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CHAPTER 20

(Edward)

The week was dragging by slowly. I hadn't seen Bella since the night she came over for a family dinner, but we'd talked daily, texting off and on throughout the day. However, by Friday morning, I was going nuts. The kids in my class were goofing off and not paying attention. Teaching music was a passion for me, however, I was about ready to hand them out writing assignments and make them write about the music they were going to be performing.

I walked in the door that afternoon. "Dad!" Matt yelled running into me. "You're home!"

"Yes I am," I said picking him up.

"What time will Bella get here?" He asked.

"In about two hours," I said.

"Call her to come over now!" He exclaimed.

"Buddy, she said she'd be here at 5:30."

"Daddy," He whined.

"Stop whining or you will have to go to bed early," I warned putting him back down.

"Yes sir," He pouted walking into the other room.

I headed into the kitchen when my cell phone rang. "Hello," I answered.

"Edward," Bella sniffled, she was crying.

"Honey, what's wrong?" I asked.

"Jaycie's not feeling well, I'm going to have to cancel."

This day just got way worse. "Bella," I said trying to hide the disappointment from my tone. "What's going on?" I wanted nothing more than to pout and stomp, but that would be immature.

"She has a low grade fever and she wont stop crying."

"Is she teething?" I asked her.

"No, I don't think so," She sighed.

"Bella, mom would probably still watch her," I said.

"I can't ask your mom to watch her when she's sick, I'd be worried about her and it just wouldn't be much of a fun date."

Deep down, I knew how she felt. "Don't worry about love, maybe we can do something tomorrow if she's feeling better."

"That sounds good, I can hear her crying I need to go see what's going on with her. I love you."

"I love you, too."

I walked into the kitchen. "What's going on?" Mom asked.

"Jaycie's got a low grade fever and wont stop crying."

"So Bella cancelled," Mom guessed. I nodded. "Did you tell her I could handle her?"

"She said it was the first time she's been sick and she just knows she'd worry too much to have fun."

"I'll tell Matt, you go pick up something to eat, get her some baby Tylenol for Jaycie and go spend the evening with Bella. I have a feeling you are both disappointed."

"She was crying."

"Then go, I'll get Matt to bed so you don't have to worry about coming back early."

"Thanks mom," I said kissing her cheek.

Matt was upset when I left, he had really been looking forward to it too, but I promised him that we would all get together soon. I felt torn leaving him, but I wanted to check on Bella and Jaycie. Mom kicked me out the door after a final hug to Matt, telling me that she had everything under control and they would have a movie night together.

I drove to the pharmacy and grabbed some baby Tylenol and a stuffed teddy bear for Jaycie. Then drove across the street to the grocery store, I wasn't sure what to get, so I decided on sandwich stuff, strawberries, chocolates and a bottle of wine. No it wasn't an expensive dinner for two, but I thought she would like it.

Charlie and Sue were already gone when I got there. I grabbed everything and went to knock on her door. Bella opened the door wearing sweat pants, a speghetti strapped tank top, and definitely no bra her eyes popped open. "What are you doing here?"

"I figured, I'd bring supper to you."

Tears filled her eyes. "Seriously?" She asked.

"Seriously," I said holding the bags up.

She shook her head laughing. "And I thought it would be a lonely Friday night."

I walked inside and found Jaycie in the swing. "What's wrong with Jayc?" I asked.

"I don't know, this is the first time I've been able to put her down since I've been home, she didn't sleep well last night and Sue said she was crabby all day."

"I brought you this," I said holding up one of the bags. "I guess it's more for her."

"Aw Edward, thank you," She said hugging the bear. "What's in the other bag?" She asked.

"Supper," I laughed.

"Good, I'm starving," She said setting the bear in the couch. "I can't wait to show it to her."

I set the bottle of wine on the counter. "You plan on getting me drunk?" She asked.

"Not hardly with Jaycie here," I reminded her.

"Oh yeah," She sighed. "I know your mom would have watched her, I just,"

"Bella, I know, I'm still like that when Matt's sick."

