I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

CHAPTER 5
(Bella)
"Hey honey I'm home," Jake said coming into the kitchen and wrapping his arms around me. I turned my head and kissed him. "Something smells good."

"Chickn Alfredo," I sighed "You smell better though." I leaned into him inhaling his scent.

Jake moved my hair off of my shoulder and began trailing hot kisses up and down my neck. "Mmm," I murmured turning his arms. His mouth met mine and I parted my lips allowing his tongue enterance.

"Isabella, you are so beautiful," He moaned slipping his hand up under my shirt. I raised my arms allowing him to remove it. "God baby, I can't get enough of you," He threw my shirt to the floor and reached around unclasping my bra and pushed it off of my shoulders. His fingers ghosted over my breasts, lightly moving them over my nipples.

"Jake," I moaned arching my back trying to get as close to him as possible.

The look in his eyes as he stared down at me caused my panties to soak, I wrapped my arms around his neck and attacked his mouth running my fingers down his chest and down his stomach. He shuddered under my touch as I got even lower. I popped the buttons on his jeans and pushed them down until he was only covered in his boxers. "I need you Jake," I murmured pulling away from him.

"Let me go get a condom," He whispered, "I'll be right back."

He started to walk away but I stopped him. "No."

His eyes widened. "Are you sure you want this?" He asked.

"More than anything," I moaned rubbing my thighs together.

Within seconds my panties were in shreds on the floor and he hand me up against the kitchen wall. "You're sure about this?" He asked.

"Yes," I moaned grabbing his face and pulling it to mine.

"I thought you didn't want to be a pregnant bride."

"Jake, we're getting married in a few months, I don't care about it anymore."

That was all it took, he thrust up into me filling me completely. I gripped his shoulders as his tongue explored my mouth. "Oh," I moaned as his pelvis hit my clit over and over again. I was trembling and my nails were embedded into his skin. "Jake, don't stop!"

"I'm not baby. God you feel incredible," He slowed his thrusts down and began pushing into me deeper. "I'm so close Bells."

I couldn't respond, I could feel my stomach clenching up. As if reading my thoughts he leaned over taking one of my nipples in his mouth sending me over the edge violently. "Bella!" He growled biting down into my neck.

I sat straight up in bed covered in a cold sweat as I clenched the blankets up around me, tears streaming down my face. "Just breathe, it was just a dream," I told myself laying back down and trying to go back to sleep, however, someone had other plans for me. Soft cries came from the bassinet next to me. I looked over to see my two week old daughter moving around, her tiny fists clenched together and her face all scrunched up.

"Hey princess Jaycie," I said gently picking her up. "I bet you're hungry." Again.

After almost pouring coffee in her bottle and tripping over air, her and I settled down into the recliner. "It is good?" I asked as she greedily sucked on her bottle. My eye lids were heavy and I was exhausted. During the day she was amazing, never cried unless she needed something, at night though she was up every hour, sometimes it seemed like more. I lifted her up onto my shoulder and began patting her back earning a huge burp. "Good job, now lets go to sleep."

I was up and down the rest of the night feeding her, changing her and just holding her. By 8am, I could barely keep my eyes open. I put her back in the swing and curled up on the couch watching her sleep peacefully, however I knew I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep.

(FLASHBACK)

I couldn't sleep, I hadn't felt good for a few days and I was late. I'd gone to the store and bought a test, but had been too nervous to take it, however, putting it off was only making it worse. Carefully I climbed out of bed not wanting to wake Jake and tiptoed to the bathroom. Once I finished I sat down on the edge of the tub holding the white stick in my hand. Was I ready? Was Jake ready? We were getting married in a few months, but that evening had I made the right choice to go without protection?

"Honey, what are you doing?" Jake asked rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

"Well, you know that night we had sex?" I asked him.

"Are we having a baby?" He asked me.

"I don't know yet," I said sliding over so he could sit next to me.

He wrapped his arms around me. "Why didn't you wake me up?"

"Um, I'm not sure, guess I was just scared."

"This is nothing to be scared over, I'm here and I'm not leaving."

I turned the test over. "I guess that's a good thing daddy."

"Seriously?" He asked.

I showed him the test. "Plus sign means pregnant, pregnant means baby growing in my stomach."

The next thing I knew, I was in his arms and he was laying me down in the bed. "Are you okay? Can I get you anything? Are you feeling okay?"

"Jake, you knocked me up you didn't kill me," I giggled.

Tears were streaming down his face as he placed his hand over my still flat stomach rubbing it gently. "I'm going to be here with you through everything, I promise Bells, you, me and this baby."

"Shut up you fool and kiss me." I said.

He kissed me briefly then pulled back. "You are going to look so sexy when you are huge."

I slapped him. "Shut up!"

"Just kidding beautiful."

I put my hand over his, the three of us together forever.

(END FLASHBACK)

"A promise you broke," I said wiping my eyes and grabbing the phone that was ringing.

"Hello," I said knowing it was Sue, she always called in the mornings to check on us.

"Hey honey, how are you girls this morning?" She asked.

"Jaycie's good, she's sleeping in the swing," I told her.

"What about you Bella?" She asked concern thick in her voice.

I swallowed the lump in my throat. "I'm just fine Sue," I sighed trying to keep the tears at bay.

"Bella, did you get any sleep last night?" She asked.

"I'm fine," I whispered.

"I'm on my way over sweetheart," She said and hung up.

I managed to drag myself up off the couch and get a cup of coffee, I'd never felt this bad in my entire life.

