I said toa few of you, this would be over 1459 words but i made a stupid mistake and got the wrong chapter to my BETA,i feel so bad! It was a stupid mistake but the next is the 1,459 words chapter explaining more of Elizabeth's and Emmett' reactions, i want to thank everyone who reviewed:

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The big explanation is in this chapter (why it's so long) both parts actually, alice's problem is next. Hope you like it :)


Chapter 38

Bella's POV

Therefore, he explained it, and this is how it went:

"Well….you all remember 4 years ago when I left LA to go to Seattle for about a month and half and came back weeks late? Well I didn't go to Seattle, I went to Forks. I went to Forks because I knew as soon as I got to Seattle I would be bothered by fans and paparazzi and it was a time off not the same thing every day here. When I got to Forks, I stayed in a motel and you know my staying up all night and sleeping all day….well it didn't work this time. I did stay up all night the first night I was there but went grocery shopping the next day. At the store, I bumped into Bella, and all of her stuff knocked to the ground so I went to help her. I lied about my name keeping my last name Masen, we talked for a little while and then she left. A couple days later, I knocked into her sister Leah. I got to her sister through Leah and trust me Leah was a big fan of mine and still is trust me. I knew it was bad to get to Bella through Leah but….well I don't regret it now. Bella and I became close and she soon learned who I really was, she didn't care. Bella and I….well we became more like closer than you think, the time went by smoothly. Bella happened to be 18 at the time so it was legal what was going on and we didn't have to worry about much. Bella and I….well we had sex…a lot. It was late at night when it happened, her dad was out and so was Leah. It didn't matter what people said back then since we hadn't known each other long, we really liked each other. That night….well we were alone in an empty house and well….we had sex again but something happened. A week later I left, and I never saw Bella again until I went back" he said

Emmett's eyes widened,

"According to the little girl sitting on your lap I have a feeling you didn't…I don't know use a condom!" he said

"Nessie is not a mistake, I wouldn't ever take it back," Edward said

"But she is! You didn't mean to have the kid, she was a mistake" Emmett said

My temper flared how dare he say that about his own niece? I don't think Edward and I will have any more children soon

"Renesmee is not a mistake!" I said

How dare he say my own daughter is a mistake?

"Ren- what?" he asked

"Renesmee is not a mistake Emmett," Alice said

"But she is!" he said

"Emmett Masen how dare you say that about your niece! Do you know why you're brother now acted like an idiot when he came back? He loves Bella!" Elizabeth said

Edward rolled his eyes,

"Thanks for calling me an idiot" he said

Nessie still sat in his lap looking around the room, at all the bright colors

"Be quiet Edward, from what you told me you were an idiot after you left" I said

"Fine maybe I was" he said

I smiled; at least he is admitting to me he was an idiot when he left me because….well he was. He did not have to drink but he did and I know he regrets what he did, I know he does but it will not change anything.

"Edward…..I know you didn't mean this," Elizabeth said

"Mom…." He said

"Edward….." she said right back

Nessie felt the anger coming off her daddy when she sat herself in my lap and hid her face in my shoulder. I did not blame her though, Edward can get mad really easily…..trust me.

"Forks….what happened when you went there for the second time?" Emmett asked

"Well….when I left for the second time with Alice this time, she went to Seattle and I drove to forks. Forks were pretty much the same when I got there so I was not there long and went back to Seattle. I had not seen Alice for a few days and all of a sudden a few days later after I got back to Seattle, the knocking on the door alerted me that something was wrong. I opened it to see Alice and she was crying so I pulled her into the room, where she screamed the word 'no' every time I would tell her something about the family. I finally got it out of her that 2 men….well Alice was so sad and mad at the time it was hard to get it out of her and that is her part of the story to tell. 3 days later, I felt like she should get out of the room and not have to sit in the room any longer. She was scared to go out of the hotel and she did not do it. Alice ran off as soon as the paparazzi caught sight of me. When the elevator, which she ran into, hit the sixth floor, I caught up with her and I was mad, really really mad at Alice for running off. I caught sight of Bella and Nessie even if she did not know that I did, it just made me angrier. Before Bella could leave, I had told her we would talk later, not in those words though. Later that night when I knew Alice would not run off again, I went to see Bella, I did not take it very good. I screamed a lot at her, and it was a good thing Renesmee was asleep at the time. Bella did not waste time to yell right back at me, pretty much saying I was not really needed in her life because she was fine without me. I left a few minutes later saying I pretty much didn't care anymore about much, I went back to the apartment and explained everything to Alice. She told me what I did was horrible at the time and I knew that, she didn't like how I used Leah to get to Bella. She got close to Bella and Renesmee, went shopping with Bella and Renesmee. The night after she came back to the room, she had an extra bag and she was trying to get me out of the room because she said she forgot her purse, I knew better than that. When the knock on the door came Alice rushed past me not wanting me to see who was at the door, I walked up to the door to see Bella and I was instantly mad at my cousin well actually….I was furious. Alice took Nessie saying we had to talk explaining everything that had happened, we did. I listened of course wanting to know about my daughter. We bonded….well and it all comes up to this" He said

At least I knew what he thought of the time when we were together in this situation….it's very interesting. Well at least I know these things NOW.


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