We made our sandwiches and fixed our plates, then sat down at the table. "How was work today?" She asked me.

"It was a long day, the kids were insane!"

"Yeah here too, I have this little boy in my room named Matt, who constantly runs around the room yelling and screaming," She said laughing as she took a sip of wine.

"Oh I know that kid, he can be a pain," I laughed.

"Was he disappointed I wasn't coming over?"

"Very, but I told him we would all go do something soon."

"We will," She promised.

Jaycie started crying and Bella went to get up. "No, I'll go."

"Are you sure?" She asked.

"Let me help Bella, that's why I came over tonight."

She started to argue, but I was already in the living room. "Hey angel," I said gently picking her up. She did feel a little warm, but not too bad, however her cry was what broke my heart. "What's going on angel?" I asked bringing her up to my chest and rocking her.

I took her back into the kitchen with me and sat back down at the table. "Is she okay?" Bella asked.

"She feels a little warm, has she had Tylenol lately?"

Bella glanced at the clock. "She can have some more now actually."

"Where is it?" I asked her.

"Edward I'll..."

"Bella, allow me to help you!"

Tears filled her eyes. "It's on the counter."

"Lets get Jaycie settled and then we'll talk." She nodded, but didn't say anything as she walked out of the kitchen.

Jaycie opened her mouth and took the medicine. "Good job baby girl, you know it will help you."

Bella came back in carrying the bear. "Look what Edward brought you," She said making the bear's nose nuzzle Jaycie's cheek. Jaycie gave her a pitiful smile. I wrapped my arm around Bella and looked at her, she was smiling. "If Matt was here, it would be perfect."

"Yes it would be," I agreed.

Thank you for supped Edward," She said.

"Wait, are you kicking me out?" I asked.

"Absolutely not."

"Good," I said kissing her. Jaycie reached for Bella. "You want mommy huh?" I asked.

Bella took her and kissed her on the cheek. "You are so Edward's girl aren't you?" She asked her.

"I have the two most precious girls in the world right here." She stretched up on her toes and kissed my cheek.

Jaycie yawned. "Why don't you give her a bath, that with the Tylenol should help bring the fever down."

"Okay," She said.

While She was upstairs giving Jaycie a bath I found her some pajamas and a diaper and laid them on her changing table. I walked around looking at the pictures on Jaycie's wall, there were a few of Jake and Bella together. They obviously loved each other and I really hoped I could make Bella smile like that.

"She's almost asleep," Bella said coming back into the room.

Bella dressed her quickly and stood over her talking to her. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist letting them rest over her stomach. She sighed contentedly as we watched Jaycie suck on her toes. "I wish I could still do that?" I whispered.

"What suck on your toe?" She asked.

"Yep," I laughed. "Can you?"

She blushed and nodded slightly. Fuck me, she's was going to kill me. "Can I watch?"

"Depends on if you are a good boy or a bad boy," She moaned.

"Can I put her to bed?" I asked.

"Sure, I'll be right back," She said.

(Bella)

I had to get out of that room, I could feel the sexual tension between us and wasn't sure what to do about it. I knew if we jumped, things would change, for the better, but they would change and I wasn't sure I was ready for it. I knew he wouldn't push me to go further than I was wlling to go, but I wanted something, I just wasn't sure what.

I mixed her bottle up and took it up to Jaycie's room. From outside the door, I could hear him humming to her. I peaked in and she was sitting up against his hands looking at him. I bit back tears as I watched the two of them, the connection was in tense. In the beginning I'd told myself not to let them get attached, but from the moment she first saw him there was a connection and I knew I wouldn't be able to break it. Tears slid down my cheeks as I walked in the room to hand him the bottle. "Here," I whimpered quickly turning and walking away.

"Thanks love," He whispered.

I curled up on the couch clutching a pillow and I flipped through the channels. What do I do? I love him so much. What do I do? Jake, I love him and he loves us.

"Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked coming over to me.

I wiped my tears away quickly. "Nothing!" I snapped.

