Sorry it's been awhile since I updated life became a mess.

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Chapter 3

On Edge

I rolled over again; sleep wasn't really coming to me. I kept thinking about what I did not too long ago.

Couple of hours earlier

"t-thank you R-R-Ren." He looked up at me in surprise; but than his face changed into a sincere one.

"you're welcome Kyoko."

Ren finished dressing the wound and his hand slide done to mine and held it.

"Kyoko I'm sorry."

"Eh?"

"I should have made sure you at least took a cab, if not convinced you to take the ride home; and when you got attacked a couple of weeks ago...not mention someone has been stalking you...they were looking at you like a piece of meat." Wait a minute is he blaming himself for what happened. Oh no that look; please come back don't try to hide that look I know it. It's the one you had when you were Cain...what did he just say.

"I should have driven you home tonight. I shouldn't have let you walk." I froze what the hell is he thinking the shooter had a clear view both the alley way and the road; if he drove me home.

A slap was all I could hear; I could feel the tears starting to well up in my eyes but I held them back. "BAKA! That shooter could see the road just as well as the alley way! If I was in that car do you know what would have happened! We'd either both be dead or one of us would be and the other hurt!" I pulled my hand out of his and wrapped my arms around his neck. I'm not going to cry, I'm not going to cry. "Stop thinking about the 'what ifs' and start being grateful that we are alive and no one is badly hurt."

I couldn't hold the tears back any more. Once I started crying I couldn't hold them back any more so I pulled back and turned away from him. "You should go back to your room. We have a long day tomorrow." I didn't wait for his replay; instead I went to the bathroom. I kept crying for a few more hours and then went to bed.

Present time

"I slapped him. I lectured him on something other than food. I then hugged him. I crossed too many lines; I should just melt right into the ground."

At sometime I fell asleep but by 4:00 in morning I was wake again. I got up, giving up sleeping seen as I got little as it was, I walked over to the bathroom and thought a nice hot shower would work. After I went and got dressed I pulled my hair back into small pigtails; I then went up to the bed and made sure my guns were still under the mattress and my knife at the vanity desk. I left my weapons where they were and walked out of the room.

No one was in the hall so I thought to explore for a little while. After about an hour and a half of trying to explore only to get lost; I found the dining room. Ren and the president were already sitting down eating.

"Ah Mogumi-kun good morning."

"good morning." I looked at Ren for a moment and saw the red mark I left behind. I wanted to melt. I sat down and a plate was put in front of me. "thank you" Sebastian nodded and then walked away. I didn't really touch my food I wasn't hungry but I wasn't in the mood for talking either.

"Mogumi-kun are you not going to eat?" I looked up and put a smile on my face I didn't want to worry any one.

"No, not right know. I just not hungry; I'll eat later." The president nodded but Ren's face didn't look too happy. I was too embarrassed to say anything to him so I sat quietly playing with the food as I listened to their conversation.

"Ren-kun...what happened to your face." Everyone was silent for a moment.

"I had reality hit me." as expected from Ren; he knew how to get around things like that but I felt so bad. I fell into a dongza(sorry if spelt wrong) and began apologizing.

"I'm sorry I slapped you."

"eh"

"You slapped him, Mogumi-kun?"

"yes, than I lectured him, gomansai."

"Kyoko, stop apologizing. You just put some sense into my head."

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I want to keep writing but I have work soon. Sad face.

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