BPOV

After I texted Jacob I left the house right away and went to the Green Bean, the coffee shop by my apartment. When I got there, there weren't a lot of people there. So I ordered my coffee and sat in the back to wait for Jake.

I was half way done my coffee when Jake came in. he say me right away and came and sat with me. After we said our hello's to each other Jake said, "So Bella what do you need?" I really didn't want to tell him afraid of what he would do to me. But then I just remembered that we weren't at his house or mine, so he can't really hurt me without getting in trouble. "Jake I really don't want you to get mad at me, but I have to tell you something," I looked at him and he didn't look like he was getting mad that I had to talk with him. "So anyways what I need to tell you is that I can't sleep with you anymore."

The look on Jacob's face when said that I couldn't sleep with him anymore made me so scared. His face was turning bright red and his hands were balling into fist. I was really scared that he was going to hit me or something. Then he stood up. "Bella you fucking whore!" he yelled. I was really embarrassed when he said that. The few people that were in the coffee shop looked at us. "Jake please keep your voice down." I said. He leaned down only inches from my face and said, "If I find out that you are sleeping with some other guy I will find you and him and kill you both." Then he got up and stormed out of the Green Bean.

After he left people kept looking me. I felt really closed in at the coffee shop, so I got up and left. As I was walking down the street to my house I started to cry a little. I was scared that Jake was going to hurt me if I ever got with another guy and I was scared for that guy as well. But I'm a little happy to, to know that I'm not a prostitute anymore. I can be in relationships and they don't have to pay me.

I really wanted to talk to Edward right now. I want to tell him what I was doing but that I'm not doing it anymore. I want to be with him and only him for the rest of my life. So I texted him.

Hi Edward. It's Bella

What do you want?

It sounded like he was mad at me for something, but I really don't know what for. I mean I didn't do anything to him.

I was wondering if you wanted to come over. I have to tell you something and I want to say it to your face and not through a text.

It took him a little longer to answer back to me. Then my phone beep and I read the text, and I really wish that I didn't read it.

I know what you are going to tell me. You are going to tell me that you are a prostitute. Bella I already know, Emmett told me. So do me a favour and stop talking to me and leave me alone.

I felt so hurt when I read that for two reasons. One, Emmett that fuckin dick told Edward that I was a prostitute. He told me that he wouldn't tell anyone, so he lied to me and I'm going to get back at him for that. And the second reason is that Edward was so mean about it. He told to stop talking to him and to leave him alone.

He is really the only person that I have ever really trusted in a really long time and now I don't know what I feel for him. I mean I still like him but he was just so mean and I hate him a little for it.

When I got home I went to my closet and took out my drugs and lined up my coke and snorted it. I sat there for a while letting the coke sink in and allow me to be free. After awhile I felt it and knew I was free, but only for a little bit.

I got really tired and went to sleep. I didn't dream that night. I just slept.

AN: so I wanted to update early and I am. I know that this is short but im hoping that I can make the next chapter longer. It will be an EPOV so we get to see how he handled finding out about Bella and all that funness. I also want to thank BelieverALEX for reviewing, your awesome.

-Tina3