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I DONT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS!
Chapter 39
Edward's POV
Releasing everything, saying everything that was on my mind when most of this happened. Watching Bella watch me while I talked about what I felt during this time, it is all… all so very now a days. I am a father, no matter what my family says and Nessie is not a mistake like my brother thinks she is. Bella and I never made a mistake with having sex a few times… well several times and her getting pregnant and I not knowing was not planned but… we cannot choose our life.
My mother was rather freaked out by the story, yelling constantly at how stupid I was to even leave Bella or go to Forks in the first place when I was supposed to go to Seattle. She added in her rant that she was glad I met Bella though, but she did not like the way I got to her… with Leah. Getting to Bella with Leah was not the smartest idea, no, but I think it was the only way I could get to Bella without risking my secret so fast.
Emmett found it funny. Hilarious actually and listened to every single word, still glancing at my Bella. I got mad no doubt and if he were not my brother… he would not be living right now. My father… Well, he was not happy at me for leaving her - like my mom - but he really wants to get to know his granddaughter, and I agreed with him. Emmett and my dad was a good and hardworking lawyer most of our lives so he was never really there, so he has a second chance with his granddaughter.
He gave up being a lawyer when I was 21 because he knew it was tearing him apart from his family and my mom was ** at him for it. I swore if he hadn't retired at that time, my mom would have filed for divorce and taken Emmett and I and disappeared. I'm kind of glad she didn't because I wouldn't be here right now, with Bella and my daughter and having Bella herself.
I did not choose Bella to get pregnant with our baby and me not knowing about the baby… not just the baby, but our baby, Renesmee. If I had the chance to take it back, I would never even consider it. I cannot take it back and I have never even thought of taking it back since I figured out about my daughter, Bella and my daughter actually. My life is pretty much screwed up, isn't it?
Bella's POV
Well… remember when I said I thought someone was watching James Nessie and me? Well it happened to be Edward, pretty much stalking me to get to know me no matter what had to be done for it. I always thought it had been someone from James work but thank god, it was not because now I do not have to worry about it anymore. What I worry about now is how Edward's brother Emmett keeps staring at me, while his girlfriend or wife or anything stares at him staring at me. I do not like it.
"Why is he staring at me?" I whispered to Edward.
Edward shot another glare in his brother's way, keeping the grip he had on my hand but it was tighter as he kept his arm around Nessie who was still on his lap.
"Emmett stops it," Elizabeth shot to him glaring a bit too.
He looked at her, tearing his eyes from me.
"What?" he asked annoyed.
"Stop staring at Bella, she's not going to disappear if you stare a certain amount of time," Elizabeth said .
Emmett looked down from my and his mother's face and the girl next to him laughed.
"I'm sorry about my fiancé's and my behavior Bella, I'm Rosalie," the girl next to him said .
I smiled maybe I can get close to Edward's family, maybe Nessie can get close to her family. Rosalie came up to Nessie and smiled.
"Hi there, sweetie," she cooed.
Nessie hid her face in Edward's chest, but Rosalie didn't mind, she tried to get her to talk to her anyway.
"She's shy," I said.
"Everyone's shy at first when they meet new people," she smiled.
Edward kept me close to him, and let Nessie finally get to know Rose.
"She loves kids," he said.
Rosalie piped in.
"I can't have kids so I try to interact with the ones I can as much as I can," she said.
"I'm sorry," I said.
She waved it off.
"It doesn't matter, it kind of runs in the family," she said.
"It's still a nice thing to have a child of your own," I said.
She sighed.
"We can wish Bella, but who knows if I'll ever get a child of my own," she said.
I smiled and watched her as she played with Nessie.
"I'm sorry for staring," Emmett said randomly.
Edward shot him another glare.
"Don't lie Emmett," he said.
"I can't help it!" he said crying it out.
"Look at me Emmett," Rosalie snapped.
He pouted just like Renesmee would do when she wanted something and did not get it.
"That's where Nessie got it," Alice said.
"What?" I asked
"Her pouting, I knew she got it from our family, but now I know she got it from Emmett," she said.
Edward rolled his eyes,
"I could have told you that Alice," he said.
Alice hesitated for a second.
"Guys…" she said.
"Alice you don't have to—"Edward said.
"Yes I do," she said.
"What is it Alice?" Rosalie asked her.
"Well… " she said.
She took a deep breath.
"It all happened a few days after I got to Seattle… " she admitted.
Edward kept a hold on my arms, I do not know why though but I did not stop him from keeping his arms around me.
"Edward was still in Forks and I decided I was going to go into town, but couldn't find a ride since he had the car. A man maybe 22 years old came up to me, he was working at the hotel we were staying at, and he recognized me immediately. I didn't like where he was going with things so I tried to leave but he grabbed my arm asking me if I wanted a ride into town, I said no thanks but he said he insisted that I come with him, so I did so. He took me into a van… well I was thrown into the van actually and he got into the front with his friend Mike—"she said
"Mike? Blonde with blue eyes?" I interrupted.
She nodded, and I shook my head.
"Bella?" Edward asked.
"Mike Newton, we were in school together," I said.
"You're not saying something aren't you Bella?" Alice said.
"Mike was… kind of possessive during high school, he didn't stop until he got what he wanted," I said.
"What happened during high school? What did he… what did he try to get?" Alice asked.
Edward watched me silently.
"Well my best friend Angela… " I said.
"What happened to her?" she asked.
"She went missing," I said.
"And Mike?" she asked.
"Mike well… he was gone for a while to, but when he got back Angela was pronounced dead, he was grinning, he always liked her and she had a boyfriend so he tricked her," I said.
"What… I mean why would he do that? How… how old was she?" she asked.
"16 or 17 maybe," I said.
She took a deep breath, and shook her head.
"How can he… he was p-planning t-to k-kill m-me?" she asked stuttering at the end
"Probably, it would have happened just like Angela," I said.
She nodded, and this information made Edward's grip on my waist tighten, but I knew it was only because of the information about Mike that came out of my mouth before I knew what was happening.
"Did he…?" she asked.
"I don't know, they never tested her… they could never find her actually, they just assumed she was dead…" I said.
"So she could be alive…" Rosalie said piping in.
"I doubt it, it would be 6 or 7 years by now," I said.
"But you don't know that Bella… she could be but… "she said.
"It's most likely she's not," I said finishing her sentence.
Edward started to rub my arm with his fingers; it made me lean into him, just sitting there.
"We can always try," Edward said.
"I guess if you want to…" I said.
"Bella, we don't know her, if you don't want to try then we won't," he said.
I nodded my head.
"I want to… I want to know the truth… " I said.
"Alice… why don't you finish your story?" Elizabeth asked.
Alice nodded.
"Well…" she said.
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