I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING TWILIGHT!
Chapter 64
"Mama, why does Jaycie get to go stay with Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper and I don't?" Matt asked. Edward had just left to take her over there and I was in charge of getting Matt to bed.
"Because, tomorrow we are getting up early and daddy and I are taking you to spend some special time with you."
"I thought you weren't feeling well," He said.
I smiled. "I'm alright Matt."
He looked at me funny. "Alright."
The week had been a long one. Afternoons and evenings were awful. I'd thrown up a couple times at work, but mainly I was sick between 6pm to midnight. Edward was great, he held me the whole time driving me insane, but I didn't complain. The huge down fall, was my sex drive had gone away almost completely. He didn't complain, but I knew he wanted it I just couldn't stomach the idea of having sex. The last time we'd tried, I'd jumped out of bed racing to the bathroom.
"Hey Matt, go get ready for bed, daddy wants to leave early in the morning."
"Alright," He said. "Do I need to take a bath?"
"No not tonight."
"Thanks mama, you're the greatest." He hugged me around the waist.
"You are the greatest Matt I have," I laughed.
"Since daddy isn't home yet, can I sleep with you so you wont be lonely?"
"Daddy will be home in a little while. I think you need to sleep in your bed tonight."
"Fine," He said showing me his puppy dog eyes.
I laughed. "Don't start with those eyes."
He laughed and raced up the stairs with me following him.
Matt changed quickly then climbed into bed. After a quick story and a big hug and kiss, I tucked him into bed. "Hey mama," He said as I started to turn off the light.
"What," I said.
"You really are my favorite mama. I love you."
"I love you too, my sweet boy."
I took a quick shower trying to fight off the nauseous feeling in the pit of my stomach. It won, I quickly got out of the shower, vomiting in the toilet. I brushed my teeth and decided that I needed to go on to bed before Edward got there.
I woke up feeling Edward wrapping his arm around me resting his hand on my stomach. I rolled over cuddling up against him. "I didn't mean to wake you," He whispered.
"It's okay, I love you." My words sounded slurred.
I fell back asleep feeling his lips pressing against my forehead.
The next morning I woke up at 5:30 feeling the best I had in weeks. Edward was on his back snoring softly, he always looked like an angel when he slept. I smiled when I looked under the blanket and found him naked.
I carefully slid out of bed and went to make sure Matt was still asleep and then I locked our bedroom door and went to the bathroom. I stood there for a moment making sure my stomach wasn't queasy and took my clothes off.
I slid back into bed and gently took him into my hand working him slowly. His snores turned into soft moans. I straddled him, gently brushing my sex over his cock. "Bella," He whispered. I leaned down and kissed him on the lips. "Baby, you're so wet."
"I know," I purred lining myself over his erect cock and sliding down, taking all of him inside of me. "Oh Edward," He ran his hands over my breasts carefully running his fingers over my nipples.
With one hand on his shoulder and the other on the wall, I began moving. He put his hands on my ass guiding my movements. "Oh yes Bella, don't stop," He moaned moving his hand around to my clit. I moved faster as he rubbed my clit in tight firm circles. My head fell forward as my release washed over me. He moved his hands up and down my back, digging his fingers into me as I gripped his shoulders. I began moving faster, swirling my hips as I moved. "Bella, do that again." I did it again as he pressed his fingers into me harder. We were both covered in sweat as I continued to move. "Fuck," He growled coming hard. I slid my back on him, my arms shaking as I fell forward causing my clit to brush against his pelvis and was hit with a second orgasm.
Edward wrapped his arms around me, holding me to his chest. "I loved the wakeup call," He whispered.
"Me to," I sighed.
"I love you Isabella."
"I love you Edward."
He sighed. "We need to get up and get ready."
"I don't want to," I whined.
He laughed. "I don't either, but we need to get on the road."
"I don't feel good," I said.
"You felt fine a few minutes ago."
