Chapter 13

Jasper's POV

I was pissed at her, why did she have to be here now?

"I knew it was you! Oh my god Jasper it's so nice to see you," she said

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"Well…my boyfriend is in the ICU" she said

Thank god, that bitch moved on, but it made me feel kind of bad.

"And you?" she asked

"My wife had a miscarriage," I said

Her eyes widened and she covered her mouth in shock.

"Oh wow….I'm sorry," she said

"You don't give a shit Juliet, that's a big fat ass lie." I said

"No Jasper, I really am sorry…..losing a child is horrible" she said

"Like you would know," I said

She dropped her head looking at the floor

"Ya right" she said

I ignored her little comment,

"So where's the kid you tried to pin on me some years ago?" I asked

She mumbled something else but I did not catch it,

"Never mind Jasper, maybe seeing you again wasn't such a good thing," she said about to walk away

I felt bad, how could I be so stupid?

"Juliet wait….I'm sorry," I said

"Forget it Jasper," she said

"No Juliet tell me, I'm sorry for whatever I said, tell me about your son," I said

"He's dead okay?" she said randomly

I froze looking at her her son is dead?

"What….what happened?" I asked

"A few months after you left me, I was struggling to keep my job and sent Noah to the babysitter, I thought nothing of it. When I went back to pick him up the house was all taped up, and police were there. Someone broke into the house killed Noah, his babysitter and all of her family…." She said

This was just a few months after I broke up with her for lying to me,

"Jasper I'm really sorry for not telling you Noah wasn't yours…I feared you would hate me," she said

"I would have despised you Juliet, but it's over now," I said

She nodded her head,

"I understand that Jasper, but even though I never told you about Noah not being yours I….I regret it jasper" she said

"What ever happened with his real father?" I asked

"John never knew him, it'd be pointless now since Noah is gone," she said

"He probably still would like to know Juliet" I said

"I know Jasper, but I'm not going to tell him after….what 6 years?" she asked

"I just think he would—"I said being cut off

"Jasper Hale?" the nurse called out

"Bye Julie" I said

She smiled a little bit, just liking to hear her old nickname.

"Bye Jas" she said

I walked over to the nurse and she smiled at me,

"Hello Jasper, I'll be taking you to your wife now," she said

I nodded at her and we walked out of the waiting room, down the hall.

"Is she okay?" I asked

"She's very emotional, it was indeed a miscarriage," she said

My heart swelled, Alice had a miscarriage, oh god. I could not stand to know what was so wrong with my wife. When the nurse and I got to Alice's room, she slightly smiled

"I'll give you two sometime, just press the button if you need anything," she said walking the other way

I opened the door and walked into my wife's room where she lay facing the wall opposite of me.

"Ali" I said

She turned towards me and I saw how red her eyes were from crying,

"Baby I'm sorry," she said

"Alice honey you didn't do anything, it happens" I said

"Yes but why did it have to happen to us? Haven't we had enough bad luck?" she cried

I walked over to her sitting on the bed and pulling her into my arms,

"Ali this stuff is meant to happen remember?" I said

"No it isn't Jasper! We were not meant to lose our baby, our baby Jasper! I did not do anything to make him/her die! Why us, why do we….why do we have to have such bad luck?" she cried out

"I'm so so sorry Ali, if I could go back and change all of our bad luck I would Ali….I would," I said

She whimpered leaning into my hold just sobbing, and I held her so willingly. Losing a child, no matter how small the baby was, how far along Alice was in her pregnancy it still hurts like hell.

"I always thought it would be perfect when we got pregnant Jas….this is not perfect" she said whimpering a bit still

Getting off topic, I brought up whom I knocked into to

"This is off topic, but do you want to know who I knocked into?" I asked

"I don't think I want to know Jas…..the day's been bad enough" she said the tears still in her eyes

I sat there and did not tell her anything, just like she wanted but she punched my arm.

"Tell me Jas," she said

"I knocked into Juliet," I said

Her eyes widened and darkened with anger,

"Oh Ya and how did that go with that….the slut!" she said

"Ali honey please be careful, please we can't risk anything else. I did talk to Juliet, she lost Noah" I said

"Okay I'm sorry, and what do you mean she lost Noah?" she asked

"Noah died in a shooting at 3 months old" I said

Her eyes widened, and she buried her face on my chest

"This day is so bad for everyone, including us, what's next Jas? I don't think I can stand this anymore!" she cried in my chest

I don't know how long this crying would last but right now I don't give much as a fuck, all I care about is my wife and everything in our lives. Losing our baby was the worst thing to happen in so long and I hate every minute of it. All I want to do is scream my fucking head off, scream up at nothing why we have to deal with everything like this, I mean why us? why does our family have to be surrounded by such misery in a short amount of time? I don't get this world with this family….


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