Hey Guys! Look it's an update, i know this update is NOT expected, but i didnt have anything to do (family problems have died down) and i'm sick, so i'm in bed, with my laptop for a short time and was writing again. I've been updating again (finally right?) and i know you're happy right? Updates will be back on a normal schedule unless i say otherwise. Hopefully you havent all disappeared on me!
I DONT OWN TWILIGHT OR ITS CHARACTERS!
Chapter 41
Edward's POV
I do not know why I said it, but I needed to get it off my chest, I have loved her for so long, ever since I was in forks for the first time. When I was in forks for the first time it did not take long before I fell for Bella, even if it was only a month and a half in Forks. I knew my feelings were still there after I saw her again a couple of weeks ago in Seattle, I could deny my feelings for Bella any longer.
"Edward…." she said
"I mean it Bella….I love you so much" I said
She did not say anything, she just kissed me, and I took that as well….im hoping she loves me to.
"I…" she said
I looked at her, just watching her, wondering what she is going to say. I am really hoping she loves me to, because if she does not I will be so embarrassed.
"I love you too," she said
God it felt good to hear her say that,
"Im sorry I left you, I loved you so much in so little time," I said confessing things
"Stop apologizing Edward," she said
"But…." I said
"No buts, you have nothing to be sorry for, you didn't know I was pregnant, I didn't even know I was pregnant when you left, we didn't think anything would come out of it, that's why you didn't leave any contact information" she said
She was right actually; she didn't even know she was pregnant when I left forks, if I would have known….you would have to have to drag me away from Bella in forks. I wouldn't have left her side….like ever. I'm glad to be with her now at least and not away here in LA without her.
Bella's POV
A few weeks went by since Edward and I confessed our feelings for each other, and a few weeks since his family started the search for Angela. They've found almost nothing, but I think they will find absolutely nothing. Edward thinks we will find something but I do not know, I think that the people may be right because we have no traces of my best friend and well, I am starting to give up already.
"Yes!" Rosalie said from across the room
All eyes went to her; did she find something in so little time? She couldn't have…I mean wouldn't Angela hide herself a little better than that? I mean it would only take a few weeks to find her. I thought it could possibly take a few months at the least.
"Parents, Birthday? Tell me Bella!" she said wanting to know this information
"Um her dad was a priest, Mark Weber and Mary Weber, 2 younger brothers, March 15th," I said unsure if her parents had any more children after her "death"
"I think I might have found a trace that she is alive," she said
My eyes widened, she could not have….she could not have found something on Angela already after just a few weeks.
"Rose its Facebook…." Emmett said rolling his eyes at his fiancé
I walked over to her, and Emmett immediately moved from his spot next to Rosalie from earlier in these few weeks, I sat on the chair and looked at page, seeing it was a Facebook page but it is the first lead we have on my best friend. I mean, who knows if this is she or not? It could be and if we let it go, I would be so fucking mad!
"When was the last update? What is the name?" I asked
"2 days ago and um….Marie Anne" she said unsure about something
Marie Anne….Angela Marie Anne Weber….yes, that's it! That has to be it, because I remember Angela telling me we shared the same middle name 'Marie' and that's why we were such good friends, I never believed her though, but I rather believe her now. I mean I haven't seen her in 8 years and I suddenly bring her up and my boyfriend's….god that's nice to think again, family goes into a mad search for her.
"Message her….please," I said pleading with her
She nodded, and sent a message to "Marie Anne". I walked over to Edward and sat next to him for him to pull me in his lap,
"I told you, we could find something," he said smiling at me
"You did," I said smiling right back at him
He wrapped his arms around my waist as I sat in his lap. We had not told anyone how we admitted our feelings to each other. Nessie loves LA and her new room, and she does not mention my brother much anymore just always wanting to spend time with her daddy. Another topic being brought up, Edward's next movie….filming in New York. I don't know what to do, do I want to move Nessie to New York for a little while and move back to LA after 3 months or so?
Edward and I have discussed the situation after putting Nessie to bed many nights, but we can't ever come up with a solution and if we don't go with him he doesn't want to do it, he won't stand leaving Nessie again. I know how he feels because I couldn't bear leaving my daughter ever, even if it had just to be for a few hours of the day. Rosalie found more information on my best friend, and she is sending me and Edward to go find her.
I insisted she come to because she found her for me, and she agreed completely. I was not sure about leaving Nessie with Alice but she has been with her before so….I guess I have to go along with it. Later that day, after the drama of sending and receiving a message from Marie Anne, I sat in Edward's car with Rosalie in the back seat while he talked to Alice, about what I told him to tell her and she nodded each time he said something.
"You think she'll be happy?" she asked
"I don't know, I haven't seen her in 7 years…." I said
Getting a message back on Facebook from "Marie" wasn't too hard, all she had to do is find her brother-in-law almost name, and she was set on meeting her not knowing of me or Edward.
"Well no matter what happens, you're still her best friend," she said
"Ya I guess so," I said
Rosalie sighed, shaking her head at me.
"Bella, if you really were best friends she hasn't forgot about you either. Do you think I've forgot about Vera?" she asked
"Who?" I asked
"Never mind, don't worry about it," she said ignoring my question
i sighed, and turned away from her.
Well...was it worth the long wait? I sure hope so. I want to say this though: I DO NOT want anyone saying they hate the story because of the way i put it, if you have something nasty to say PLEASE Private Message me, and if your not a member and i dont like your review because of some hate i will decline it, and if you do say something nasty i will report it (if a member) because i dont like it! I'm not one of those girls who love everything that happens, i've been bullied in the past and i dont take anyones hate anymore, because i'm flipping tired of it so do what i ask okay?
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