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Ok, now here´s the chapter:
3rd persos P.O.V
"If you let me tell the story you will know it in a few minutes. Can I go on?", Levi asked.
"Sure, sorry for interrupting. Im just so … curious.", Shira aswered and rested her head again on Diegos paw.
Levi opened his maw and kept on telling the story…
Flashback starts again
Levi´s P.O.V
Levi and Leo lyed in the grass, not moving on single muscel. Completely silence surrounded them exept the noise of grass which got aten by some antelopes a few meters infront of them.
It was time for breakfast and Levi´s stomach was growling like a heavy thunder and he and Leo went out to hunt something on their favourite hunting place.
Leo was completely focused on his future meal and kept on reduceing the space between him and the antelopes very careful.
Levi was at that moment exactly the opposite of his friend. He was not able to focuse on his prey or his movements. His mind was completely employed with something else. Whith her.
Since Levi met her this morning he could not forget her. Well, they didn´t really meet but to see her from the distance was enough for him.
He was in love. Completely. Although the only thing he knew from her was how she looks like.
"Her grey-white fur which is booth a bit scary and mostly beautiful, her green saphire eyes, her tiny pink nose, … the way she sat on the edge of her cave. Yes, she is a perfect first saberess, a perfect mate…", Levi thought lost in fantasy, not looking at his sourroundings while sneaking up to the antelopes with Leo on his side.
Before Levi got back to reality it was too late. On step too much and he bumped with his head directly into a tree. The only tree in a space of 5 thousend square meters.
Birds were flying into the air, making lots of noise, when they felt Levi´s head knocking against the trees root.
Finally Levi was flashed back to reallity by the hard collision with the root and he moved dazed some steps back.
The antelopes immediately discovered the sabers and for a few moments they and Leo stared at Levi with a face that told "This must be the stupiest saber on the world." Then the antelopes ran away as fast as possible, leaving the two sabers behind them.
Levi lost his daze and recognised, that the antelopes were gone.
"Uhhhmmm … what happened?", he asked confused.
Leo slowly got up from his hiding position and walked up to him.
"YOU bumpet into the only tree in this extra wide weadow and of cours the antelopes heared it. OMG how stupid are you!? Where were you thouhts man?!", he asked very loud.
Levi lowered his head and blushed of his stupidity. He knew how much time it will take to find a new herd
"Sorry. I- I was…", he tried to say sorry but failed when Leo interrupted him.
"Let me guess, it´s because of her or?", Leo asked, this time with a much softer voice.
Levi looked at him with a small smile on his still blushing face. This answered Leo´s question.
"If you want to hunt without me, it´s ok I will…"
"Hey, stop. I´m not mad at you. I know how you feel like. … It´s love and sometimes it takes the upperhand of your mind. It could make you completely insane but can feel good at the same time. You will get used to it like I did with Selina.", Leo finished and smiled back to Levi.
"Ok", Levi simply said and his stomach growled again, that time much louder than the first time.
"Ok, here´s my idea. I will hunt for booth of us and you are going to still your love hungry. You know … intoducing you to her, whatching her and all the things I always do. In this time periode of beeing in love you are a bit useless for me so it would be easyier to hunt alone.", Leo said while smiling.
"You really would do that for me?!", Levi asked a bit incredulous what his friend offered to him. To hunt for two sabers means to hunt at least one big or two smaler antelopes what is quiet difficult.
"Sure, why not. You helped me often too and at least I´m yout friend.", Leo answered.
"Thanks, you are my best friend", Levi said and he started to walk back to the pack leaders cave.
Before Levi was able to see Ellaine´s cave he heard Ramons voice shouting loudly.
Levi decided to stay away of the cave, hiding in a bush.
"Don´t defend yourself. You know you don´t have any other opportunities. It´s for the pack! And know shut up!", Ramon commanded to someone in the cave.
Levi still didn´t know what he was talking about, so he just listened.
"No, I won´t do that. I don´t want this!", Levi heared Ellaine´s angry but still beautiful voice.
"I thought you love me but you are just loving your stupid pack. All you care about is your pack and what am I? Rubbish or what? Yes, maby you are a great pack leader like everyone call you but you are a bad friend the badest mate in the world. And now get off of me, you hurt me!", she shouted angry and Levi heard a loud yelp of pain from Ramon.
