If you read the previous chapter (authors note) then you know i had some writers block but it kind of went away for a little while, and i've been trying to catch up with this story, and now i have to answer some questions i have missed before.

1. No i didnt see twilight when it came out, i saw it when i was 12 at my babysitters house...been addicted since :)

2. Edward proposing in the story RIGHT now? I'll say this, in the 42nd chapter or so im going to skip a few weeks ahead of time, so then'll you'll see if he does ;)

3. Alice's case about the rape and all of that, will be brought up in 2 or 3 chapters from now, i would like to put in some more detail with this until i get to that trust me.

Just for ...i dont think this will ever be a novel, but we can dream right? Hope you all love the chapter :)


Chapter 36

Bella's POV

I do not know how long it took before I was awake. I knew I was in the plane still and someone was next to me, I think…I think its Edward. My eyes opened slowly, and he was sitting right next to me resting his free hand on his head. I did not try to wake him so I just closed my eyes again and kept my spot by his side.

"Momma?" Nessie asked

My eyes shot open, turning my head to look at Nessie. I looked at Alice next to see her asleep. She came over to me and sat on my lap not wasting much time to snuggle close to me. I knew Edward was awake when he wrapped his arm around us and pulled me closer to him,

"Hmm" he said

Nessie giggled for some odd reason; maybe it is because she has her daddy wrapped around her finger.

"Daddy" she giggled

His eyes were open soon enough, and she crawled into his lap where he pulled her to his chest kissing her head. He is a great dad no matter what people say to him,

"Do you know how much longer?" I asked

He looked out the window,

"It's only been like 2 hours, so an hour maybe," he said

I nodded, an hour….what are we going to do for an hour?

"Ali sleeping" Nessie said

Edward looked over to his cousin,

"I think I wore myself out" he said

"Were you actually sleeping?" I asked

"Yes, it didn't look like it because I had a headache and put my arm over my head, I fell asleep in the process" he said

"Oh" I said

Unlike what I said, the hour went by quickly and Nessie was back in her seat buckled up, and Alice was awake…well barely. She kept groaning every time the sun hit her eyes. When we landed, I took a deep breath this is it, I am about to meet his family.

"They won't be here," he said

"Why not?" I asked

"I asked them to stay away and we would come to them…." He said

"We? You actually said we?" I asked

"Like I would say just me, you can't leave now," he said

I smiled,

"I know, I won't even think about it," I said

"I hope not," he said

I smiled as he kissed my head. When the plane touched the ground I sighed and took a deep breath, I am a grown woman I do not need to have someone rule my life anymore. I do not need my stupid ass family, I have a family…I have Nessie…I have Edward and probably soon enough his family will love me as their own. We exited the plane soon enough and it did not surprise me that there are paparazzi out here, Edward is famous after all.

Getting through the paparazzi was the easy part, Alice trying to find her car was another.

"My car is two passengers," she said

Are you kidding me?

"Okay, we'll find mine" Edward said

"Can we at least let me drive my car home?" Alice pleaded

"Alice…" Edward said

"Please! My mom will kill me if she realizes I left it here," she said bringing on the pouty face

"Fine fine" He said

She smiled, getting her way with the face stupid spoiled rich girl. It did not take long to get to Edward's car; it was black, four passenger, and well….looks expensive. It was unlocked immediately and Nessie jumped a bit, holding onto Edward's leg,

"Its okay" he said smoothing down her hair

He set her in the backseat right behind himself, and I saw no Alice in sight, making me sigh. I walked around to the other side of the car and opened the door-sliding in. it felt good, very….clean. Well he is a person and I always thought people liked to have messy cars not clean and sleek cars,

"Clean" I said

He smiled,

"I don't use this much, I only drove it here because I had a feeling I would need it when I came back, I was right" he said

I smiled, he is happy I know that. It's very easy to point out, and I love that, and I love how he's attached himself to Nessie so much and became so fatherly and not so much a dick as if he was when I first told him a while ago.

"Are you ready to meet my family?" he asked before driving off

I shook my head,

"I know it may seem scary at first, but my family is very loving they'll love you two so much. As long as I love you, they will trust me. My mom is the only one who knows about you though," he said

"Why only your mom?" I asked

He shrugged,

"I don't know, I just know some of my other family wouldn't be able to keep their mouths shut about you," he said

"Oh" I said

He smiled once again,

"You'll be fine Bella," he said

"I hope so…my family didn't react to you very well so I was just thinking…." I said

"Yes but it's kind of different, you had Nessie for 4 years no matter what and I was there for nothing, I deserve the hate I got from your family" he said

"You didn't deserve it, I didn't tell you, you didn't know I was pregnant when you left," I said

"Bella…I did deserve it," he said

"Okay Edward, maybe you did a little bit but you didn't deserve all of it," I said

"Just remember they won't hate you okay?" he asked

I nodded, I remember….I does know they will not hate me, but can I believe my thoughts? Can I believe my boyfriend? Can i….?


I never thought i would get over 150 before this story ended and look where we are now, all the way up to 277...im aiming for 300 but will probably go way over :) 280+ before i update again?

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