Chapter 60
(Edward)
"Wait, what?" I asked looking down at her. Her eyes were full of tears, but a smile slowly danced across her lips. "Oh my God Bella, serioulsly?"
"Yes," She said softly.
"How long have you known?" I asked.
"Well, I took Matt to see your dad today and as we were leaving, he handed me a bag and said he'd already talked to you. As soon as he left with Matt, I opened up the bag. I was slightly irritated at first, but got to thinking back and with all the stress the last few months, I haven't been as on top of my birth control as I should have been."
I rolled off of her and propped myself up against my elbow looking at her. I couldn't keep the smile off of my face. "Are you okay?"
"Well, I wanted to be married first, but once again, it's a little late for that," She said smiling. "I'm actually a little excited."
The wedding was set for the end of July, she could possibly be showing by then, not that I minded, but knew she might. "Do you want to wait until after she's born?"
"She?" Bella asked.
"Answer me about the other first," I said.
"I don't know," She said frowning. "Maybe we should wait until after the baby is born."
"Bella, if that's what you want than it's alright, but I'm also fine watching you walk down the aisle showing off your stomach."
Tears filled Bella's eyes and I could tell she was fighting to keep them from falling. "What is it?" I asked.
"I was looking forward to our wedding."
"Bella, I'm going to be by your side whether we get married tomorrow or a year from now," I assured her.
"But you would rather do it sooner than later?" She asked.
"Yes, I would," I said honestly. "This is totally up to you though."
"I don't want to be showing in my dress," She said softly. "But maybe I should talk to Alice."
"That's an idea, I'm sure she'd have an idea on what we could do."
Bella laughed. "I'm sure she would. Are you disappointed?"
"God no Bella, we are having a baby. Sure she is coming sooner than we expected, but God Bella I'm so fucking happy right now."
She giggled and wrapped her arms around my neck kissing me. She pulled back. "We're pregnant!" I saw a sparkle that I had never seen before.
"Yes, we are," I laughed.
"Edward, would it bother you if I talked to Alice by myself?" She asked.
"No, not at all," I said. "Are you going to tell her about the baby?"
"Yes," Bella said softly. "I don't know how to tell her just yet, but I think she would be upset if I didn't tell her."
"She'll be okay Bella, but I agree she would be hurt if you didn't tell her." I said.
"Settled, now tell me how you know this baby is a girl," She said smiling.
I ran my hand over her stomach. I knew she wasn't very far along, but it didn't matter, we'd created a baby. "I see this house full of girls."
"Matt's not going to like that," She laughed placing her hand over mine.
"Matt will be their biggest protector," I said.
"I think I'm still in shock," She said.
"Good shock or bad shock?"
"Good," She said smiling. "When are we going to tell Matt?"
"Let's find out how far along you are first and then decide. Dad already suspects you are and if we tell Alice, then we need to tell him soon so he doesn't find out from them first."
"True," She said yawning.
I smiled down at her. "Go to sleep angel."
"You don't want to finish what we started a while ago?" She asked.
"Yes I do, but you are tired and pregnant."
She yawned loudly and snuggled up against me. It wasn't long and she was snoring softly next to me. I leaned down and kissed her stomach lightly. We were having a baby, he or she wasn't as planned as we would have liked, but we were ready.
I had just drifted off to sleep when Bella began whimpering. "Edward, no, please don't leave me. I can't raise these kids on my own," Bella cried out.
"I'm here love," I said softly.
"Don't leave me, I need you," She cried fisting my shirt.
"Bella, Bella, wake up," I said shaking her gently.
Her eyes snapped open and tears started streaming down her cheeks. "Edward," She cried gripping my shirt.
"I'm here love, I'm not going anywhere."
"Oh God," She gasped sitting up.
I sat up and gathered her in my arms. "What's the matter baby?" I asked rubbing her back.
"I lost you," She cried. "I was all alone with the kids, in labor and you were gone."
"Where was I?" I asked softly.
"Your clothes, everything was gone, it was like you took everything and left us."
"Baby, was it like Jake leaving or your mom?" I asked.
"Like her. You just packed up and left us all."
"Look at me Bella," I said turning her shoulders so that she was facing me. Her eyes drifted up and met mine. "I will never leave you or our kids."
She buried her face into my shirt and continued to cry. "I was so scared."
"I'm here love," I continued rubbing her back. I leaned back against the bed frame and continued to hold her. "Do you really think that I would leave you?"
"No, it just seemed so real."
"I know it seemed real, but I plan on staying by your side until we are old and gray."
"If we have as many kids and you want, it wont take long to be gray," She said laughing softly.
"There's my Bella," I said smiling.
"I guess Monday I need to make an appointment," She said.
"I'll go with you," I said smiling. "I know when you were pregnant with Jaycie, it was a lonely time. I don't plan on missing any appointments."
She smiled up at me. "You went to all of Lauren's didn't you?"
"Yes, I don't think I missed any," I said.
"I had Sue and my dad, but I usually went to appointments alone. I was alone when I went to the ultrasound to see if she was a boy or a girl."
"I bet that was hard," I said.
"I had never felt more alone in my life," She whispered.
"Did they go to any appointments with you?"
"Sue went to the last few and was there in the room when Jayc was born, but dad didn't have much to do with that stuff."
