I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT!
CHAPTER 23
(Bella)
I woke up the next morning, snuggled up to Edward, his arms wrapped around me tightly. It was then that I realized I was naked and he was wearing boxers and a shirt. I leaned over and kissed him. "Morning," He mumbled sleepily. "Did you sleep good?"
"Yes," I sighed. "But when did you get dressed?"
"Jaycie woke in the night crying," He said yawning.
"I didn't hear her."
"I know the minute I heard her I shut the monitor off and got dressed. She had a bottle, a poopy diaper and cuddled with me on the bed in there until she fell back asleep."
"Oh, well thank you," I yawned. "But you could have woken me up."
"You were too damn cute to wake up," He said kissing me on the head.
I sat up feeling a little sore from the previous nights activities. "You okay?" He asked.
"I'm wonderful, but I need a shower so I can start getting ready for hell, I mean shopping."
Edward kissed me softly and getting up was suddenly the last thing on my mind. I'd never been one for morning breath kisses, but with Edward that all disappeared. I pulled him over on me gripping his boxers trying to push them down. "Damn, you little sex kitten." I giggled as he helped me push his boxers down. I gripped his shirt pulling it over his head, then spread my legs allowing him to be close. Our kisses were slow and passionate as he pushed me back into the pillows. I grabbed his hands linking our fingers as he slid into me. "Bella," He whispered. The love in his voice as he said my name caused tears to fill my eyes. "You will never know how much I love you." He kissed away the tear that slid down my cheek.
"I love you to Edward, I can't live without you."
His thrusts were slow yet deep, I met him thrust for thrust, wrapping my legs around his waist. Our breathing spead up, but neither of us hurried to breaking point, it was slow and wonderful. He let go of one of my hands so he could wrap his arm around me pulling me closer to him. I came sighing softly as I gripped his hand, kissing him. Edward's movements stilled and I felt him fill me.
I brought his head down to mine kissing him softly, no words were spoken as we held each other.
"I need to get up," I sighed.
"Okay love, I'm sure the kids will be up soon. I'll take the baby monitor and go start breakfast."
The warm water felt wonderful cascading down my back. Sex with Jake had always been great, but with Edward, there were no words to describe how he made me feel. His eyes said everything his words didn't.
I dressed quickly so I would be ready when Alice and Rose got there and headed out of Edward's room. "Morning Bella," Matt yawned. His eyes were half closed and his hair stuck up all over the place.
"Hey Matt, did you sleep well?"
"Yah," He said rubbing his eyes.
I bent over and picked him up, he wrapped his arms around my neck and laid his head on my shouldler. Not only was I in love with his dad, I had fallen in love with Matt, he was such an awesome kid.
Edward was fixing pancakes, with Jaycie attached to his side. He smiled when he saw us. "Morning Matt," He said. Matt wiggled out of my arms and went to hug Edward. Edward picked him up balancing him so Matt could hug him neck.
"How can I help?" I asked.
"Flip the pancakes."
I laughed he did look fairly helpless with two kids on his hips. "Sure thing." I walked over and flipped over the pancakes. "These look good."
"Daddy makes the best pancakes ever!" Matt said.
"I bet be does," I said smiling. "Looks like these are almost done, Matt can you bring your plate to me?"
He grabbed his plate and brought it back to me. "Here Bella." I put both pancakes on his plate and handed him the syrup. "Thank you." He said walking back to the table.
Jaycie started fussing. "I think she's wanting her mommy," Edward said. "You take her and I'll get your pancakes." Jaycie curled into me rubbing her face against my chest.
I sat down at the tabel bouncing her gently. "Mommy's going shopping today and leaving you with Edward and Matt," I told her. "You need to take care of them."
"Do I have to change diapers?" Matt asked.
"Absolutely," Edward said bringing over my food. "I'm not going to."
"But dad, that's gross!" He exclaimed causing Jaycie to jump and start crying.
"Matt, calm down," Edward scolded.
"Sorry," Matt muttered.
"She's fine," I assured both of them. I knew Matt hadn't meant to scare her.
"We're here!" Alice yelled.
I glanced over at Edward, I really didn't want to leave Jaycie. "We'll be fine, I promise."
"Will you call me, if..."
"Bella, Matt turned out just fine, I think you can trust him with Jaycie," Alice said coming into the kitchen.
I turned and glared at her. "Alice," I warned.
"Oh boy, someone's not a morning person," Rose said giving me a small smile.
"I believe Bella is a morning person," Edward said winking at me causing me to blush.
"I don't want to know!" Rose exclaimed walking over and kissing Matt on the head. She turned and Jaycie cooed and making baby noises at her. I could see her expression soften. "Can I?" She asked me.
"Sure," I said handing Jaycie over to Rose.
