So I'm not in a good mood...i didn't pass my road test :( I'm crushed, but i know now what i have to work on and i plan on taking it in the summer sometime instead, it'll give me 5 weeks to prepare for it again (until I'm out of school)...well minus horrible mood, i hope you like it!
Chapter 47
Bella's POV
I was angered immediately when I learned Angela had a daughter, Mike had a daughter. He had raped my best friend and I was immediately angered with him because of all the things he's ever done. I never liked him in high school and when I was still in school when I got pregnant –years later- I knew he wasn't very good to be around EVER. I knew something was up with him when Angela went missing and he went missing to but he came back and she didn't. Jessica had always liked Mike but after the incident with Angela, she never got close to him again and went off to New York for college that summer.
Some of the people in our class who stayed had been close with Mike but there were a few who didn't like Mike at all that stayed that summer. Ben had stayed mourning his girlfriend's disappearance, but eventually after summer was over, he had given up on her and moved on. I had been pissed with him, how could he get over her so easily? I had also been pissed when her parents also gave up on finding her because they believed she was long dead by then and we didn't have to worry about anything anymore.
They went back to life and took care of Angela's younger twin brothers. The twins are only 13 years old right now since they were 7 years old when Angela disappeared and don't remember or mention their sister much more. I found it horrible how they could just forget about their older sister after she was announced missing so long ago but they were a priest's children so they were all goody-goody so when something happened they were never around to see it because they were always home doing some absurd thing.
I never want Renesmee to grow up like royalty because her father is famous; I think it's the same thing as what's happening with Tommy and David. I defiantly can't tell my best friend that her brothers also didn't want anything to do with her it would break her even more than she already is. She's already "broken" about hearing her parents gave up on her after a few months of searching for her; does she really need more pressure on herself and she defiantly doesn't need that! If Angela gets any more pressure on herself, I know it will not be a good thing at all, because she already has the stress of what happened with Mike so long ago.
"We need to get going," Rose said looking at her watch an hour later
After realizing whom my boyfriend was, Abigail had attached herself to him, asking him millions of questions as the hour went by. Edward is a good person and answered each one of her questions, just as he would ever do with Renesmee. He is defiantly a good person, and I am glad I had Renesmee with him because I do not know what would have happened between us if we did not have our daughter. I do not think we would have ever got back together if Renesmee was not in the picture, and it would have been a lot easier for me to move on.
Angela wrote on her paper,
Already?
"Our drive is 3 hours, and its 2 now it'll give us time to see Renesmee for a little while," Rose said
Rose is obsessed with our (Edwards and I) daughter, and I think it is because she cannot have her own children.
Who? - Angela wrote
"She's Edward and I's 3-year-old daughter," I said
Her eyes widened at me,
You have a daughter.
"Yes" I said
She shook her head, but I did not know why. Abigail unattached herself from Edward wanting to know more and more when we had to leave. When I got up I immediately hugged my best friend and she hugged me back,
"I missed you so much Angela" I said when we were not hugging anymore
Me to
I gave her one last hug, said goodbye to Amanda and Abigail before we left. When we got out to the car, Edward instantly took the driver's seat and Rose got in the back. I got into the passenger seat and watched as Rose laid in the back seats, with her eyes closed
"Rose?" Edward asked
"Hmm?" she mumbled
"You okay?" he asked
"I'm fine," she said
She was not fine I knew that. When Edward drove off, he kept a firm grip on my hand and one on the steering wheel of his car. I knew she wished she could have children; learning about Abigail hurt her so much. She could never give children to her fiance and she felt so bad about that. I knew that if I could not give any more children or any children to Edward we would be devastated. We would have done whatever we could to have some children on our own, we probably would have adopted a child but it would not be the same….because the child is not yours.
Adopting children had always been my dream when I was younger, because I felt so bad for the kids. I felt bad that they did not have anyone to love them because their parents gave them up, for good or for not. When I was pregnant with Renesmee, James told me I had to consider adoption because I was only 18 years old. I told him to fuck off is he even thought of giving up my baby. He kept telling me through my pregnancy even after that, that I had to consider the options and see if she would have a better life being adopted.
I kept telling him 'no James' 'no James I won't', but did he listen? Not until he got an answer he liked, which ever came. When I went into labor while we were in Seattle he freaked out, panicking about how I was going to have my daughter in a car and something horrible was going to happen. After slapping him in the face to act up he rushed me to the Seattle hospital, I did not have my doctor but at that moment, I did not care.
After being in labor for 16 hours, Renesmee was born weighing at 7 pounds 8 ounces and 21 inches long. James had told me the day before that I had to give her up for adoption but when he saw after she was cleaned up, he was a goner. He was whipped and wrapped around her little finger the minute he held her, and knew she was not being put up for adoption and she deserved her family.
At first, the hospital thought James was Renesmee's daddy but I told them he was not, and never did tell them about Edward because they would laugh at me and tell me to tell them her real father's name so the spot was left blank. James told me he would take the role over as her father if he needed to but I told him not to….i just had a feeling.
Ya…I'm really glad that I have Edward back in my life.
So i lied, it wasn't this chapter that the tragic thing is happening and making you all hate me! It's next chapter, i just checked and you WILL HATE ME! guess what guys? 2 reviews to 400! I really want to hit 450 but i don't think that's going to happen unless all 178 people who have put this on alert decide to review for me and make my week start out good, and if you did i would be SO SO HAPPY!
I want to say, because i didn't pass my road test i will be out more making sure to do this all right, and my final exams are the last week of school (May 26-31) which means the week before will be ALL STUDYING! i cant deserve to fail any of my exams since I'm going to TTC (Tuscola Technology Center) next year and have to take all the required junior classes. The story is also almost done in my documents and I'm so sad :'( it makes me cry but it makes me happy to write a sequel after it's over.
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