Chapter 4

"Son, you look... flushed today! Was gym class too taxing for you?" My old man asked once I got in the door.

"Trying to say I'm out of shape old man? When's the last time you walked further than the convenience store?" He opened his mouth then closed it again immediately. He probably didn't even know. I shut him up for once.

I plopped down on my bed and sighed. I was on cloud nine at the thought of Grimmjow. I have to admit that the guy is one hell of a kisser. I didn't know I could feel that much from a kiss. Parting from those lips was such sweet sorrow... I want them back so much. No, I need him back. I want all of him. Not just the lips and the hair either. His hands were strong and firm like all his rippling muscles across his body. He is absolutely gorgeous. I bit my lip and looked at my cellphone. If I asked Orihime, I could get her to get his number from Nel. I could definitely call. I wanna hear his voice...

Shit! Damn it all! I can't call him! No way in hell am I going to admit defeat. Ichigo Kurosaki is better than begging for someone's body. My hormones are making a good argument though. I wish he wasn't so damn smug and full of himself. He would definitely make a big deal out of it. Those kisses were amazing. I just... My phone is buzzing.

"Yo. It's Ichi." I wait for a moment because I don't recognize the number. There's the sound of someone clearing their throat.

"Don't be alarmed or whatever, but I asked Nel to get your number from Orihime. I lied and told her it was for a project. But yeah. I know that ya probably already know why I'm calling." I had no fucking clue why Grimmjow would call me. It actually scares me quite a bit that he called as I was have some pretty lewd thoughts about him. Maybe he was thinking of me too?

"Actually I don't. Care to explain." I should be on the bomb squad. I even amaze myself with my outer calm.

"I just can't get your face outta my head. I know it ain't normal and probably sounds kinda creepy, but it's true. I thought that if I talked to you, I might get over it. When I remembered how you looked, with your lips swollen and your eyes looked like they were melting. I realized how bad I wanted you." Confession number two I guess. He's really good at tearing down my defenses. How can I ignore this? How could I possibly brush this off?

"Grimmjow... What exactly are you saying? I don't really..."

"I wanna fuck you." Blunt much? He takes a short pause. "I wanna feel all of you. Your hips and thighs as my hands glide over them and grip them. I wanna hear you panting, screaming my name. Moaning and begging loudly for me to give you more. I want you to be mine, exclusively. I don't give a damn about everyone else who wants to jump on my dick Ichigo. I want you." A wave of relief washed over me. I wasn't the only one with feelings like this, and thank Kami we're on the phone. I know for a fact how red my face is. I can't even find an intelligent response.

"Really... I didn't you felt that way. I mean, I knew you obviously wanted to do something with me, but not that serious..." I settled into my bed with my legs crossed comfortably. This would probably be a while.

"I'm dead serious Ichigo. I want all of you. Your body and feelings. I don't want ya to think of any other guy except for me. Or girl for that matter. Hell, I don't even wanna hear ya talk about your sisters! I don't care if you have feelings for other people that aren't romantic. I want them all to be about me. At least until I stop feeling this way. I know. I'm fucking possessive."

"So you want to monopolize me? Is it because of some insecurities or what?"

"Stop bullshitting with me Ichigo. I know you have feelings for me too. You had them before I had them for you... Stop fucking teasing me already. It ain't fun for you to play with my feelings. I seriously like you!" He yells into the phone.

"Well, now you know how it felt for me to come and play your dumbass joke with Nnorita..." I say in a low tone and I can hear him smack his forehead.

"I'm really sorry. I know I'm an asshole for that, but can't ya forgive me now. What about us kissing in the locker room? Didn't that change anything? I know you felt what I felt in there. How our lips molded together. It was perfect. I ain't giving up on something like that. I know I can't say things in a gentle or romantic way, but I really do like you Ichigo... Will you please go out with me? Seriously and officially." I wanna scream 'yes' at the top of my lungs. I've really been waiting for this for some time now. It just feels like giving up. He really did hurt my feelings that day. Would I want to go out with someone who toys with me like that?

"Alright." Apparently so. "But you have to stop the bullshit with Nnorita. Best friend or not, I don't fucking like him. He doesn't care about my feelings either. So he's gotta shape up or ship out. I also wanna kiss more and try to be more considerate of me okay? And I will NOT have any sex at school. Ever."

"Understood." I can hear the beginnings of a smile in his voice. "Can I come over?"

"Absolutely not. My sisters and father are here. I don't want to introduce you to them in that way yet. Besides, I have a feeling you're not coming to do any talking..."

He groans. "Alright. Just say I'm helping you with something. I'm your senpai right? They won't think anything of it. I swear I'll keep my pants on... And I won't try to remove yours."

"Only for an hour. Maybe an hour and half. But after that you have to go!" He chuckles and says he'll be right over and not to keep him waiting at the door. I quickly get up to straighten up my room and make up the bed. I have a lot of manga, so maybe that will give us something to talk about... I change into some sweats and a tshirt and make it downstairs just int time for him to ring the doorbell, but my damn goat faced father is already there.