"Just a heads up, my dad will probably be the opposite, he'll probably want to know all the details of the doctor's appointments and probably offer to be your doctor."
She smiled. "Well, that's sweet, awkward, but sweet."
"I know you don't want him being your doctor, but maybe he could recommend someone," I suggested.
Bella thought about it for a minute. "If something goes wrong, I'd trust him over anyone else to take care or me and our baby."
"I agree," I said.
"Now that Matt has Wolfie, do you think he'll be excited, he hasn't mentioned a baby brother in a while."
"Bella, I think as long as we are okay and happy, he will be too. He might be jealous at first, but we can deal with it. He adjusted to Jaycie."
"That's true," She said. "He's always been an amazing brother to her."
I rolled over on my side, to where we were both on our sides and placed my hand on her waist. "You're excited aren't you?"
I smiled. "Bella, I've wanted to have a baby with you since your pregnancy scare in the beginning."
"I was so scared then," She laughed.
"Are you now?" I asked her.
"No," She said kissing me. "After Carlisle left with Matt, I opened the bag and mentally cussed him out for a bit, but as soon as the test came back positive I was happy. I'm a little pissed your dad figured it out before me."
I laughed. "When he called me, he said I needed to come home and pamper you, he said he didn't think it was a virus, but honestly, I didn't put two and two together."
Bella slipped her hand over her stomach and sighed leaning into me.
(Bella)
I awoke in the middle of the night to Edward snoring softly next to me. I rolled over trying to go back to sleep, however sleep wasn't happening. I carefully slipped out of bed and went down the hall to the empty room next to ours. My eyes filled with tears as I slipped my hand over my stomach. "Well kiddo, guess we need to start getting ready for you huh?" I wouldn't be alone this time, I would have Edward there holding my hand and supporting me. And this time, I had a huge family that would be there.
I had no clue how far along I was. My stomach was still flat, so I knew I wasn't more than a few weeks along. I thought back over the last few weeks, since the accident, I'd been more concerned about Matt and Alice, than myself, which meant I'd skipped a pill here and there.
However, none of that mattered, this baby was on the way and while it wasn't going to be easy, this baby would be loved. Matt would probably worry about us not loving him at first, but I think he'd be excited once he got used to the idea. Jaycie would be oblivious to it all at first at least until I got too big to pick her up, then she'd have her adjustment period. But, as long as Edward and I were okay, these guys would be too.
"Bella, what are you doing up?" Edward asked coming into the room.
"I couldn't sleep," I said smiling as the moonlight lit up the room and made him look absolutely sexy.
He rested his hand on my stomach. "Are you feeling sick?" He asked.
"No, I was just thinking," I said.
"Are you okay?" He asked eying me.
I wrapped my arms around his waist. "I'm so happy."
"Oh baby," He said tilting my head back and kissing me on the lips.
The taste of him had me needing more. I deepened the kiss as I slid my hands into his boxers pushing them down to his ankles. He moaned as I dropped to my knees and took him into my mouth running my hands up and down his legs. "Bella," He gasped gripping my hair. I moved my mouth up and down on his, swirling my tongue around the tip of his cock. "Bella," He chanted over and over again as I moved faster and faster over him. I felt him twitch in my mouth and swallowed everything he gave me.
"Wow," He gasped pulling me up to my feet. He lifted me up and carried me into our room and laid me down on the bed yanking my panties off and throwing them on the ground. "God Bella, you are already so wet." I spread my legs and he leaned down licking me.
"Edward," I cried out coming up off of the bed.
"Just relax love," He murmured thrusting two fingers inside of me. My muscles clenched around his fingers.
"Edward," I cried as my release sky rocketed through me leaving me absolutely breathless and trembling.
He wrapped his arms around me and smiled. "What is wrong with me?" I asked.
He smiled and kissed my stomach. "You're having a baby, sometimes it makes things more sensitive."
"Oh," I said.
"Didn't you and Jake have sex when you were pregnant?" He asked.
"Some, but it wasn't that intense," I said. "What about you and Lauren?"
"It was pretty intense at times, but she wouldn't go down on me as it made her sick."
I laughed. "So far, I'm okay."
Edward smiled. "I'm so excited, to see you pregnant with our child while Matt and Jaycie have their hands on your stomach."
"Giving birth scares me," I admitted.
"I'll be there every step of the way encouraging you."
Tears filled my eyes hearing the sincerity in his voice. I wanted to enjoy every part of this pregnancy, I got cheated out of my pregnancy with Jaycie as I could barely get out of bed due to the depression of losing Jake.
"Love," He said softly.
"I'm okay I promise, I'm excited."
He pulled me close to him and hugged me. "I love you so much."
"Edward," I whispered softly.
"What dear?"
"What if my water breaks at school?" I asked.
"That would be interesting," He laughed.
"I'm being serious," I said.
"Lets find out how far along you are and decide, but, if it would be okay with me if you didn't go back in the fall."
"That's a thought," I sighed rolling to where I was pressed against his body.
"I'll support you in whatever you decide."
AN- HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY THIS CHAPTER! NOW WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS...BOY OR GIRL? I'VE TRIED TO DECIDE ON MY OWN AND I CAN'T. SO GIVE ME YOUR THOUGHTS!
HOPE YOU ALL HAVE AN GREAT WEEK AND AWESOME THANKSGIVING!
