Hey guys this is my other update for the week :) I was happy with how the reviews came around so i decided to be nice and update again. everything is going to be pushed back a chapter or so because i forgot all about alice and her sister so i'm sneaking that in the story but this is posted before that :) Hope you like this chapter :)


Chapter 5

Bella's POV

We got to the house quickly and when we did, Renesmee went for her room to play with her toys. Edward dragged me over to the couch and we sat on the couch….well he did, I sat on his lap. I buried my face in his chest and he held me close to him,

"Okay baby tell me what's going on," he said

"James is dying," I said

"Bella what do you mean he's dying?" he asked

"I mean exactly what I said, he's dying," I said

"How is he dying baby?" he asked

"He has cancer," I said

He held me close to him,

"Cancer?" he asked

"It's why he didn't want me to come to LA…..Renesmee and I kept him going to survive," I said

"I'm sorry," he said

"Why are you sorry?" I asked confused at him

"I asked you to come to LA and now your brother is dying all because we left," he said

"It's not your fault Edward, I couldn't stay with him forever," I said

"I know that, but if we would have known…." He said

"Nothing would have changed Edward, I still would have came to LA with you," I said

"It would just have been later on," he said

"Yes" I said

We stayed close to each other not saying anything for a little while until Renesmee came back into the room. She came and sat next to Edward & I just wanting to stay close.

"I love you," Edward said

"I love you too," I said

We looked down at our daughter and I just smiled, making sure she was close to me; I just need her right now.

~-The next day-~

At 10:00 that night after I told Edward what happened with James, we decided to go up to bed...if you could call it that. No matter how upset I was, I needed him; I needed my fiancé at the time. I don't think we went to sleep until two in the morning, but neither of us cared. When we woke up at 10' o clock this morning, the first thing I thought of was Renesmee.

"Wake up" I said to Edward

I shook his shoulder and I knew he was awake when he pulled me close to his bare body, making me giggle a bit.

"Edward we have to get up" I said

"5 more minutes then we'll get up" he mumbled

I sighed and turned in his arms, staying close to him.

"I didn't take the movie," he said

I looked up at him confused,

"You didn't take it?" I asked

"I couldn't stand being away from you two for so long," he said

I was happy he didn't take the movie in New York; I don't think I could stand not seeing him for so long.

"I can't lose you again," he said

"You won't lose me Edward," I said

"You don't know that Bella, something could separate us again," he said

"Like what?" I asked looking up at him

"Death, divorce, anything Bella" he said

I wrapped my arms around him like always,

"You won't lose me to death Edward, and I don't plan on divorcing you any time soon….we're not even married yet Edward" I said

"I know but it's still a possibility," he said

"We don't want to think about this Edward, we've had enough drama lately," I said

"I know but…." He said

"But nothing, let's put this to the side and forget this conversation never happened" I said

"Ok" he said

We got out of the bed and dressed a few minutes later, walking downstairs hand in hand. When we got downstairs, I noticed Brian, Renesmee, and Jeff all in the kitchen.

"Good morning" Brian said

"Morning" I said kissing Renesmee's head

"You slept really long Momma," Renesmee said

Brian smirked at us, he knew exactly why we slept so long. I blushed, sitting next to Renesmee at the table. Edward sat next to me kissing my ring finger once again, he loves doing that now days.

"Good morning Mr., Cullen, Ms. Swan" Jeff said nodding our way

"Good morning" I said

"It defiantly is a good morning," Edward whispered in my ear

I shivered at his touch, giving him a quick kiss before Jeff placed some food in front of us. It again looked delicious and the three of ate slowly taking in the magnificent food. Even though I love cooking, I also love not having to not be up at dawn to cook breakfast every few weeks to make James and Renesmee something to eat. After finishing the food, the three of us went into the living room as a family and turned on some Thursday shows.

I cuddled into Edward's arm and he held me close to him.

"Momma?" Renesmee asked

"What is it baby?" I asked looking her way

"When you and daddy get married will we not see Uncle James and grandpa anymore?" she asked

I looked at Edward wondering how we are going to tell her her Uncle James is dying very quickly.

"Renesmee, James isn't going to be here much longer…." I said

"Huh?" she asked confused

"Renesmee, James is dying," I said

"What does that mean?" she asked

"It means James is going to…..honey do you remember Billy and how Uncle James said he died from cancer?" I asked

I don't know if she would remember since she wasn't that old,

"Uh huh" she said

I was surprised she remembered…

"Well that same thing is happening with James baby, when we left Uncle James baby he was fighting cancer, we kept him alive by staying with him Renesmee," I said

"I 'fused Momma," she said

I sighed not knowing what to say to our 3 year old,

"Renesmee baby, James is going to go up with the angels soon," Edward said

"No!" she said

How does he do that? He's known about his daughter for a few months and he knows how to do it better than me,

"How did you do that?" I asked him

"My mom said the same thing to Emmett and me when our grandfather died from cancer," he said

"I didn't know that" I said

Renesmee began to cry a few seconds later,

"He can't go up with the angels Momma!" she cried

"I know baby, I know," I said pulling her to me

Even though I left him for LA and said I never wanted to see him again, I do not want to lose my brother. He has been with me for everything during Renesmee's life and my pregnancy; I could not stand to lose him…


Renesmee took it hard didn't she? Well guys i have something to say, how many of you have read Dark Velvet or Dark Love and havent noticed anything? cristinaN is the original author of Dark Velvet and MsCullen1990 has taken her story word for word, please go report her story! I hope you liked this chapter and i really want you to review for me lovelies readers! Also Choosing between the two hearts by Rosavella.C is plagiarized and the original author is Blueandblack and the story is 'better and worse' please go report Choosing between the two hearts. Thanks guys!