"HELLO THERE! Aren't you a um... delinquent looking fellow... You hair is a peculiar color too." He frowns. "You're not here for either of my daughters are you? I won't give them away to-" I round house kick him out of the way before he can say anything else.

"He's my senpai from school dad. Leave him alone. His hair isn't any weirder than mine. Don't come bother us in my room either." I take Grimmjow upstairs and slam my door shut.

"Your dad is kinda lively ain't he?" He asks sitting on the bed after taking off his jacket. He wore a tank top. Damn those arms. Is everything about him just sexy all of a sudden?

"More like annoying... So what do you want to do. I've got manga and a bunch of video games. We could listen to some music too." I sit next to him and he looks over and smirks.

"How about we do more of what we did in the locker room first? I kind of miss your lips..." He instantly attaches his lips to mine and I quickly flow into his movements. It feels hotter than before. Is it because we're in my room? I don't have to be as cautious now. I locked the door. I moan as he forces my mouth open and he sucks on my tongue. Somehow I've made my way into his lap and we're kissing more intensely now. His hands slide up the back of my shirt and then grab me everywhere. I tug on the hair at the nape of his neck and he growls dominantly. He grips my ass and kneads it as our tongues intertwine. I wanna feel his chest... His bare chest under the palm of my hands. I pull away for some much needed air.

"So much better than in the locker room... Can you take off your shirt?" I ask before stripping of my own. "I really like skin on skin..." He grins and takes his top off and tosses it, uncaring where it lands. He's soon on top of me with one knee between my legs. I squirm a bit as it presses against me and he begins to kiss me again. This time on my neck. I didn't know I was this sensitive. "G-Grimm..." I can't even finish his name as his lips travel lower and envelop a nipple into his mouth. I buck my hips upward as a tingling sensation resonates through my entire body. I'm starting to get hard and I want more friction down there.

"Do ya want more Ichigo? I can feel you pressing against my knee and your heart is beating faster than before. Or should I stop? I know you don't want to get more intimate because your family might hear." He looks up at me and smirks. "I'm tryna be considerate of you." All the blood that's supposed to help my brain function is probably heading toward my dick right now. Someone else should answer for me.

"Yeah give me more, but no sex. Can we just r-rub against each other?" Grimmjow nods and spreads my legs open. He hovers over me and presses his crotch against mine and I shudder. He's so warm and hard. Harder than I thought. He's pretty big too... His hips start moving and grinding with so much force. I guess he isn't very patient at all.

"Ichigo... Move your hips too. We'll both feel better." I do as he says and I let out a moan. He was so right. The tip of my erection felt amazing against his. I bet it would feel even better without clothes. I pushed against him more and heard him grunt a little. We both started moving faster and our breathing sped up. My fingers connected to his hair instantly as his head traveled lower to suck on the other neglected nipple. It was all too much. I was moaning and making sounds I never made before.

"I-I think I might cum... It's too much... We s-should stop... Let's stop.." I spoke the words between pants and I meant them, yet my hips wouldn't stop moving against his. Did I really wanna stop now? Or could I let him push me to orgasm? This is going too fast. I've never done things like this before. Not even with a girl... Nevertheless Grimmjow slowed his motions to a halt. "You stopped..."

"You asked me to. If I didn't, it's classified as molestation. I'm not a rapist or a molester Ichi..." He's never called me Ichi before. I like that much better than Berry boy... "I'm being considerate remember. I won't force you." He kissed my cheek lightly and sat up. "Good boyfriend don't have any need for things like that." He smiled and helped me sit up after I had calmed down some.

"Thank you. Grimm." I sighed. "That was something though... I've never experienced anything like that before. I can't even imagine what..." I trail off and blush at my perverse thoughts.

"What sex feels like?" He hit the nail on the head. "Don't think about it too much. There's plenty of time for that. I'll make sure ya have the best first time of your life. Guaranteed."


Grimmjow left shortly after we talked about the latest shounen manga and he admitted that he even read yaoi from time to time. I found it hilarious. He argued that is was wholesome literature that we should study in class. I'd probably take that class myself... I still find it a bit unconventional that I have feelings for Grimmjow and just last week I was taking a poll in gym on who had the best boobs in our class. Things change though, and I really like that it involves Grimmjow's and my body so close. Maybe I was just gay all along and didn't know it. That could probably explain my lack of interest in boobs an whatnot, but then again it could all just be for Grimmjow.

I lay back in my bed and sigh once again. Two more days left in the school week and the weekend is here. I could probably see Grimmjow at his place this time, if he lets me. Is that moving too fast? I haven't even declared at school that I'm officially dating him. I already have a general idea of what everyone will have to say. I'll mentally prepare myself for it in my dreams. WHo am I kidding? Those are probably gonna be full of a sweaty Grimmjow anyway...