"I know, it's because we are here together," I said.
He laughed. "Well I'm glad I can make you feel better."
I sat up against him. "I guess if we tell Matt today, then we should have everyone come over tomorrow evening so we can tell them."
"We can do that," He said putting his hands on my waist and caressing my stomach with his thumbs. "Good morning little one."
By 7:30 the three of us were on the road. Matt played with his video game quietly while I rested. Edward reached over and took my hand. "Are you feeling alright?" He asked quietly.
"I'm really nervous," I admitted.
"Everything is going to be alright," He said smiling.
"Can I go back to sleep?" Matt asked.
"Sure buddy," I said yawning.
"Bella, Bella, we're here wake up," Edward said shaking me.
I opened my eyes yawning. "Really," I asked.
He laughed. "You've slept for two hours."
"Did Matt sleep too?" I asked.
"He woke up an hour ago," He said smiling.
"Morning mama," Matt said laughing. "Daddy and I already got our room."
"Wow," I said. "I didn't mean to fall asleep like that."
"You were up really early this morning," He said smiling. I blushed and got out of the car.
We got our stuff out of the car and walked into the motel. "Can we go swimming?" Matt asked.
"In a few minutes," I told him looking up at Edward.
"We'll get lunch first," He told him.
Edward opened the door to our room and we set everything down. "I need to go potty," Matt said.
"The bathroom is right there," I told him.
Edward wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. "Lets eat and then tell him."
I bit my lip nervously. "Are you sure we should?"
"Love, we need to tell him," He whispered. "He's going to be so excited."
"I'm hungry," Matt said climbing on the bed and jumping on it.
"Matt, get down," I laughed. "You don't jump on your bed at home."
"I know, this isn't my bed," He said giggling.
"Matthew," Edward said.
"Yes sir," Matt said flopping down on the bed.
I grabbed the menu off the desk and looked through it. "Do they have pizza?" Matt asked.
"No, but they have chicken nuggets."
"Can I get those and french fries?" He asked.
"That's fine," I said.
"Bella, what are you getting?" Edward asked.
"Probably a chicken salad," I told him.
"Is that all?" He asked.
I looked up at him. "Edward, that's all that looks decent."
Matt curled up with me on the bed as we waited for the food. "Can't we watch cartoons?" He asked.
"Later on, I want to see which wedding dress she picks," I told him.
"Are you going on this show to get your dress?" He asked.
"No Matt," I laughed. "I'm not going on tv."
There was a knock at the door and Edward went to get it. "Foods here," He said.
"Yay," Matt said jumping up.
We sat around the table eating our lunch. "What are we doing while we are here?" Matt asked.
"We thought you would like to the aquarium."
"They have a lot of fish there right?" He asked.
"Yes Matt," I said.
"Do they have sharks?" He asked.
"Yes, big ones," Edward said.
"Yay!" He exclaimed.
I sat there picking at some of my salad. "Bella, are you alright?"
I glanced up glaring at him wishing he could just shut up. "I'm great," I lied.
Between the nauseous feeling and my nerves over telling Matt, I was feeling awful. I thought he was going to say something else, but he shut up quickly.
"Can we go swimming now?" Matt asked.
Edward glanced at me. "Are you ready?" He asked quietly. I bit my lip and tried not to cry. "He's going to be ecstatic."
"Alright," I said.
We walked over and sat down next to Matt on the bed. "Before we go swimming, we need to talk to you."
"What," He asked looking between me and his dad. "Mama, are you really sick?"
"What do you mean?" Edward asked.
"Mama's been tired lately and sick. Is she sick like mommy was?" His eyes were wide and full of fear.
I turned and pulled him into my arm and could tell he was crying. I glanced up at Edward who was rubbing his back. "Matt, don't cry. Look at me."
He looked up and wiped his eyes. "I've been sick, but not that kind of sick," I told him.
"Oh," He said.