"You're crying," He said wiping the remaining tears away.

"I'm just worried about Jaycie."

He eyed me suspicously. "That's not it."

"Fine, you want to know, I'll tell you. I'm scared, flipping the fuck out over here. I want you so damned bad that it's scaring the hell out of me!"

"Well there's a start," He said sitting on the coffee table. "What scares you the most?"

"Everything will change between us."

"It will, but not for the worst," He said softly.

"But there will be a change and I don't know if I'm ready."

"Bella, I'm not going to push you into anything you aren't ready for."

"I'm pathetic huh?"

"No love, you aren't."

Edward moved over to the couch and pulled me into his arms. "I get scared to."

"Is she asleep?"

"Yeah, shit I left the bottle up there."

"We'll get it," I said softly.

"So, I've been thinking," He said.

"About?" I asked.

"You, me, Matt, Jaycie, the future."

"I think about that a lot to," I sighed snuggling in closer to him.

"I'm going to start looking for my own place." I gasped. "When I moved back I never planned on living with my parents forever, it's time and that way we can have some alone time after the kids go to bed."

"Are you asking me to move in?" I asked.

"Not right away, but if you fell asleep on the couch you could stay, or, I don't know. I feel like we are two teens sneaking around."

"Yeah, I know that feeling. I can't even kiss you without getting caught here."

I closed my eyes listening to the sound of his heart beat and allowed myself to relax. "Are you falling asleep?" He asked softly.

"No," I whispered.

"Good," He said.

"Sorry about a few minutes ago, watching you and Jaycie together, there's this connection between you two."

He pulled me up and kissed me, I shifted so I could kiss him easier. His lips were soft yet forceful against mine as his hand moved up and down my arm. I grabbed the hem of his shirt pulling it up, then moved my hand to his chest stroking it, I ran my nails lightly over his nipple and felt him shudder at my touch.

"Oh, Bella," He gasped breaking the kiss.

We stared at each other for a few moments silently as his hand slid over the thin barrier of my tanktop, I was suddenly very aware that I wasn't wearing a bra and he was too. I got up off his lap. "Bella," He said.

"Lets go up to my room, where we can both be comfortable."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, come on."

I wasn't sure at this point what I was doing, but we had to trust each other not to take it further than either of us were willing to go.

Once in my room, he closed the door while I went to flip on the small lamp next to my bed. "Shut off the light." He did as I said and joined me.

I grabbed him around the neck kissing him forcefully, pulling his shirt up. We broke the kiss long enough to get his shirt off. I ran my hand up and down his chest, damn he was beautiful. He ran his hands up under my tank top massaging my breasts, lightly running his thumbs over my nipples. "Oh," I moaned.

He pushed me back onto my bed and in a furry, he ripped my sweats off leaving me in just my tank top and panties, we made our way to the pillows. Edward's mouth covered mine, our tongues fighting against each other as our hands roamed over our bodies and faces. Using my weight, I pulled him on top of me, spreading my legs so he could rest between them. "Bella," He moaned. I wrapped my legs around his waist tightly pulling my hips up up to rub against him.

"Slow down love," He murmured.

"I need you," I moaned reaching between us trying to unbotton his jeans.

"No Bella," He moaned.

"Why not?" I begged.

"Not right now." He lowered his lips to my breast, gently swirling his tongue over the thin material that covered my nipple.

"Oh," I moaned rolling my eyes back in my head.

His hand moved down past my stomach to the waist of my panties. I nodded answering his unasked question. Unnervingly slow, he moved his hand inside my panties. I couldn't bring myself to be embarrassed over how wet I was. I moaned as he slid his fingers up and down my opening, slowly pushing one finger inside of me. "Edward," I gasped.

"Feel good?" He moaned.

The words were stuck in my throat as his thumb found my clit. I was writhing under him, gripping his hair with one hand clawing his back with the other. "God, please don't stop!" I cried. I was holding on, I couldn't find the will power to let go.

"I've got you sweetheart, let go."

"I can't!" I panted.

