Authors Notes: So I'm going to explain it. I know this might not fit with the story so far, but hey, it'll help those who don't understand the plot so far.
You Said You'd Find Me, But I Found You
He'd hurt her, because she believed he had moved on with Victoria. Truth is he hadn't. Yes she was another wolfblood and it was amazing to know that there were more out there, but he hadn't moved on. He had dreamt of her and only her all the time after she'd left. He moved in with Victoria to stop Victoria from revealing the secret and putting all wolfbloods in danger. Maddy had stopped Rhydian from revealing the secret, so Rhydian would stop Victoria, he didn't think it would do any harm... but Shan disagreed, so Tom disagreed and Rhydian saw his error and forever felt guilty. What none of them knew was that Victoria was in her own little pack and much like Jana was the daughter of the leader of that pack and wanted to bring Rhydian into said pack.
Maddy
Shans great when it comes to finding ways of cheering me up. As we walk into this fancy restuarant I see Jana, her red hair standing out in the woods, and I see him behind her. So thats why she left. To see Rhydian. Of course she did, she missed him too.
Forgetting about Rhydian I look at Shannon and Harry, they seem perfect together... so loved up, Shan clings onto Harrys arm and Harry looks down lovingly at her. I remember the kiss they'd shared at that disco, the stupid K's had tried to break them up to get Harry with Katrina... bitch. They'd made me and Jana believe Harry would hurt Shan... looking at how happy they are now I see how stupid that was.
"So, Mads, where'd you go for five years?" Harry asks me, I'm thrown off guard. I have no excuse.
"Maddy and her family moved away, they only came back today. Which reminds me, how is Emma and Dan, Mads?" Shan steps in for me, thank God. I smile before answering Shans question about my parents. Harry seemed to buy what Shan told him and went back to looking down lovingly at her, I take a quick glance at Tom, he seems upset as he swirls his spoon around in his soup.
"Brave up Tom. Ask her out." I tell him, he looks at me from the corner of his eye, its a look that says 'you don't think I havent tried?'
"I would, but that technique didn't exactly work when I tried asking you out, I walked in on you and Rhydian, remember?" he says, I remember when I punked myself up and tried acting like this tough girl in front of everyone and I remember having a confrontation with... him in the dark room, and then Tom catching us, but I don't remember him asking me out, then I realise why he came in the first place, I roll my eyes.
"Yeah, but you didn't exactly ask did you? You just saw me and Rhydian fight... I was wolfing out." I tell him, he nods, he obviously doesn't believe me, I nudge him with my elbow, "Try it, ask... Sapphire, you never know." I try to convince him.
"Only if you help." He tells me... how? I raise my eyebrow at him.
"Elaborate." I tell him sternly, as he explains himself to me he does all these weird hand movements, and all I understand from what he tells me is that I've got to be there when he does ask her... I guess so he doesn't chicken out and leave without managing to ask her, "I thought you were braver than this Tom." I say slightly disappointed in my friend. He just shrugs and continues to eat.
I on the other hand can't eat... whatever it is they've put on my plate... I can't remember what it is I ordered but now it looks disgusting. I'm disappointed in myself now.
"Come on Mads, eat up, we've still got a main course and desert to go and you haven't even eaten your starter." Shan tells me, she's beaming a lovely smile, but it just doesn't seem right. I pick up one of the, filled potatoes and plop it into my mouth, its ok, but I just don't feel hungry.
"I think I'm going to go to the bathroom... I need to sort me hair out." I tell them... of course I don't, Shan done my hair really well, but I just can't eat and I feel really rude.
As I leave nobody follows me, but when I'm in the bathroom Shan enters only moments after me, "Mads... its him isn't it? He's making you feel this way isn't he? Rhydian I mean. Mads, honestly, your a beautiful girl, you'll find someone worth ten of Rhydian." Shan tries, but I can't help but feel like she doesnt seem to understand this from my perspective, I turn to her and hug her allowing the tears to fall freely, I don't think it'll ruin this lovely make up... Shan said it was waterproof.
"I'm so sorry Shan... I've ruined it haven't I?" I sniffle, I'm trying, really I am, I seem pathetic.
"No, no. Of course you haven't, its just been a very bad day for you... but if you mean your make up, you kind of smudged your mascara, but that don't matter your still pretty." She tells me, I roll my eyes, she sounds like my mum, constantly telling me I'm pretty, I always say I'm not... after all, I'm a monster. I always say wolfbloods aren't monsters, but I'm beginning to doubt my own words.
As we walk back I see him he's asking where I am, Tom has stopped talking to him and is looking in my direction, I stop walking as he turns around, I feel the tears beginning to return to my eyes, I see Jana in the corner of my eye, she looks guilty... though thats either because Rhydian is here and she was trying her best to keep him away from me, or its because now I know that she has been speaking to Rhydian... or she only looks guilty to me.
"Maddy, please." Rhydian begs, I take a step back, backing towards the ladies bathroom.
"Flushing toilets." Is all I say... as I back away, Rhydian gives a strange look, Jana suddenly looks excited as me and her both run into the ladies toilets, that wasn't my plan, but I'd forgotten about flushing toilets and suddenly they seem so interesting.
"You better go before I..." Shannon's voice trails off as I enter the toilet with Jana, ever since earlier today I've been meaning to tell her that she was right in thinking this was stupid.
But then I think about it again, "Jana, what did you say to him?" I ask the leader of my pack, she looks up at my from the toilet which she keeps flushing, she goes to flush it again, but I put my hand over the button that flushes the toilet and look at her with watery eyes. "Jana?" I repeat.
"I told him how you hated it in the wild... Maddy, truth is he didn't move on... he still loves you." She explains to me, I laugh slightly.
"He's lying to ya, can't you see, if he hadn't moved on why is he living with her? Shannon told me, and why did you tell him I hated it in the wild, I thought we'd promised it was our little secret." I asked her slightly annoyed... but there's something more to it than just getting annoyed... oh no, I'm wolfing out, my veins are going black.
"Mads, calm it, I know its our little secret, but he loves ya Mads, and he was just trying to help her out, like you'd done with him and me, but... just look in the mirror." She tells me, as I do, I gasp, and begin to return back to my normal self, as I return back she sighs, "Your the one he loves Maddy. Look, just go out there and at least listen to him." She begs me, I groan as I walk out with her
All five of them turn and look at me and Jana... wait, five? Who the hell is that? The blonde girl standing next to Rhydian... she looks like a model, movie-star style blonde hair, perfect face and shaped body.
If this is Victoria I can see why Rhydian got with her... not that I like her. Rhydian speaks to me, "Maddy I..." but as he says my name, the Victoria girl glares at me before walking toward Rhydian and crashing her lips against his, I gasp, as does Shan, Tom and Jana. When they break apart, Rhydian looks at me, and all I can think to do is run.
And I know he is following.
Authors Notes: Ok, so, I've been given really helpful advice from people and I thank you very much, its very helpful, I shall do my best to improve it. Still hope you all like it. Tell me what you think.
