You passed the one review mark that you needed :) This chapter should be a little bit better, not as much blood and stuff. okay there is a little part in here where i reference TV shows and movies i like. I would love it if you tried to guess what they were!OH! i do own Cocoa Diamond-Puffs. I mixed cocoa puffs and cocoa diamonds together. very chocolatey. Okay...On with the chapter

Disclaimer:I do not own Teen Titans...at all


Previously: I read him all too well. I knew the obvious, I just wouldn't believe it.

"Beast Boy, we need to talk. Raven, she…."

"What. What happened? Is she…ok?"

I looked away from Cyborg, feeling doubtful about thr answer he was going to give me. I stared at my feet for a couple minutes waiting for an answer. But he didn't give me one at all. I looked up, and met his eyes. He was crying.

"She's dead isn't she! I knew I should've done something!"

I was about to run away when Cyborg caught my shoulder.

"She isn't dead. She came very close Beast Boy. A second later and it would have all been over."

"So she's going to be okay! She's going to be perfectly fine"

I started running into the infirmary but stopped when I saw Raven. She had an IV in her arm, supplying her with blood, and was hooked up to the heart monitor again. Her pulse was still really low. Lower than it should've been.

"Cyborg, I thought you said she was okay! You lied to me!"

I turned around to face him, wanting some sort of explanation.

"I said she was alive, Beast Boy. And you never let me finish explaining. She isn't dead, but she is very close. Her heart has failed three times since you left the infirmary. I…Robin and I don't think she's going to make it past tonight."

I couldn't believe it. I had saved her, but it wasn't enough. Why was all this happening to her. I looked around the infirmary. Starfire was sitting in a chair next to Raven's bed, holding her hand. Robin was looking at Raven, a clip board in his hands. They looked up at me, all life gone from their eyes. Robin walked up to me and said I tried my best and that she would've died before they got back if I hadn't done anything. He walked out the door, Starfire and Cyborg following behind him, leaving me with Raven.

I walked over to her and took her hand in mine. It was really warm, as if she had a fever. Thinking her cloak might be too warm, I took it off of Raven. I noticed the brooch lying where her usual jewel is. She really did like the birthday present. I thought back to two weeks ago. We had really gotten closer since then. I looked back down at Raven. She was so much paler than usual. She looked almost…ghostly.

"Raven, I'm really sorry this keeps happening to you. I'm so sorry I couldn't do enough to help you. Robin and Cyborg say that you probably aren't going to make it past tonight. But you need to, Rae. You should see how everyone looks. Starfire isn't smiling anymore, Cyborg's crying. Robin is even more serious than usual. And I'm….I'm a complete mess without you Rae. You don't really understand how much we care about you! How much…how much I care about you. So you, you need to get better. Please."

By this point I had tears streaming down my face. I don't know if Raven actually heard me, but I hoped so. I laid down in the empty bed next to hers. It had a blood stain from the shard I pulled out of her stomach. I shut my eyes, falling asleep. Still holding Raven's hand in mine.

The next time I woke up, it was sunny and I was in my own bed. I started to get confused until I remembered that I had gotten up in the middle of the night to go to my own bed….from the infirmary.

"The infirmary…..Raven!"

I rushed There to find Robin and Cyborg crowding around Raven. Cyborg and Robin turned toward me when they heard the door open. Robin rushed over to me, a blank face. He didn't look happy, but he didn't look upset either.

"Beast Boy. Raven is doing great. She's even begun to heal herself!"

"Dude! That's so awesome! Is she awake?"

"No, not yet. You know healing takes a lot out of her. Give her at least today and tomorrow. Let her rest."

"Alright, at least she's doing better than last night. I'm sure you've already told Star. Just do me a favor and let me know if Raven wakes up. I wanna talk to her."

I walked out of the room after Robin agreed to let me know when Raven woke up. I walked to the kitchen and searched the cabinets for something to eat. Settling on Cocoa Diamond-Puffs with soy milk, I walked over to the couch and turned on the TV. Flipping through the channels I cought glimpses of movies and TV shows. A blond headed girl wearing a red coat running into a building with four other girls following her, A Russian girl trying to kill her adopted father and mother. Nothing seemed interesting so I decided to watch a movie. Putting "The Slenderman" into the DVD player, I pressed play. It was a new movie that I hadn't had a chance to watch.

About half-way through, the movie got really boring so I turned it off and headed to my room. I was almost there when I heard Robin coming up behind me. I turned around to face him.

"Beats Boy, She's awake."

How'd it go? Let me tell you. i was doing Spanish homework while writing this and kept getting my Spanish name (Ana Maria) and my real name (Destiny) mixed up. how? i don't know. what name do you like better? just a question. Ana Maria or Destiny okay i'm don wasting your lives with my personal questions now :)