"Yes you can, relax my beautiful angel and let go, cum for me."

He curled his fingers adding pressure with his thumb. My hips jerked violently as my release came hard and strong. "Oh, oh, oh," I moaned as he continued to work his fingers in me as I rode out my orgasm.

Edward held me tightly whispering words of love and affection as I came down from my hand. I reached over trying to get my hand down in his pants. "No, not tonight, it's about you angel," He said leaning over to kiss me.

(Edward)

I held Bella close as we kissed, our hands roaming each others bodies. She was beautiful and she was all mine. I wanted desperately to make love to her, but she wasn't ready, I could tell that earlier in the evening and that was fine, I wanted our first time to be special.

Bella stopped kissing me and curled up against me. "How long do I get you tonight?"

"Mom said she'd put Matt to bed, but I can't stay all night," I rolled over wrapping my arms around her. I could feel her chest pressed against mine as she snuggled in closer.

"If I fall asleep, please wake me up before you go."

"I will baby," I whispered running my fingers through her hair. She sighed contentedly and within minutes, she was asleep.

I laid there staring at my Bella, sleeping in my arms, nothing could compare to the feeling of holding her close to me. I lightly peppered her face with kisses when I heard Jaycie start crying loudly. Bella never moved. I gently climbed out of bed and went into her room.

Jaycie was lying in her crib crying, her diaper had exploded and everything was a mess. "Oh Jaycie," I cooed. I began unbottuning her sleeping and realized her fever had spike back up. "Alright angel, I'm going to get you cleaned up and see about taking your temparture."

I carried her over to the changing table and cleaned her up as quickly and gently as I could. "What's going on?" Bella asked groggily.

"She had an explosion," I said using the millionth wipe on her, she had it everywhere.

"Edward, why didn't you wake me up?" She asked.

"Because you were sound asleep, now what you can do, is get me the thermometer."

"Okay," She said leaving the room quickly.

I put a diaper back on Jaycie and craddled the still screaming baby. "Sh angel, we're going to make you feel better."

"Here Edward," Bella said handing me the thermometer.

I handed Jaycie to Bella and stuck the tip in Jaycie's ear. "Sh Jayc, it's okay," Bella said softly. She looked up at me. "She's so hot."

Bella looked scared. "Relax Bella, you need to stay calm for her." It beeped. "102.1."

"What do I do?" She asked.

"I'm going to run her bath water and you can get in with her, wrapping wet towels around her. I'm going to call my dad and ask him."

"Its the middle of the night." She whispered.

"He's on call."

I got the bath water going, then went downstairs and grabbed my cell phone. "Hi Edward," Dad said answering immediately.

"Dad, um Jaycie's been running a fever off and on all night and she just woke up screaming. I took her temp and it was 102.1. Bella is in the tub with her..."

"Okay Edward, calm down," Dad said. "Now do you know when she had Tylenol last?"

"Around 6 tonight."

"Okay, why don't you bring her in and I'll check her out. I know Bella is probably scared seeing as this is probably the first time she's been sick."

"Thanks dad, we'll see you soon."

I ran back to the bathroom and knocked on the door. "Bella," I called.

"Come in," She called.

I walked into the bathroom to find Bella and Jaycie in the tub, she was still wearing clothes and Jaycie was still whimpering. "Dad wants you to bring her in and have her checked out."

"Does he think it's serious?" She whimpered.

"No Bella, he just wants to check her to ease you're fears."

"Can you take her and I'll get dressed."

I picked Jaycie up and then offered Bella my hand. She took it gratfully and got out. "Will you go with me?" She asked.

"Of course Bella, I'm not letting you go alone," I said. "Now go get dressed."

I took Jaycie into her room and dressed her. "I'm sorry you don't feel well," I said picking her up and kissing her cheek, she still felt very hot. I shifted her to one arm and stripped her crib. "Do you know where mommy keeps the extra sheets?" Jaycie fussed back at me. "I figured as much." I chuckled.

"You don't have to do that," Bella said coming in. She was wearing black sweat pants and a black hoodie.

