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I DONT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS!
Chapter 23
Bella's POV
I did not want Alice to leave; I wanted her to stay so I would not have to explain everything for the second time today.
"You have a lot of explaining to do," he said
"I know," I said
The doors had closed suddenly, and he finally looked at me,
"Why? Why didn't you tell me?" he said
"Im nothing," I said
"Nothing?" he asked
"Your famous, im nothing, I didn't feel like having to track a famous person down" I said
"Bella" he said
"Like I said before, Nessie doesn't need to know you, you don't have to be in her life," I said
"Bella I am her father, I am not going to bail on her!" he hissed
"Maybe bailing on her would be a good thing!" I said
"No Bella it would not!" he hissed
He didn't know about when my mom bailed on me and my dad, I was raised fine without her and Nessie will be the same, she doesn't need anyone, she has me,…and James, and Leah, and now my dad, and my step-mom, and Seth…she doesn't need anyone else,
"I lived without my mother my whole fucking life Edward, Nessie doesn't need both her parents!" I hissed
"She sure as hell does! I am not going to let you raise her, without me knowing of her," he said
"You do know her," I said
"No I don't," he hissed
"Maybe if you wouldn't have been such a jack ass last time we talked maybe you would know her," I said
"I was mad Bella, what would you do if you found out you had a kid?" he asked
"I don't know," I said
"Why….why didn't you tell me the first time we talked?" he asked
"I couldn't, it was the first time we saw each other in 4 years," I said
"You couldn't say just 5 words?" he asked
"5 words? You think I could have said 5 words to sum up Renesmee?" I asked
"You could have explained after you told me!" he said
"That's more than 5 words Edward," I said
He was getting madder every time we talk to each other, I did not like this, and I know he does not either.
"I know it's more than 5 words Bella…maybe I wouldn't be so fucking pissed if you would have told me the first time" he said
"No—"I said
He cut me off,
"No Bella! You know as well as I do that if you would have told me the first time we wouldn't have to worry about this right now, we both know that" he said
"I know that Edward, the time and place wasn't right to say it, you would have been pissed anyways," I said
"Ya I probably would have been, you wanna know why? Because I haven't fucking known her!" he hissed
"We were nothing! It was a month and a half you were in Forks, it was just a stupid fucking crush," I said
The thing is….that it was not just a fucking crush for me, I liked him, and he was my everything
"Nothing? We were nothing to you. We were more than fucking nothing! No friends have sex," he said
"Friends with benefits, that's it, nothing more," I said
"We were NOT friends with benefits Bella, we were something more than that, we were….we were a couple no matter what you thought, and didn't you ever feel the spark when we touched each other? I bet it's still there," he said
"I…" I said
He grabbed my hand, and I felt like I needed to be with him, the spark of me loving him,
"You feel that? We weren't stupid friends with benefits Bella," he said
I know that, but…
"I'm nothing without you Bella, I didn't want to come here because I knew you probably moved on from me…from us, you can't tell me that you haven't thought of me once in 4 years" he said
"I….Yes I always thought of you because of Renesmee, she's nothing like me, and I mean nothing, she has my eyes, something you always enjoyed," I said
"I enjoyed Forks, you can ask Alice, I am nothing without you, I need you in my life," he said
He kept the hold on my hand, rubbing his thumb over my knuckles,
"Stay here tonight, Alice has her," he said
"I don't know…." I said
"Please," he said
"But…." I said
"Bella, she'll be fine, Alice won't kill her," he said
I gave into him, but should I really trust he would not get pissed again? I do not know if I should but…I do not know if learning to love again is a good thing…
Yes, Edward got soft at the end, yes i know you'll review (hopefully), so..140 to update again? I hope we can make it lovelies! Please please review!
