Ok i'm pissed off right now. The reviews are pissing me the fuck off and i'm tired of you guys not reviewing or reading! The updates wont come without you reviewing anymore! I'm tired of you guys basically ignoring this story, almost everyone of you BAM! Disappeared! I know you all favorite this story why cant you review for me? I REMIND YOU! THIS STORY IS ONLY 21 CHAPTERS!

PLEASE REVIEW AT THE END!


Chapter 9

Bella's POV

About an hour or so, later Edward and Renesmee walked in the door. After going out and buying four different pregnancy tests Elizabeth and I came back here and just talked for a little while.

"Good luck" she whispered in my ear

She kissed her son's cheek and Renesmee's head

"I had a wonderful time Bella, thank you for a nice morning," she said smiling at me

"You're welcome," I said smiling

When she left, Renesmee went off to play and he sat next to me,

"Are you feeling better?" he asked

"Much" I said

Maybe in several months I will be okay again,

"How was time with my mom?" he asked

"It was fun, we talked about how your parents got together at 17 and have been married for 33 years," I said

"Oh yeah, that's it? Because I know that story doesn't take 2 and half hours," he said

"Well we did talk about some other things," I said

"Oh yeah? Do share," he said

"You know how much I love you right?" I asked

"Hmm" he said

I stood up and he stood up with me as I dragged him to the bathroom,

"Baby, Brian isn't here today," he said

"I know, I don't want shower sex," I said

"Okay who took my fiancé and replaced her with this double?" he asked teasing with me

"Ha Ha" I said rolling my eyes at him

He chuckled at me

"I thought it was funny," he said

"Well I don't," I said

He rolled his eyes

"Snappy much?" he asked

I rolled my eyes at him, he had better get used to it. When we finally reached the bathroom, he looked confused

"Why are we in here?" he asked

"Edward….." I said

"What's up baby?" he asked

"Your mom was talking to me about my nausea today while you were gone," I said

"I figured she did, that's why I sent her over" he said

"Well she pointed something out to me I didn't notice" I said

"What was that?" he asked

"Edward I'm late" I said

He looked at me trying to figure out what I meant

"Late….you is late?" he asked

He was still confused until it hit him and his eyes widened

"Your late" he said

"I'm a couple days late Edward and your mom pointed out when I got pregnant with Renesmee," she said

"….you is pregnant?" he asked

"I don't know yet, I wanted to wait to take the tests" I said

"Okay, I'm here now so you can take them" he said

I shooed him out of the room and peed on the sticks before setting them on the sink,

"We have to wait three minutes," I said to Edward

"I wish we could have planned this," he said

"I know but we can't plan everything Edward," I said

It seemed like the 3 minutes took forever before my phone went off, and I walked over to the bathroom sink with Edward behind me. Picking up two of the tests, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Opening my eyes I looked down at the 2 tests seeing the little word Pregnant and the two little lines singling I was pregnant.

"I'm sorry," I said throwing my arms around Edward

"Shh baby you have nothing to be sorry for" he said

"Yes I do," I said whimpering

"Bella last I knew it took two people to make a baby" he said

"I love you Edward," I said

"I love you too Bella" he said

He kissed my forehead,

"I know this wasn't planned," I said

"Baby I don't care if this was planned or not, I'll love you forever through this. You won't ever have to do this alone again," he said

I had wished I never had to do this the first time alone, but can I change it now? No I cannot, but I would go back in a heartbeat if I could change it.

"It still hurts," I said

"I know baby I know, if I could go back I would….in a heartbeat." He said

That was one thing we could get along with. We left her bathroom and sat in the living room just cuddled up towards each other,

"What's going to happen about the wedding?" I asked looking up at him

"Well we can have the wedding before you start to show or we can wait until after the baby is born," he said

With us, something bad is going to happen either way,

"I think we should do it before….we don't what is going to happen afterwards," I said

"Well then we're going to have to tell my family and yours sooner than later," he said

"We….we should make sure first, that the tests aren't wrong" I said

"My mom probably already knows since she suspected about it first and we need to find an OB/YGN" he said

I agreed with him, I had to see an OB/YGN sooner than later to see how far along I was and when I was due, and all of that. Being pregnant again…..god I cannot believe it we are having a baby again. I would have thought we would have a honeymoon baby after our wedding….I never expected to have a baby before the wedding. Who would have thought of another baby right now on top of all this drama? Who's going to get pregnant next? I mean Rosalie can't…..who, who will get pregnant in this little family? Telling Renesmee is another thing, how is she going to react to us telling her she'll be getting a new brother or sister in 9 months?

James told me how jealous he was when Dad told him Mom was pregnant with me, is Renesmee going to be that jealous? James illness still bothers me, isn't the saying 'when one is born one dies'? I'm terrified that my brother is going to die, just losing him would be devastating enough, but for my child to take his place? Impossible. Edward and I's baby will always have a big place in my heart yes, but my brother will always be my brother no matter what happens to him or how mad he was at me at unknown times.

How can this all happen at one time? Sometime life really sucks….


You review you get an update. Reviews=Happy Me=Updates more often. I know some of you review each chapter and i love you for that (Not in a creepy way) but now i wanna see someone new review for me, someone who favorites this and looks at the reviews saying i dont need them because of having 73 with 8 chapters...that's 9 a chapter! I sure didnt get 9 reviews last chapter! This story isnt getting anywhere and im pissed off by that. I told you at the end of FWWL that if this is IGNORED and doesnt do well i would delete it and just add an epilogue at the end of FWWL, do you want that? I know some of you may be pissed at me instead of me being pissed at you for saying this is stupid and you dont even get this many but look at FWWL...i want to see you review IF YOU REVIEWED on FWWL.

Sorry for my rambling but it kind of pissed me off with you readers! I know your reading! PLEASE REVIEW!

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