Authors Notes: So I hope the little bit at the beginning of the last chapter helped, if it didn't I apologise I hadn't really thought this through until people started asking me questions about it

You Said You'd Find Me, But I Found You

Rhydian

I know what I want to do about the situation, its just whether I can do it thats what I'm worried about. Jana keeps telling me to show her Victoria, because she recognises the name, but I refuse, I don't want anything to do with that mad woman, everything I do she follows, she has no opinion of her own and when I tell her to leave me alone because I don't love her she just cries... I know I shouldn't keep falling for that trick, but I don't like it when people cry because of me.

And there was the time when she asked me to the last disco the K's hosted, she got hysterical because I told her I wasn't going, and even if I did it wouldn't be with her... and I know I shouldn't be worried about this but its like she's hiding something from me and the others... but what others am I talking about here? Shan and Tom hate her because they believe I replaced Maddy with her.

Its like I keep telling everyone, though nobody seems to listen, I can't replace Maddy!

Seriously, she was the only one who understood me, the only wolfblood my age who understood me. I had witnessed her first transformation, and that should surely be something special for wolfbloods like us.

Though I'll admit it... there was a time, a really messed up time where I liked Victoria... I'd completely forgotten about Maddy and because Victoria had comforted me about something I just couldn't tell Tom or Shannon about... wolfblood issues, and she was really nice to me, but then Shannon had shown up with an enlarged picture I'd taken of Maddy and suddenly the liking of Victoria vanished, I watched as the other wolfblood gave Shannon an evil look.

It was sort of obvious then that there was something fishy going on. I knew Shannon didn't like Victoria, but Victoria never commented about any of my friends, just kept asking about me.

Suddenly I've tripped, I'm rolling down the hill toward the restuarant I saw Maddy and the others go in, I look behind me, Jana is beginning to run after me, but I'm up and on my feet and racing toward the restuarant... I know Jana said earlier how if I loved her I'd let her go, but I need to see her, I can't bare it any more, its like the day she left all over again, only she's here and I can reach her, hear her, smell her.

"Rhydian! Don't!" Jana shouts behind me, too late, I'm already in the restuarant, and the first person I see is Tom as he stands up from his chair and glares at me.

"What are you doing here Rhydian? She's not here at the moment so just go before its too late... you'll hurt her again." He tells me, to know I've hurt her once pains me, and to think I could hurt her again pains me even more, but not seeing her will kill me.

"I need to talk to her, tell her the truth." I explain.

Tom scoffs, "What and you don't think we have? Just leave Rhydian before-" he's cut off by something, I turn and see her, she looks shocked to see me.

In my head I'm shouting to say something before she goes again, "Maddy, please." I beg, I hope to god she doesn't turn around and tell me to leave like the others did, though I know I should. She looks over at Jana still not saying anything... either that or I'm being impatient. Then she takes a step back towards the toilets, I know she is going to leave and not say anything back to me, my heart is breaking as she looks at me like I'm cursing her.

"Flushing toilets." She says, I'm confused and I frown at her in my own confusion, though Jana seems to be excited by the news of flushing toilets and is quickly following her, I remember they've spent five years in the wild, of course they're both going to be excited by something as boring as a toilet.

As Jana and Maddy leave, I am stuck with two people – the other, Harry, is confused out of his mind – who are giving me the evil eye, Shannon is the first to speak "You better go before I get Emma. And believe me, she will not be happy to hear what you've done to her daughter."

Her words cut like a knife and sting.

Suddenly the door reopens, I'm expecting it to be a happy couple or a family, but I am shocked to see Victoria, "What are you doing here?" I ask, she's ruining this for me, and I think she knows it.

"I came to help you... are these humans bothering you?" she asks beginning to wolf out, I glare at her.

"No! But you are! Just leave me alone!" I snarl at her, she seems shocked at first but then er attention turns towards the direction that Maddy and Jana took to the bathrooms. Maddy at first doesn't seem to notice the extra person until she looks back up and straight at Victoria. I need to take action before something bad happens, "Maddy I..." but as I am about to continue I am cut short by Victoria's big lips crashing down on my own.

I'm unsure of what to do, I've never been in a situation like this, but it reminds me slightly of when I... no, I can't be thinking like that, this is a girl I don't like... maybe I did once, but that was a very long time ago and it was the worst moment of my life thinking I liked her in that way, but then it was like she had me in a trance.

But still she is kissing me right now, in front of Maddy. I need to do something 'push the God damn woman away, Rhydian!' my mind is shouting, so I do, slightly out of breath, though it seemed like the kiss had lasted a long time it had only really lasted fifteen seconds... fifteen seconds too long actually, but as I turn to Maddy I see that look.

I've done it again, I'm about to say something when she runs away.

"Maddy!" I shout, though my voice is quiet and I doubt she heard me, before following after her I look back at Jana with a sad expression on my face and glare – flasing my eyes slightly – at Victoria.

I'll deal with her later.

But right now Maddy is more important and I need to deal with this, and I run after her at wolf speed not caring who see's how fast I'm going.

Authors Notes: Not my best, I don't think anyway. But its getting closer to Rhydian revealing something dark about Victoria, hehe, but anyway, so I left off at Maddy running away and Rhydian running after her because the next chapter will be mixed together because they are together for a whole chapter, oooh. OK! So what do you think?