine what he's thinking right now. I kinda want to open the door just to see the expression on his face. At that second i laugh outloud. Even though the situation i'm in is no laughing matter, i still do. I don't know if it's the nerves causing me to do this, but my spirit gets up-lifted. I laugh so hard my stomach hurts. Even though it hurt before. I lean over and grab my aching torso. What's wrong with me? I can't stop.

The door opens slowly in front of me, having it's usually creak noise. A sudden dark aura fills the space around me. I can tell he's mad. Yeah, i bet he is.

I lift my head, trying to hold it all in. I stare face to face with him, me holding my lips tight together. It looked like he had wiped some of the blood off. I could see the smear of it on the kimono he wore. Such a strange outfit, it somehow made the situation funnier. One last look at his face made me lose it. He was glaring at me, one of his eyebrows twitching, and a vein practically popping out of his forehead.

I burst out laughing once again. I can't stop because i don't want to stop. Anything to get me through this.

"Would you mind..."he finally speaks."telling me... WHAT... Is so DAMN hilarious?" I swear i see flames coming from his eyes.

I finish my laughter off with wiping the tears from my eye.

"Its just tha-" and without finishing my explanation, i'm suddenly crying. And just like the sudden burst of laughter i just had, the tears don't stop. They keep going, and now i feel sick. Worse than i did a few moments ago. He just stands there while i cry. How embarrassing. But who cares what he thinks, right? He's what i'm trying to escape. He's one of the reasons why i feel like this. I fall to my knees and continue to sob. I wonder what'll happen if i just stay here. I just wanna fall asleep, and when i wake, i'll be in our two-room apartment doing homework. Just what i was doing before i got evicted. But this time i don't get kicked out. I finish my homework, and my dad comes home and apologizes for everything. If only life were that good, huh?

More tears fall to my thighs and soak my skirt. I rub my eyes but it only makes them worse. They puff up and i can barely see anything anymore. That's just great. But what happens next surprises me.

The man kneels down and pulls my hands from my eyes. I jerk away out of his grasp. Half expecting him to try again, but he doesn't. He just sits there next to me. "I'm sorry." He talks through my cries.

He soon gets up and i hear him walk a short ways away.

"If you must, stay here for a bit. I'll check on you soon to see if you perhaps want to go to somewhere more... suitable "

I look up at him, barely able to see. He steps outside, back turned to me, and closes the wooden door. And then i'm alone again. My crying simmers down and i remain seated. The sun continues to settle and soon it's pitch black. I had wished for alot of things, but right now, i wish i wasn't alone.

THANKS FOR READING ~ CAKE FACE