Edward took my hand. "Matt, your mama has been sick lately because she's going to have a baby."
"You're really going to have a baby?" Matt asked me.
I looked down and smiled at him. "Yes Matt."
"Is this baby going to be okay?" He asked.
"Matt, Alice lost her baby because of the car accident," Edward said.
"I know," He said. "Are you still going to love me?"
"Matt, why wouldn't we?" I asked.
"Because I belong to daddy and Jaycie belongs to you, now you have a new baby coming."
"Matt," I sighed. "We love you and no matter how many babies we have our love for you and Jaycie will never change."
He looked down at my stomach. "Your tummy is really small are you sure there is a baby in there?"
"Yes Matt," I said laughing.
"Does your tummy move like Emily's tummy does?" He asked.
Edward laughed. "Not yet, but in a few months you will feel the baby kick."
"Is it a boy or a girl?" He asked.
"We don't know yet," I said.
"If you have a girl this time, can you have a boy the next time?" He asked.
"We will definitely try," Edward said.
"Stevie's mommy's tummy was huge when she was pregnant."
"The baby is still really small yet," Edward said. "Slide over and mama can show you."
I blushed, but leaned back against pillows lifting my shirt. "The baby is right here, you just can't tell yet," Edward said caressing my stomach.
"When will the baby get here?" He asked.
"In a few months, sometime around the beginning of November," I said.
"Stevie told me when his mommy had his brother her belly button popped out and not long after that she started screaming so his daddy took her to the hospital and they had to cut the baby out of her belly button."
I felt nauseous and glanced to Edward for help. "I'd like to strangle little Stevie," I whimpered causing Edward and Matt to laugh.
"Why would you want to have a baby if it hurts that bad?" Matt asked.
"Well, it's not quite like that little devil, I mean Stevie said. Yes, there is some pain, but it's worth it in the end," Edward told him.
"Have you ever had a baby before?" I asked Edward.
"No, but I've seen it before and it wasn't like that," He said smiling.
"Did mommy scream when she had me?" Matt asked Edward.
He smiled and I could see a memory flash over his face. "No Matt, Rose and I were there holding her hands and we all cried with her."
"Do they really cut your belly button?"
"No, a mommy has a special place for a baby. So when the time comes for the baby to be born, I will take mama to the hospital and the doctor will help her."
"Grandpa?" Matt asked.
"God no!" I gasped. "I mean, I will have a different doctor."
"How did the baby get in your tummy?" Matt asked. "Did it go in through your belly button? Cause Stevie told me a daddy puts something of his in her belly button."
"You are no longer allowed to play with or talk to Stevie!" I exclaimed.
Edward laughed. "Right now you are a little young to hear all of it, but I can tell you that Stevie knows nothing."
"Little brat," I muttered. "I knew I didn't like him from the first time I saw him."
"Bella, relax," Edward laughed.
"It takes a mommy and a daddy to make a baby and once the baby is in her tummy, it has to grow for 9 months and then the baby is born," Edward explained.
"It has nothing to do with a belly button!" I stated.
Matt was quiet for a few minutes. "Can we go swimming now?" He asked.
"Yes, go get ready," Edward said.
"That wasn't so bad," Edward said laying down next to me after Matt had gone to get dressed.
"No it wasn't, but there is no way in hell I want Stevie near Matt."
Edward laughed and kissed me. "I love you."
"If you kiss me like that too much longer, Matt's going to find out how this baby got here," I said.
"Why do you two always kiss?" Matt asked coming back into the room.
"I'm just showing your mama how much I love her," Edward said.
"That baby got in there from kissing didn't it?" He asked.
"Matt, when you are older, I will tell you all about it, but for right now all you need to know is that I didn't get mama pregnant by kissing her."
Matt looked confused. "Okay."
I sat on the steps into the pool watching Edward try to teach Matt how to swim. "You are doing an awesome job," I said to Matt. He smiled at me and started trying to swim to me.
