Chapter 14
Bella's POV
~The Next Day~
I do not know what happened until Edward got the phone call from his mother and her sobbing on how Alice had a miscarriage. I felt bad for them so much and Liz said Alice and Jasper are devastated that they lost the baby. I would also be devastated if Edward and I lost the twins or Renesmee, I would die inside wishing it would have been my life and not an innocent baby's.
"Mommy why did grandma say I couldn't talk about the baby whenever we over there?" Renesmee asked dangling her feet from the couch where she sat.
How do you tell a 3 year old her aunt/cousin lost her baby from a miscarriage? How am I going to tell me daughter she is no longer going to have a cousin?
"Well um….Renesmee they found no baby," I said
"What does that mean?" she asked
"According to the doctors Renesmee, Auntie Alice was never pregnant there wasn't ever a baby" I said lying through my teeth
I was surprised I could lie to my own daughter since I cannot lie like hell,
"Why did she say otherwise Momma?" she asked
For a 3 year old, she has some good words.
"Because Auntie Alice thought we wouldn't like her…." I said lying again
"Cause baby?" she asked confused
"Yes baby" I said
"That not good" she said
"I know Renesmee, just don't mention it okay?" I said
She nodded and I pulled her close to me, as the door from Edward's room opened, and he walked out closing the door once he was out. He walked over to us kissed my lips, Renesmee's head, and then kissed me again.
"For you and the babies" he said
I smiled at him, as he wrapped his arm around me.
"I love you," I said
"I love you too," he said
Renesmee squirmed in my hold
"Momma let me go!" she giggled
I released my arm around her and she dashed away not bothering to say anything else to us, but I did not mind her doing that.
~-A few weeks later-~
Showing was not too hard for me, being 8 weeks pregnant with twins did not help me NOT to show. I like to cover up my bump for now but now that the wedding is fastly approaching, I know I will not be able to just forget about it. After Alice and Jasper lost their baby, she threw herself into wedding planning for Rose and me trying to get her mind off it.
Whenever someone mentioned children, babies, she would cry. Jasper told us she has been crying a lot about losing the baby feeling like it was all her fault. Esme tries to talk to her about how it was not her fault for losing the baby but it just makes Alice cry harder.
"Come on Bella, your wedding is in two days!" Alice said pushing me to do something
"Alice stop" I whined
"No Bella….don't you want to look your best on your wedding day," she said
"I do Alice but…." I said
"No buts Bella, I know stress isn't good for a pregnancy yada yada but this is your wedding" she whined
This has to be the first time she has brought out the word "pregnancy" and not burst into tears.
"I know Alice…." I said
"Then come with me please, I know this is stress on you but I can't help it! Planning these is my life," she said
"I thought your husband was your life…." I said
"Well Jasper can….Jasper can just go. I don't want to think of him right now," she said releasing my hand after dragging me to her old bedroom
I had a feeling their marriage was going down the hole and next thing we know-bam! They areDivorced.
"What about these? Do you like these?" she asked shoving a magazine with flowers in it
She had circled something big nice pretty flowers I loved them. However, do flowers really matter? I could care less what my flowers looked like.
"I love those," I said
Her eyes lit up like a Christmas tree when I said that and she smiled putting the book on the table,
"That's awesome Bella, now we are set," she said
She pulled out her phone and starting talking to someone all about the wedding, the flowers, the dress, the venue, the security….everything. I do not blame her about the security though, with paparazzi and being pregnant made the security even worse.
"Yes….Yes….I will I promise" she said
I had a feeling she was not talking to the florist, when she started giggling at the person.
"I will….I will, you to bye" she said hanging up the phone
She noticed me staring
"What's up Bella?" she asked confused
"Who was that?" I asked
"A friend" she said
She is obviously lying to me….
"I thought you were calling the florist for the wedding…." I said
She rolled her eyes
"I did that earlier, I already knew which ones you would like Bella, they're all set okay?" she asked
Lying again, that look on her face shows it all,
"You're lying to me Alice," I said
"Well to bad Bella," she said storming out of the room
I think her miscarriage may be ruining her and Jasper's marriage but I ignored it going for the stairs, which I went down carefully, and then going into the living room. Edward, Emmett, Jasper, Liz, Esme, and Rosalie were sitting in there. Going to sit by Edward, he kissed my head,
"I thought you and Alice were planning…." Rose said
"She stormed out on me," I said
"Why did she do that?" Esme asked
She worries about her daughter…just like every other mother.
"I don't know, she said it was "too bad" and stormed out" I said
"That doesn't sound like Alice…." Edward said
"It doesn't, something must be up….." Rosalie said
"Jasper honey has you two been intimate since her miscarriage?" Liz asked
I bet he hated hearing her ask him that, but he shook his head
"No, Alice has been really edgy lately at home though…." He said
I have a feeling I know why….
"Has she been home often? You've been here a lot….." Esme said
"Not really, ever since she saw John again everything has been off…." He said
"Well nothing can go on with him, John is gay….right?" Esme asked
"As far as I know," he said
"It just makes me curious…." She said
"What? You can tell me Esme," he said
"You said Alice hasn't been home a lot, and say she's been very edgy lately…and she's not pregnant anymore…." Esme said
"Alice was talking to someone very "friendly" when she was supposed to call the florist for the wedding…." I said
Esme sadly looked to her son-in-law
"Jasper could Alice be cheating on you?" Esme asked
"No! God Alice wouldn't…..we've been together so long" he said
"It's just a suggestion honey, who knows. If she is, you're going to have deal with it…." Esme said
"Did…..how did you and Carlisle deal Esme? I can't stand it any longer, thinking about the baby…." He said
Edward told me whenever Esme and Carlisle used to have children she would get pregnant but miscarry before the 2nd month every time that is why they adopted Alice.
"Take her to see someone; whenever Carlisle and I lost a baby I would feel like it was my fault, she probably thinks that. If she is cheating on you confront her about it..." she said
I wonder if Esme is crazy….would Alice really admit it if she was cheating on him? I doubt it.
I can assure you I have changed the ending Alice and Jasper will NOT get divorced, I promise :) I've recently got a new job! I havent had much writing in since then, but this story is FINISHED in my docs! Whoever follows my group on facebook, knows that I have decided against losing this series! A third story is under way :) My banner maker has DISAPPEARED (!) and i'm in need for someone to help me make a banner for the next story. I dont need any help for title suggestions, its already done with that :)
Summary-
One year equals one chapter. Edward and Bella thought they had their happily ever after a couple months after the twins were born. Rosalie and Emmett knew they were happy enough when Konnor was born, and Alice and Jasper…well they didn't know if they were happy or not. Follow everyone's stories of year after year. Last book in the Finding What Was Lost Trilogy!
Title- Through Out The Years
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