"I know I don't, but this could be a very long night and you are already tired."

"Thank you so much," She said softly.

Jaycie cried all the way to the hospital and I could tell it was bothering Bella. "What if it's serious?" She asked.

"Bella, relax please. Dad already said he didn't think it was, he just wanted ease your fears." I reached over and took her hand. "Dad would have said."

"I don't like seeing her sick."

"I know you don't, I don't like seeing her sick or Matt sick, but its going to be just fine."

I parked the car and she got out quicky getting Jaycie out. I wrapped my arms around Bella and we walked into the hospital. I checked Jaycie in telling them my dad was expecting us.

(Bella)

Jaycie was still crying as I paced the waiting room trying to calm her down. "Carlisle will take care of you," I whispered as her crying increased.

"They've paged dad," Edward said softly.

"She wont stop crying," I said.

Edward took her from me "Come to dad...Edward." I glanced up at him. "Sorry."

I laughed him off. "Don't worry about it."

"Edward, Bella," Carlisle said coming towards us. I breathed a sigh of relief. "What's the matter?" He asked taking Jaycie from Edward.

"She's running a fever and wont stop crying."

"Okay, well come on back and lets take a look at her."

Edward held my hand as we followed Carlisle into a room. He laid her down on the table and took her clothes off. I watched as he took her temperature and checked her all over. She screamed the entire time he examined her and Edward held me back reassuring me that she was fine.

"Well Bella, she has a double ear infection which is why she is crying and running the fever," Carlisle picked her up and she threw up all down the front of him.

"Oh my God Carlisle, I'm so sorry," I said rushing over to take her from him.

Carlisle laughed. "It's not the first time and it wont be the last. I will say she's the cutest one that has puked on me though."

"Jaycie," I sighed.

"I'll be right back with a script for you to get her antibiotics," Carlisle laughed walking out of the room.

We dressed her quickly and Edward held her humming to her softly, instantly, she relaxed and laid her head against his chest. I smiled at the sight in front of me, and walked over to hold both of them.

"Alright, here is some Tylenol for her to take now and here is enough antibiotics for tonight and tomorrow morning, then you can get hers filled tomorrow," Carlisle explained. He had changed into scrubs.

"Thank you so much," I said yawning.

"Edward take her home, I'll call Esme and tell her what went on, but why don't you stay with Bella tonight, she can get some rest while you help her."

I bit my lip thinking about Edward spending the night with us tonight. I don't know if Edward knew what I was thinking, but he wrapped his arm around me and kissed my head.

Carlisle managed to get Jaycie to take her medicine and he kissed her head. "And tell your mommy not to worry, I will still love you even though you puked on me."

The ride home was long and I was exhausted. "If you tell me where her crib sheets are, I'll make up her bed. You go on inside and go to sleep, unless you want her in your bed."

"I'm trying to get her to stay in her bed through the night," I yawned. "Her sheets are in the bottom drawer."

The next thing I remember was Edward carrying me into the house. "Where's Jayc?" I asked.

"In her carrier in the living room," He said carrying me into my room and laying me down on the bed.

"You are too good to me," My words slurred.

Somewhere in the back of my mind, I could hear him getting Jaycie ready for bed. Had I not been so tired I would have gone to watch them, but I couldn't find the energy to move.

"I've given her a bottle and changed her, she's sleeping now." Edward said from the door.

"Thank you," I whispered.

"Sleep good, I'll get her if she wakes up."

"Where are you going?" I asked yawning.

"To the couch."

"No," I whispered. "Come here." I sat up removing my hoodie so I was just in a tanktop and sweats.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Yes, please hold me."

"I don't have anything to wear," He said softly.

I got up and walked over to the dresser pulling out a pair of shorts. "I wore these a lot when I was pregnant."

He walked into the bathroom and I slipped out of my sweat pants and put on a pair of boyshirts, then slipped back into bed. Edward came back into the room and got into bed, he seemed a bit nervous. "What's wrong?" I asked.

