I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!
CHAPTER 47
(Bella)
Edward and I followed Sue, Esme, Emmett and Rose into the hospital waiting room while Emily and Sam stayed at the house with Jaycie. Dad and Carlisle were waiting there for us and my heart immediately hit the floor. I couldn't walk any further.
"What's going on?" Esme asked.
Edward wrapped his arms around me and I could feel him shaking. Carlisle stood up and walked over to Edward and me. "No," I cried. "Please, no!"
"It appears that Jasper, Alice and Matt were all on their way over to the house tonight when he hit a patch of ice and rolled his car down an embankment and flipped."
"Are they," Edward stopped obviously not knowing how to finish that sentence.
"We don't have any information on their conditions, and they wont let me in there to find out," Carlisle said.
I turned in Edward's arms. "They have to be okay," I sobbed. Edward and I stood there holding each other tightly as we cried.
"I can't lose him," Edward muttered. "I lost Lauren. I can't lose any of them."
Arms wrapped around us all of us seeking comfort from each other. I gripped Edward tightly not wanting to let him go.
The minutes ticked by and we still hadn't heard anything. I paced the floor while Edward sat with his head in his hands. Sue had sent Emily a text telling her what was going on and Emily replied back to keep her posted.
(FLASHBACK)
"I'm glad you felt like going shopping," Sue said as we climbed back into her car.
"I've had fun. I was sick this morning and Jake wanted to stay home with me, we fought it out and he eventually left," I sighed.
"He loves you so much Bella, I can't wait to see where your lives take you," She said reaching over and rubbing my stomach.
"I know he does, he's just so overprotective," I told her.
"Typical man," She said causing us both to laugh.
Her phone went off playing the song 'My Heart Will Go On' I couldn't help but laugh.
"Hey Babe," She said giving me the look to shut me up. "What? Charlie, what's going on?"
I looked over and could tell by the look on her face that something serious was going on. "Yes, Bella's here with me." There was a pause. "Okay, we're on our way"
"What?" I asked trying not to panic.
"There's been an accident in La Push," Sue said softy.
"Who was involved?" I asked.
"Bella, calm down, he didn't give me names, he was making sure you were with me," She said.
"Please God, don't let it be Jake," I cried.
(END FLASHBACK)
"Bells," Dad said wrapping his arms around me.
"That's my family back there," I cried. "My son."
"Oh Bells, I know," He said holding me.
"Why? Why does this keep happening to me or to Edward?"
"I don't know baby, I wish I did, but I don't have the answers," Dad said looking over at Edward. "But that man sitting over there needs you."
I walked over to Edward and sat down next to him rubbing his back. "I don't know what will happen to me if I lose my son, sister and brother in law."
"I'm right here Edward," I said feeling my heart break for him.
He leaned against me wrapping his arms around my waist. "I had a feeling something was going to happen."
"I know," I said softly.
"I thought it was the wedding or moving, I had no idea this was going to happen though."
I ran my fingers through his hair. I didn't know what to say to him. "Are you okay?" He asked softly.
"No, he's my son and I love Alice and Jasper."
"I know baby," He said.
I glanced up at the clock. Had we only been at the hospital a half hour? It seemed like we'd been there for hours. "Why are they not coming out to us?" I asked.
"I don't know. I wish they would though."
"Dad, go back there and do something," Rose said.
"I can't Rose, they wont let me," Carlisle sounded so torn.
"You are the top doctor here, get your ass back there!" She yelled.
"Rosalie," Mom snapped. "Stop it!"
"If I could go back there I would, but they are my family and they wont let me." His voice broke and he walked over facing away from all of us.
"Fighting isn't going to make those doctors come out any faster," Esme said turning and walking over to her husband.
The three people on the other side of those doors meant something to each of us. "I feel like the walls are closing in on me," Edward said sitting up. "I can't breathe."
"Calm down," I said sliding over to give him so space, yet still kept my hand on his back.
"Oh God," He gasped.
"Carlisle," I called. Carlisle turned immediately. "I think he's having a panic attack."
Carlisle was there instantly talking to Edward in a firm fatherly voice. I watched from a distance as Emmett and Carlisle got Edward up and took him outside to get some air. "Go with them," Sue said.
Edward was vomiting in the bushes when I got out there. Emmett walked over to me and wrapped his arm around me. "He's okay Bella."
"If something happens to Matt, I'm scared I'll lose him."
"Don't worry about that right now," Emmett said. "We don't know what's going on."
"I know," I said trying to fight my tears.
I shivered realizing how cold it was outside. "Get her inside Emmett, Edward is okay," Carlisle said. "He'll be in in a few minutes."
I went back inside feeling empty, I wanted Edward, I wanted to hold him and be the one to comfort him.
I could hear the clock ticking by loudly, no one else seemed to hear it but me as I paced praying silently for my family to be alright. I wanted to run back into the room where Matt was and pick him up. Was he okay? Was he scared? Was he crying for me or his dad? Was he awake?
Edward grabbed me and pulled me to him. "I'm here Bella."
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
"No, but you aren't either," He said softly. "I can't imagine what this is like for you."
I shook my head. "I can't go there Edward, I just can't. Right now I just want to run back there and hold him. I want to tell him that I'm here and I love him"
"I know Bella, I know," He said.
I gripped his shirt sobbing into his chest. I didn't care that I had probably ruined his shirt, I just needed to feel his arms around me.
The doors opened and two doctors came out walking directly over to us. Edward grabbed my hand as everyone came and stood around us.
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