"Will you get in with us?" Matt asked.
"I suppose," I said.
"Just be careful not to kick mama," Edward said.
"I wont," Matt said.
We swam for a couple hours and Matt started yawning. "I think I know a little boy who needs a nap," Edward said.
"No, I'm not tired," Matt said yawning again.
Edward picked Matt up and carried him up to the room. "He's asleep," I said softly as we walked into the room.
"Can you pull the blankets back?" Edward asked.
I pulled them back and Edward laid him in the bed and I covered him up. I smiled at him. He really was an amazing kid.
"I'm going to change clothes," I said yawning.
"Then why don't you rest," Edward suggested.
"That might be a great idea."
Edward had the bed ready for me when I came out of the bathroom. We both climbed into bed and I laid across his chest.
We spent the rest of the evening lounging around. Edward had gone to get pizza while I played Go Fish with Matt. He hadn't talked much about the baby, but I did catch him eyeing my stomach from time to time.
"What are you thinking about kiddo?" I asked him.
"The baby," He said.
"Are you excited about getting a new brother or sister?" I asked.
"I don't know, I mean, I wanted a brother, but I kind of like it being just me and Jaycie."
"Why is that?" I asked.
"Because you and daddy still have time for us," He said looking down.
"Things will change, but we will always love you and Jaycie."
He nodded. I set my cards down and went over to him picking him and taking him over to the bed. "You are a great kid Matt and a great brother to Jaycie," I said. "She loves you."
"She's cute," He said.
"You'll always be my mama?" He asked.
"Always and forever," I said.
"I love you too," He said hugging me.
The next morning, we headed to the aquarium. I hadn't slept well the night before and was hoping I wouldn't fall asleep walking around. Edward and I stood back as Matt looked at the fish.
"I called everyone this morning and asked them to come over around 5:30 tonight, is that okay?" Edward asked.
"That's fine," I said smiling. "Matt was the one I was most scared to tell."
"I don't know, I'm kind of scared of your dad, he has a gun."
"Yep, be afraid. You knocked me up and we aren't married yet."
"Mama, daddy, can we go see the sharks?" Matt asked.
"Sure," I said laughing.
"What's wrong with daddy?" Matt asked.
I looked up at Edward, who looked very pale. "He'll be alright," I laughed.
Matt took my hand as we walked through the tunnel with the sharks swimming over us. He'd gotten very clingy with me, not that I minded at all. "Look at that one," He said pointing up at a huge shark.
"That's a hammer head," Edward said.
"He's huge," Matt said smiling.
"There's a saw shark," Edward said showing him a different one.
"I like that one," Matt said.
Matt turned around and put his hand on my stomach. "Can we bring Jaycie and the baby here?"
"Sure," I said.
Edward leaned down and kissed me. "You worried for nothing."
We took our time walking around and looking at everything. "Can we go to the gift shop?" Matt asked.
Edward and I took his hands and lead him inside. "Can I get this?" Matt asked holding up a saw shark.
"Alright, now what do we get Jaycie?" Edward asked
"Lets get her this one," Matt said.
Edward took it from him. "It's an angel fish," He told Matt. "Are we ready?"
Matt shook his head no and kept looking around. I was getting tired and really ready to go home. "Come on Matt," I said.
"Hold on just a minute," He said.
Finally, he turned around. "Can we get this for the baby?"
"Do you know what it is?" I asked him.
"Nope, but it's cute."
"It's a manatee," Edward said. "And yes, we can get it for the baby."
(Edward)
It was a long drive home, Matt and Bella were both snoring. I stopped for gas and went in and bought a large cup of coffee. Our time with Matt had been a lot of fun. I knew he was a little scared of what was to come, but he had adjusted extremely well to me bringing Bella and Jaycie into our lives, so I knew after a while he could be alright with this too.
Matt and Bella woke up as I parked in our driveway next to Alice's car. "Where are we?" Matt asked.
