James
I walk into the apartment with the CD in my hand.
"Hey James! What's up?" Kendall asks.
"Lucy gave me this. It's her new single." I say and sit on the couch.
"What? Why?"
"She wanted me to listen to it." I reply.
"Well listen to it. Even if it will hurt listen. It's the right thing to do." Kendall says and goes to his room.
I put the CD in and hit play.
"Putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack" the song begins.
"Never put my love out on the line
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you I'm never good enough
When I don't care
I can play him like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make him bounce like a basketball
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yes you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Never break a sweat for the other guys
When you come around I get paralyzed
And every time I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Brings more trouble than it all is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
But you make me wanna act like a girl
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
The feelings got lost in my lungs
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I'll take off and run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I'll burst into flames
You make me glow
But I cover up, won't let it show
So I'm putting my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack
Heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack - tack
Oh I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack"
I sit there. This is Lucy's way of telling me she loves me. She is scared of saying she loves me because when she does the guy always hurts her. I have been such a jerk. I jump up and run out the door and to Lucy's apartment.
I start to knock on the door and I don't stop knocking until Lucy answers. I can tell she has been crying because her cheeks and eyes are a little red.
"What do you want James?"she asks not letting her guard down.
I take her hand and pull her into my arms and I kiss her. She returns the kiss and wraps her hands around my neck.
I pull away and rest my forehead against hers.
"I love you too Lucy." I say.
"You actually listened to my single?" she says in disbelieve.
"Yes and I will listen to you more often and believe you. I believe that you didn't cheat. I just want you to forgive me for being such a jerk." I tell her.
"You are forgiven but only if you promise to come in the lobby when you get back from tours no matter what. And you have to kiss me now."
"Your wish is my command." I lean in and kiss her wrapping my arms around her body.
This is love.
A/N: I can't believe Big Time Rush is over! I am gonna cry!