"So Matt, your birthday will be here soon. What do you want?" Alice asked.
"I want a dog, drum set, um, 4-wheeler."
"A dog huh?" Edward asked. "Since when?"
"You got Bella, Bella has Jaycie and I want a dog." We all started laughing.
"We'll talk about it later," Edward said.
"Alright Bella, are you ready?" Alice asked.
"I guess," I sighed.
"Since it's your first shopping experience with the Hurricane, I'll make her take it easy on you, but after today, you are on your own with her," Rose said.
Edward got up and hugged me. "I will call you if anything happens, but have fun."
"Thank you," I murmured melting into him. He leaned down and kissed me softly on the lips. "Love you." I whispered.
"Love you too," He breathed softly into my ear.
I kissed Jaycie and hugged Matt, and we left.
The ride to Port Angeles was actually fun. I mainly listened to Alice and Rose talk, but did join in some. Rose was still a little intimidating, but I was getting used to her.
"So where to first?" Rose asked as Alice parked.
"Well, Matt's birthday is coming up so we should try to find him something and I think a trip to Victoria Secret is definately needed," Alice said glancing back at me.
"Oh God," I groaned.
"Here's one main rule, the more you complain, the more she'll shop. Smile and nod, thats the best advice I can give you," Rose said glancing back at me.
I heard Alice shuffle for something and noticed her holding a small bottle in her hand. I leaned forward and realized she was about to gulp an energy drink. We were screwed. "Alright ladies, lets shop!" She exclaimed hopping out of the car.
We walked through the mall quietly, I wasn't sure what to say and they weren't talking much either, just looking around. "Victoria Secret!" Rose exclaimed. "I need something new."
"Honey you could be naked and Emmett would take you." Alice said.
"I know, it's just I want to feel sexy again."
My mouth dropped, how could she not think she was beautiful? Perfect body, beautiful hair. I'd been in the mall with her 10 minutes and even the women were doing a double take of her.
"My God Rose, what is wrong with you?" Alice asked.
"I um, started my period last week."
"Oh," Alice said softly.
I was feeling like the third wheel, I knew Alice, but I didn't know Rose. They were talking to each other which was fine, but I had not clue if I should say anything or what to do. I was real close to pulling out my phone and texting Edward.
"Alice, I'm sure Bella doesn't want to be bothered with talk of my period," Rose said.
"You're right," She said.
Rose turned to me. "Emmett is really wanting us to start a family. It's not that I don't want kids, but I am still really enjoying being able to just go and do and not having to worry about a baby. Anyway, I was a few days late and Emmett was so excited, but I started my period a couple days later, I could see the disappointment in his eyes and things just haven't been the same."
"Oh," I said.
"Rose, I'm sure he was upset, but he loves you," Alice assured her.
"But lets not discuss that, lets all find something in here to wear to bed with our men."
"I, um, go a head," I said. "I'll watch."
"Don't tell me you and Edward haven't, I mean you have right?" Alice asked.
I could feel my blush spread up my cheeks and cover my ears, I was starting to sweat.
"Aw he's right, she does blush." Rose laughed.
I glanced at Rose, I guess it wasn't that I cared what she thought, but in a way I did. Lauren had been her best friend and she'd watched her brother struggle.
"Bella, stop looking at me like you want permission to talk about Edward!" Rose said. "I knew eventually my brother would find someone else and end up in bed with her. So spill!"
"How are things going with the two of you?" Alice asked.
"Really well, he helps with Jaycie, even got up with her last night, I'd even told him to wake me if he heard her before I did."
"What about things with you and Matt?" Rose asked.
"He um, asked me if I would be his mom last night," I said softly.
"He has a mom!" Rose gasped, tears filled her eyes.
"Rose," Alice said softly.
"No, it's okay," I said to Alice. "I told him that Lauren would always be his mom, just as Jake would always be Jaycie's dad. I also said that Edward would always love Lauren and that would never change."
"Are you two talking about marriage?" Rose asked softly. "I mean, I'm not opposed to the idea, I just need some time."
"Alright here's the deal. We aren't talking about marriage right now, I mean we talked about it last night as a future thing and not something we need to jump right into."
"How's the sex?" Alice asked.
"What?" I gasped.
"He's spent the night with you, you've spent the night with him. Come on Bella, spill!" Alice giggled.
"Why do you want to know?" I asked.
"Because if he's bad, we will have to find you something to wear to make it better. If he's hot in bed, well, we'll need to go to a different section in this store for that stuff," Alice said.
"I'll put it this way, I'm really sore from last night."
"Oh my God seriously?" Rose asked.
"Yah, it was amazing, last night and this morning."
"Shit seriously?" Alice asked. "Where were the kids?"
"Still sleeping."
"So was last night the first?" Rose asked.