"I haven't slept with anyone like this in a long time."

"I haven't either," I said rolling over against him.

"Do we need to turn the baby monitor on?"

"No, I'll hear her," I said.

He rolled over wrapping his arms around me kissing me softly, he scooted closer and his eyes widened in surprise. "What?" I asked.

"No pants?" He asked. I shook my head and blushed.

"I knew it would be too hot," I whispered running my fingers down his chest, his mouth attached to my neck. My hand was on the drawstring of the shorts loosening them us and he had yet to stop me. I took a deep breath and dipped my hand into his shorts, and began rubbing him through his boxers. "Bella," He gasped.

"Just returning the favor," I murmured sliding my hand into his boxers, his breathing hitched. "Take the shorts off."

"What?" He asked.

Take the shorts off."

He did as I said and laid back down. "You really don't owe me anything."

"Sh," I said sticking my hand back into his boxers. He was huge, but I tried not to show my surprise. I moved my hand from the base of his cock to the tip squeezing gently at the top, I felt him twitch and grow larger in my hand.

"Bella," He moaned. "Oh God, you don't know what you are doing to me."

"I think I can feel it," I purred.

Edward flipped me over onto my back and climbed on top of me. I could feel him pressing against me and I moaned. I spread my legs allowing him to rest against me, wrapping my arm around him kissing him fiercely. I instinctively raised my hips. "Oh God," I moaned feeling how hard he was.

"Bella, we need to stop," He moaned.

"What if I don't want to stop," I moaned gripping him tighter thrusting my hips up against his again.

"If you keep that up, I wont be able to stop."

I reached down gripping him firmly, he was oozing precum. "Get on your back," I murmured. I wanted him, but I knew he'd be done quickly and I didn't want that. He did as I said and raised his hips instinctively so I could get his boxers down. He cock flopped back on his stomach. I wrapped my hand around him moving it up and down faster each time.

He gripped my neck bringing my face down to his, kissing me with a firey passion. Our kisses frantic as I continued moving my hand, from the sound of his breathing he was close. I sped up my hand and he broke the kiss, his eyes closed, his cock twitched violently. "Bella!" He gasped as his release shot all over my hand and his stomach.

I watched as he laid there, eyes closed, panting heavily. I had turned this amazing man into putty in my hands.

I slipped out of bed and went into the bathroom to get him a towel to clean up. I walked back into the room and stood there staring at him. It took my breath away to see the man I loved in my bed. I'd always thought no one would ever love me the way Jake did, but he loved me as much if not more. Not that Jake didn't love me, what him and I had was the young innocent love, we were invincable and thought nothing would ever happen to us. Edward and I had a love that taught us to hang on tight as you never knew what could happen.

"You okay love?" He asked.

I walked over and handed him a towel. "I'm great," I sighed walking over and standing next to the bed.

"You know you didn't have to do that."

"Do not kill my mood Edward, I love you."

He tossed the towel to the side and pulled me into his arms. "You do realize I'm naked and you aren't right?"

I blushed and he got up on his knees pulling me into his arms. "Bella, if you aren't ready we can stop right now, I wont get upset."

"Edward, shut up!" I scolded. "I've realized something tonight."

"And what would that be?" He asked.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders looking him dead in the eyes and prayed that I wouldn't cry. "Jake and I loved each other and when he died I never thought I would love again, however, it's different with us. I know what can happen in life, I know that things can change in the blink of an eye, it's taught me how to love differently." A tear slid down my cheek. "Jake will always have a special place in my heart, but I'm ready to give you my heart."

"Oh my Bella," He sighed hugging me tightly. I kissed him, trying to show him what my words might not have and he kissed me back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and turned my head deepening the kiss. His hands were on my hips just holding me close to him.

Suddenly he stopped. "What?" I asked.

"I don't have any condoms."

"I'm on the pill," I said softly.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked looking straight into my eyes.

"Yes," I breathed.

"You aren't going to regret it in the morning?"

"No Edward."