Levi finally realised what was happening inside their cave and his protector instincts rised inside him. He never would allow that something will happen to his big love, even she don´t know that he exists.
Levi never thought Ramon would do such a … such a bad thing. He always admired Ramon but from that moment he was nothing like air.
He was about to jump out of his hiding place when he saw Shira running out of her cave.
"E-Ellaine stay h-here! You k-know what will h-happen if you don´t.", Ramon shouted at her but she kept on running away, even don´t looking back at him. Levi saw she was crying while running and decided without hesitation to follow her, when she past him.
He jumped out of his hiding place and thank god Ramon still was inside his cave "Maybe he is injured", Levi thought and he also hoped it too.
He started to track her scent. It was really exciting to Levi. It smelled like … just like the best scent he ever smelled. It was just indescribably. You could compare it with the scent of a waterfall or a wide meadow full with flowers.
After perceived five hours of walking Levi finally catched up to her, finding her infront of a rock wall. Levi don´t know what to do, so he just watched her undetected from the back.
Elaine walked across the rock wall and suddenly she stopped. She was standing infront of a small pawprint which was much small than hers, maybe from a cub.
Slowly she held up her right paw and pressed it softly against the pawprint. She lowered her head and some tears started to flow over her cheek.
Levi heared her sobbing quietly, which felt for him like somone had rip out his heart and know was trampling on it.
He took all his courage together and let out a quiet "hi".
Elaine immediately switched tail and growled at him, even she was still crying at the same time.
"Who … w-who are you? H-have you followed me?!", she asked angrily, now trying to hid her tears behind her cold, icy voice.
"D-don´t worry, I´m not here to hurt you. I´m one of your herd members. May you saw me this morning.", Levi answered, still very shy.
Ellaine didn´t reply and just stared at him. Levi wished he would know what she thought in this moment.
"Does she think I´m just an insane saber who is spying other sabers or does she maybe feel the same way like I feel for her?", Levi thought while starring back at her eyes. They looked like two big, dark blue waterfalls and he got lost in them, until she turned her face back to the pawprint.
Levi walked up to her and sat down next to her. "Do you want to talk about it?", he asked with the softest voice as possible.
She lifted up her head and looked at him. "I had never told somebody that but … why shouldn´t I. Once I had a small, fine family. I lived with my mate Simon and my only cub Luca in these small cave…", she pointed at a small cave entrance some meters away, "… until some humans came and they killed Luca because of his pelt. Simon told me to run away as quick as possible and from that moment I never saw him again.", she finished her story.
Levi was shocked about what she told him. He stared at the pawprint which must be from her dead cub Luca.
"I´m so sorry.", Levi said and tried to comfort her whith lying his paw over her shoulder when tears again started to rise in her eyes.
Suddenly she made a small jump away from him.
"Sorry, you need personal space?", he asked and regretted his action.
"No, no it´s just…", she stopped, looking at her shoulder.
It took some time until Levi saw what the problem was. Her shoulders and her hole back was covered with big, long scars. Fortunately they were not too deep.
"Did he this to you?", Levi asked worried, staring at her scars.
Ellaine got a confused on her face and asked "How could you kn-…"
"I heard your conversation with Ramon. … If you want to call it conversation", he interrupted her.
She didn´t say any word and Levi saw that she felt very uncomfortable in her situation.
"Don´t worry I´m completely on your side and I will predent you from him if he will try this again.", Levi breaked the silence with a self confident voice, even he never fought another saber.
"You don´t understand! He´s my only chance to live a life which is halfway bearable.", Ellaine said, near shouting.
"Without him I had already died or had never found a pack again. … I don´t have a choice, ok?", she sighed sad and lowered her head.
"Once I really loved him but now … he is just my insurance to stay alive.", Ellaine completed.
Levi just sat next to her, wondering how she could live such a bad life.
"No, it´s not a life, it´s nothing. Just nothing. She is just a thing which belongs to Ramon. A thing what he could easily throw away in the rubbish. A thing, without any feelings and a thing which just has one function: making descendants.", Levi thought angrily but lost his anger immediately after he saw her scratches again.
And then he did something he never thought he would do it. It was compareable to an instinct. He leaned over to her and licked her scars, tasting the light flavour of blood inside his maw.
