A/N: Last chapter! I know what I said about updating but I was just really pissed this weekend for some reason. Then I got sucked into The Fault in Our Stars and me being the overemotional person I am I had to cry over that book. If you haven't read it do it's really good.

I don't think I've done a disclaimer in awhile so I don't own Doctor Who or any of its characters blah blah etc.


Chapter Three: War and Loss

My Theta and I were so happy. We traveled around the universe, saving people and experiencing new cultures. We grew even more in love (I didn't even know that was possible until him). We got married and had a daughter named Hale. Everything was just wonderful. Then the Time War started.

War changes people and, it makes them into warriors. On most planets, they call Theta "the Doctor." The word Doctor means healer or wise man, but in the Gamma Forests, Doctor means mighty warrior. I understand why now. The War changed Theta; made him do things I didn't even think were possible.

Thousands upon thousands are killed all the time. Theta put Gallifrey in a Time Lock to try and stop the War, but in doing so, the War will never be stopped and now he's lost his friends, his family, all that mattered to him, but I don't blame him. He was trying to stop the War from desolating the enter universe. I don't blame him for anything and I never will, but I know that he blames himself.

Before the war, he told me what the High Counsel ordered him to do. He was told to go back in time, and stop Davros from ever creating the Daleks in the first place. We knew the Daleks were planning something and we knew it couldn't be good. What we didn't know was what they were planning, planning for war; the greatest war in the history of the universe.

Daleks, pure hate and there only intention is to kill everything in its path. The greatest threat in the universe and the Time Lords tasked Theta with stopping them. Their creator Davros was full of himself, and believed the universe was better off if only his creation remained.

We discover their plan, but it was too late. They were going to kill every race in the universe starting with the Time Lords, the oldest and mightiest race in the universe. Destroying the Time Lords would prove a point, and then every other race would cower and fear for if the Time Lords can be destroyed, then so can everyone else.

Before the Daleks desolated the rest of the planet, Theta put us in a Time Lock. I think he got out of here before he was trapped inside. He might have regenerated and he might not have but, as long as he's safe I'm okay.

He is my life, he is my love, and he is the savior of the universe. He has and always will be the savior of the universe and that's why I'm okay with being trapped in here as long as he's out. He can still go on without me. He can still travel without his Clara by his side. I believe he can, but he might not believe in himself.

I used to think we were destined to be together and maybe we are. I used to think that maybe we would always be together, I was wrong, this me was only here to get things started. I can feel it now. I was never real, just of copy of the original. I was born to save the Doctor. I was born to start his life and be his reason to keep living after the War. I'm his hope that the War will be stopped and that he will see me again, but he won't. This War can never be stopped. I know he'll fall in love again. I know he'll get married again, because I've seen it.

I was born to love the Doctor and teach him how to love again. I was born to be his family, his best friend. My destiny is finished now. My story is done.

Out of all the echoes I've heard him say in his future that I was the most important echo. He'll fall in love with the original because he fell in love with me. He'll be able to live with himself about the War finally. At first he won't realize who she is. She'll be another enigma to him. He'll try so hard to figure her out, and then he finds out and he'll realize who she is he will love her like he loved me. I am her and she is me. I was born so the Doctor would be able to fall in love again. I was born so he will fall in love with Clara Oswald, but I was only the start of his destiny.

To be continued in… She Was My Destiny