He grabbed the hem of my tanktop and pulled it up. I lifted my arms allowing him to take it all the way off. "Oh Bella, you are so beautiful." He cupped my breasts firmly, rolling my nipples between his thumb and forefinger. My back arched at his touch and I couldn't stop the moan that escaped my lips. Edward lowered his mouth down unto my nipple swirling his tongue over it, lightly biting it with his teeth.

"Oh!" I gasped. He alternated between pinching and nipping at my chest. I gripped his hair, my panties were soaking wet.

He lowered my panties and held me so I could get out of them, then he turned me and laid me back on the bed. I spread my legs and he braced himself up, so he didn't lay directly on top of me. He moved his hand between my legs, spreading my lips. "So wet," He moaned.

"Only for you," I breathed.

He climbed between my legs pressing himself against me, there were no words as we stared at each other. I reached up gently stroking his face. "Are you ready?" He asked softly. I nodded closing my eyes. "Look at me love." I opened my eyes staring back into his eyes. I felt him push himself slowly into me.

"Oh God," I gasped gripping his shoulders.

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?"

"No, you feel great."

Very slowly he started moving. "Bella, you feel so warm."

I wrapped my legs around him holding him down on me and began meeting him thrust for thrust. "I love you Bella, so much."

"Edward," I panted. "Uh, I love you, too."

He leaned down kissing me, his tonuge mimicing our movements. The feeling of him inside of me was indescribable. I grabbed his hand linking our fingers together. "Edward," I gasped feeling my stomach tighten up. "I'm so close."

"Let it go Bella," He grunted picking up speed.

"I, I can't," I gasped.

He released our hands and reached down rubbing my clit. "Ah!" I cried as I came hard writhing under him, my legs were shaking. "Oh God," I breathed.

He picked up speed thrusting harder and deeper into me. His movements were frantic and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his forehead. "Bella, Bella, Bella," His cock twitched and I felt him spill inside of me.

"Wow," He gasped kissing me, I could feel him trembling.

We rolled, still connected and tangled together. "That was amazing."

Edward stared at me, looking deeply into my eyes. "Are you okay?"

I caressed his cheek with my hand. "I'm great. Are you okay?"

"When I'm with you, I'm perfect."

Jaycie began crying. "Glad she waited," I laughed getting up and grabbing his t-shirt.

"Here," Edward said throwing the towel at me.

"Thanks," I said cleaning up just a bit.

I walked into her room, she was crying so hard she was trembling. "Oh baby girl," I sighed picking her up. She didn't feel all that warm to me which was good. As soon as I got her up to my chest her screams turned to whimpers and she laid her head on my chest. We went over to the rocking chair and I began rocking her and humming to her. I felt her tiny fists clutch my shirt, I looked down and her eyes fluttered closed. I kissed her head and placed her back into her crib.

"She's asleep," I yawned climbing back into the bed next to Edward.

"Good, I'm guessing next time she wakes she'll probably want a bottle."

"Yah, shit I should have tried to feed her before she fell asleep," I groaned.

"I'll get up with her next time, you just sleep."

Just as I closed my eyes, I heard her crying again. I sighed sitting up. "Bella, you lay down. I'll go."

I watched him walk out of the room, I don't know what I would have done if I would have been there alone. I curled up against the pillows and watched as he carried Jaycie down the hallway. Had I not been so tired, I would have watched them together, but I couldn't keep my eyes open.

The night was long and eventually Edward and I ended up sleeping sitting against the headboard with Jaycie up on his bare chest, but even then she didn't sleep much, she whimpered and jerked around most of the night. And when she would wake up to eat, she would throw up the formula. We figured it was due to the slight fever, so Edward would give her some water.

I couldn't stay awake any longer, I slid over wrapping my arms around him and Jaycie. "I love you Bella, so much," He breathed kissing me softly. I curled up against him, resting my head on his chest over his heart and closed my eyes.

OK SO NOT QUITE THE DATE NIGHT YOU ALL WERE HOPING FOR, BUT YOU KNOW HOW KIDS ARE! DROP ME A LINE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!