She twitched a bit after he touched her soft, beautiful fur but she didn´t jump back again. On the contrary, Levi was sure she was enjoying it after Ellaine slowly closed her eyes after a few moments and rested them on her paws while he kept on cleaning her dirty wounds.
After finishing he layed down next to her, feeling her warmth next to him. A fresh breez appeared and Levi saw her shivering a bit.
Softly he snuggled up closer to her, resting his head on her neck.
He felt so sorry for what had happen in her short life until now and everything he wanted was, that she feels better.
Ellaine opened her eyes and felt Levis soft head, resting on her neck protectively.
"Thank you...", she started her sentence.
"Levi.", and he finished it for her and smiled.
"No problem. Everything for you.", he said shyly.
"You know, you are the first person who ever cared about me? … Why are you not hating me like all the others hate me because of my fur?", Ellaine asked bewildered.
"Because I don´t care what colour your fur has, even it´s really beautiful. The most important things are your inner values, nothing else. And everybody who don´t see that is spiritually blind.", he answered, hoping she would feel better.
Ellaine didn´t say another word and she stayed silent. Levi wished he could see her face at this moment but his position didn´t allow that.
"Please say something. Just something. Had I said to much? Does she know my feelings about her? Does she think I´m just an insane saber who tries to have a girlfriend because everyone else in the pack has one?", he thought, not knowing what she will tell him in the next few sentences.
"Levi?", she finally asked and sat down infront of him.
"Yeah?", he answered, curious what she will ask him and he sat down too.
Ellaine made a short break and let out a sigh after she spoke up again with a very quiet but clear voice.
"Levi. It was really hard but I made my discision … and I would accept if you are saying no.", Ellaine started and Levi saw she was thinking of what she will say next.
"I don´t really know how I should say this but,-.
Ramon never will stop trying to become a father and if I don´t fulfill his demands he will kill me or I will got thrown out of the pack.
But the last thing I want is that my cubs are related with this … bastert.", she said and taking some deep breaths.
After some moments of heavy breathing and swallowing she spoke up again. Levi just listened.
"I - I know that sounds completely insane but I-, … L-levi I want you to be the father of my cubs.", Ellaine said and looked at Levi with the most pleeding view he ever had seen.
Levi completely didn´t know what to say.
"Having cubs with her … what better could happen?", Levi´s insticts told him but he also had a brain which was full with doubts.
He knew her since this morning and at the same day he should become her mate? … Doing it with her?
Levi knew this would be one of the most important decision in his life … but what if it´s wrong?
"What if Ramon will find it out? What will he do to him and Ellaine if he does? What if something will happen to his cubs like to Ellaine´s?", Ramon still worriedly thought until now for more than 30 seconds.
Ellaine saw Levi´s face like she knew what he was thinking and tears started to appear in her eyes.
"Levi, … please. I need someome. … I need you", she whimpered quietly and tried to hold her tears back.
Her ears slowly dropped and she lowered her head.
Her sad voice finally did it to Levi and he made his discision.
He told her his answer with a soft lick over her forehead up to her fluffy ears.
Levi knew his heart made this decision and not his mind, but in this moment his love was thousend times bigger than his mind.
Ellaine got her smile back on her beautiful face and the two vanished inside Ellaine´s old cave where noone could disturb them.
The day pasted and in the evening the two sabers went back to their pack.
"Thx for everything.", Ellaine said and she gave Levi a small lick over his face and ran off to her cave."
"No problem, and please be carefull.", Levi replied and hoped she will be all right this night. He knew what will happen to her, but he promised her not to intervene, even this was very hard.
A/N: Thx for reading although this chapter was longer than the others. I tried to finish the backstory in this chapter but I don´t wanted that this chapter will be too long. Sorry :) I promise I will finish it in the next chapter.
The story should focus on the things which are happening to the herd and between the herd members (mostly Diego and Shira) so I tried to put not too much detailes in this flashback. But as you can see I still have to many words. XD.
Finally I want to ask, if you guys want detailed love/sexual scenes in this story? If nobody writes a "yes" or "no" in his/her review I will take this as a "no". If you want one, just leave a review and maybe I´m going to put one in, but I don´t promise.
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