"Home," I said laughing.
"What is wrong with me?" Bella asked yawning.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"All I do is sleep," She said.
"My guess it's the little one in here doing that," I said rubbing her stomach.
"Welcome home you guys," Alice said coming out to our car.
Matt jumped in her arms. "Can I tell her mama?"
"Sure," Bella said.
"Mama's going to have a baby," He said.
Alice smile. "Matt that is awesome, you must be so excited," She said hugging him.
I silently thanked her for not letting him know that she already knew.
"Where is Jaycie?" Bella asked.
"She's upstairs sleeping. She didn't sleep very well at our house, so we thought she might get a better nap in her own bed."
"I'm sorry Ali, I thought she's sleep better," I said.
"It was okay, she slept on Jasper's chest," Alice said.
We unloaded the car and went inside to wait for everyone to get there. "Now Matt, please let us tell everyone," I said.
He pouted. "Alright."
"Tell everyone what?" Jasper asked.
Matt looked at us and smiled. "Please, can I tell Jasper?"
"Go ahead," Bella said.
"Mama's going to have a baby," Matt said proudly.
"Seriously," Jasper asked looking at us.
Bella bit her bottom lip. "Yeah," She said blushing.
Jasper hugged her. "Congratulations."
"Thanks," She said softly.
"When are you due?" He asked.
"The beginning of November," She said.
Jasper looked at Matt, "I bet you are excited."
"I am," Matt said.
That evening everyone showed up and I could tell Bella was nervous to tell them. "Who scares you most?" I asked pulling her into the kitchen.
"My dad," I said. "I know he wanted us to be married first."
"I know, but I don't regret this," I said resting my hand on her stomach.
"I don't either," She said kissing me.
(Bella)
We went back into the livingroom. Matt was sitting with Carlisle while Rose was holding Jaycie. "Alright, so we called you all over here to talk to you about our wedding," I said. "After some great consideration, we have decided to move the wedding to the weekend before Spring Break."
"What's the hurry? Not that I'm opposed to the wedding, but why so soon?" Sue asked.
I glanced up at Edward and took his hand. "Bella's pregnant, we found out last week and with her due date the beginning of November, she knew she would be showing by this summer."
Sue and Esme attacked me with hugs first, then the rest of them followed. Carlisle kissed me on the cheek. "Told you," He laughed.
"Yes you did," I sighed.
Dad got up and walked outside motioning for me to join him. I kissed Edward quickly and went to join my dad outside.
"Hey," I said walking over to him.
"Bella, are you okay?"
I smiled. "I'm great."
"I thought you wanted to get married first," He said softly.
"I did, but with the stress of the last few months I didn't take care of certain things as I should have."
Dad blushed knowing what I meant. "You're really happy about this?" He asked.
"Yes daddy," I said fighting my tears. "I mean, I still get scared sometimes, but I'm happy."
My dad pulled me into a bone crushing hug. "Congratulations sweetheart, I know Edward will be there for you and love you."
"Thank you daddy," I cried.
He let go of me and put his hand on my stomach. "Well kiddo, you are coming into a family who already loves you."
"Is everything alright?" Edward asked coming outside.
"Edward, I do know where my gun is," Dad said smiling as Edward paled. "Take care of my baby girl."
"I will Charlie, I know this baby wasn't exactly planned, but we feel blessed and are so excited."
Dad hugged Edward. "Congratulations son."
That night after everyone had left and the kids were asleep. Edward turned on some soft music and wrapped his arms around me holding me close to him as we swayed to the music. "In a few weeks, you will be my wife," He whispered.
I stretched up and kissed him. "I can't wait."
AN- I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER. SORRY, FOR NOT UPDATING AS FAST AS I WOULD LIKE, HOPEFULLY I WILL GET SOME MORE WRITING TIME IN THIS EVENING SO I CAN GET A HEAD.
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