"No, the first night he stayed with me when Jaycie was sick."
They were all giggling as I was as red as the clearance sale sign.
Alice skipped off to look at something, leaving Rose and I alone. "Matt really likes you," She said softly.
I turned to her. "I don't want to take her place Rose."
"Bella," She said softly. "You will though, in time and not meaning to, you will. Lauren would have wanted him to be happy. It would have killed her to see him so heart broken for so long. I'm just having a hard time with it still."
"Rose, I'm sorry."
"There are still times, I dial her number just to ask her what she thinks or tell her about my day, and, then I remember."
"Right after Jake died, I called his phone just to hear his voice. I used to scream and cry for him to come back and not leave me alone."
Rose hugged me. "Thank you for everything you have done for my nephew and brother. I think Lauren would have really liked you."
"Really?" I asked her.
"She hasn't fucked with your stuff has she?"
"Excuse me?" I asked.
"She told me that if Edward ever cheated on her, she would haunt the girl forever, even after she was dead."
I couldn't help but laugh. "Sounds like something Jake would have said."
"Here Bella, try this on," Alice said handing me something blue.
I held it up. "I'll try it on, but you have to help me find something that I can also wear if I spend the night there since Matt will be there.
"Okay then, Rose help me, we don't want to blind our nephew," Rose giggled.
My phone buzzed and I took it out of my pocket. Hope you are having fun. Things are good here. Love you -E.
"Bella, put the phone away," Alice whined.
"It was Edward saying he hoped I was having fun."
Rose grabbed something off the racks. "Here go put this on and we'll send him a picture."
I held it up, it was black, fairly sexy, but nothing to what Alice had picked out. "Just as a teaser to what he could be getting," Rose said smiling.
"Exactly! Keep the real sexy stuff for private," Alice laughed.
I took all of it into the dressing room and tried on what Alice had picked first. It was dark blue, with a black bra under see through blue mesh with a thong. "Oh hell," I groaned looking at it on me.
"Just get it, it will fit!" Alice said through the door.
How did she knew it would fit me? That was really creepy. The next thing I put on was what Rose had picked. It was a black tank top with black boyshorts. I slipped it on and opened the door. "Oh my God, you are going to turn him into a teenage boy again," Alice gasped.
"Should I pose?" I asked.
"Um yah," Rose said rolling her eyes.
I turned sideways weaving my hands in my hair, biting my lower lip. "Fuck Rose, if I was a lesbian and she wasn't sleeping with our brother, I might consider doing her," Alice laughed.
"I'll be sure to tell your husband and Edward that."
"Don't you dare!" I exclaimed.
Alice took the picture and handed me my phone back. I would never had done this with Jake, but things were different with Edward and this was kind of fun.
Edward, I'm being tortured. Love you-B. I attached the picture and hit send.
I changed quickly and went back out and joined them. "Are you getting those?" Rose asked.
"Yah, I think so."
"So I was thinking that when you stay the night with him you could wear his boxers and t-shirts."
"Wont Matt wonder about that?" I asked.
"Just tell him you didn't bring anything with you," Rose replied.
"You and Edward already kiss in front of him, you spent the night over there last night, I don't think his dad's clothes are going to be a problem," Alice said.
"And I know he's looking for his own place. Emmett has gone with him to look at a couple of apartments."
"I, uh, wow, we'd talked abou it but I didn't know he was looking for a place."
My phone buzzed. Bella, that's not fair, I'm stuck here with two kiddos and you send me a picture like that! Damn baby. -E
Glad you like, but it's only the teaser, you haven't seen the real thing yet. - B
BELLA, are you trying to kill me? -E
I'll show you later -B
"He likes it," I laughed.
"I told you," Alice laughed.
"Now how do you feel about him getting his own place?" Rose asked.
"It has its advantages that's for sure," I said.
We checked out and then walked to the bookstore. "So Matt wants a dog?" Alice asked.
"That's what he said, but Edward didn't seem to fond of the idea," Rose said.
"I think I'll get him something 'Toy Story' maybe books or puzzles or something."
"I'm getting him clothes," Alice said
"Of course you are," I said rolling my eyes.
"I'll get him some toys to," She laughed.
"I'm going to talk to Edward and if it's okay with him, maybe I'll get him a dog," Rose said.
AN- ALRIGHT, HERE'S THE DEAL, IF I PASS THE 200 REVIEW MARK ON THIS CHAPTER, I WILL UPDATE! I'M NOT ONE FOR BEGGING FOR REVIEWS, BUT IF IT HAPPENS, I'LL GIVE YOU AN EXTRA CHAPTER THIS WEEK.
SO BELLA IS SHOPPING AND EDWARD IS AT HOME WITH TWO KIDS. NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE EDWARD WITH THE KIDS!
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