(Sue)
Bella wasn't doing well. She had pulled herself together enough to have a healthy baby, but with Jaycie's birth and the hormonal changes, not to mention being on her own, she was a mess. I let myself in the house and found her curled up on the couch, my heart immediately broke for my daughter.

I'd known Charlie since Bella was a young girl, we'd always been friends, however we started dating when she was twelve. He felt like he needed a woman in her life to have someone to talk to when it came to girl stuff. When she started her period he called me in a state of panic not knowing how to handle it or what to say to her. I talked to her over the phone and she seemed way calmer than he was. However, once him and I started dating she began to hate me and wanted nothing to do with me no matter how hard I tried. Things got worse when we got married, she was 15 then. Her attitude was awful and Charlie wasn't even sure what to do with her. Then she met Jake at 16 and things began to turn around and she was happy again.

I walked over and sat down next to Bella. "Was Jaycie up all night?" I asked her.

"Off and on, but I was the one who didn't sleep at all."

"Oh Bella, why didn't you call I would have come over." The tears she had been fighting so hard to keep back began to fall. "What's going on?"

"I'm alone," She sobbed."

"Oh honey," I said pulling her into my arms and cradling her. "Talk to me please."

She broke down into hardcore sobs. "I need him Sue, he promised he'd never leave me and he did! Why?"

"I'm so sorry baby, I wish I had the answers, but I don't."

"I miss him!" She cried."Didn't he realize we still needed him?"

"He knew that Bella," I whispered rubbing her arms doing my best to calm her down.

"I'm so tired Sue. If Jaycie isn't keeping me up at night I dream about him. I just don't know how much longer I can go on like this."

"Listen to me Bella, you need sleep, you are a hormonal mess. So what I need you to do is go and pack everything you and Jaycie need, you are coming home with me."

"I can't impose on you and dad."

"You aren't Bella, you need someone to help with Jaycie while you sleep," I said.

"I never wanted to be a single parent."

"No one does, and you know your dad didn't. No one asks for things like this to happen and you couldn't have stopped it from happening."

Jaycie began crying. "You get everything ready and I'll take care of Jaycie."

Bella walked away not even having the energy to argue anymore. "Come here sweet girl, we're going to get mommy feeling better," I said picking up my granddaughter. Her and I went into the kitchen and I grabbed all the bottles and formula I could find and set them on the table. "You're going to come and stay with me and Papa."

The ride to my house was silent. Bella sat there staring out the window, she had dark circles under her eyes, she looked deathly pale and she'd lost weight. We'd let her go to long without forcing her to let us help her. We'd stayed with her the first few days after she came home from the hospital, but she said everything was fine and she could handle it. I had a horrible feeling if we left she wouldn't call us if she needed anything. She was too much like Charlie, stubborn.

"You get Jaycie and go lay down in your old bedroom. I'll get everything else."

"Okay," She whispered. She got out of the car, picked Jaycie up and went inside.

I sat there staring at my phone as I dialed Charlie's number. "Hey," He answered.

"Well, I went to check on Bella."

"And?" He asked.

"She and Jaycie are going to be staying with us for awhile. She hasn't slept in God knows how long and she can't stop crying."

"Okay," He sighed. "Was she okay with coming?"

"She didn't fight me on it."

"She's in bad shape isn't she?" He asked.

"She is Charlie, she's really missing Jake and add that to no sleep, she's miserable."

"Damn," He sighed. "I get off at 3 today, I'll stop and get a crib for her to use at our house."

"Okay, love you."

"Love you to," He said.

I went into the house, all was quiet and I went to check on Bella. She was sound asleep with Jaycie lying next to her.

(FLASHBACK)
I awoke to the phone ringing. "Hello," Charlie answered. "Yah she's right here. Are you okay?" There was a pause. "Okay I'll put her on." He handed me the phone. "It's Bella."

"Hey Bella," I said trying to wake up.

"Sue," She gasped. "I think I'm in labor."

"Are you having contractions?" I asked.

"I woke up and the bed was wet and my stomach feels like it's in a vice."

"Okay Bella, we're on our way, just keep breathing and don't panic."

"Just hurry," She begged.

It took us less than five minutes to get ready to go, Charlie sped over to the house and we went in to find her on the couch gripping her stomach. "Alright Bells, lets go," Charlie said helping her up.

The ride to the hospital was horrible. I sat in the back with her helping her breathe, however, Charlie had to pull over several times because the contractions were so intense that she couldn't handle the pain from the bumps on the road. I held her hand and did what I could to help.

Once we were there Charlie stayed in the waiting room, he wasn't sure he could handle watching his daughter in pain and the birth, so I stayed. After 6 hours of intense labor and 2 hours of hard core pushing, I watched my granddaugher come into the world kicking and screaming.

"Is she okay?" Bella cried.

"She's perfect," The nurse said placing the baby on her chest.

"Oh my God Sue, she's beautiful," She cried.

I wrapped my arms around her. "Just like her mom."

"Thank you for being here, I couldn't have done it without you," She whispered.

(END FLASHBACK)

That afternoon Charlie came in finding me holding Jaycie. "How are things going?" He asked.

"Well Jaycie and I have gotten to spend a lot of time together and Bella has been asleep most of the day."

"What are we going to do?" He asked taking Jaycie from me.

"We need to offer to let her come live with us. Staying in that house is just to hard on her."

"I'd love to have her here, but do you think she would?" He asked.

"I don't know, but we need to offer it to her," I wrapped my arms around my husband and granddaughter. "We both know how lonely she is, she needs us and is afraid to admit she needs the help."

"You're a good woman Sue," He said kissing my head.

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