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WARNING: TRIGGERING THEMES SUCH AS DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE. PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU WILL BE OFFENDED!

Phil's POV

I tried to sleep, but the voices drowned everything out. I was drowning.

A little while later, I was finally able to get Dan to get up. He took a shower and went into the living room. However, I stayed in my room. I threw on jeans and sweatshirt and sat down at my desk. Tears steadily streamed down my face as the voices screamed. They screamed louder and louder in my ears, taking over all thoughts. I shakily sighed. I couldn't handle it anymore. I was weak, pathetic. My hands shook even more as I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. I carefully wrote what I wanted to say and slipped the paper into a small envelope.

My whole body shook as a grabbed Lion and my note. I slipped it into Dan's laptop, knowing he'd see it soon. I made my way into the living room as calmly as I could and sat down next to Dan. He looked up from his phone and glanced down at my sneakers.

"Where are you going Phil?" he asked searching my eyes.

"I'm just going for a walk," I said. I tried to keep my voice as steady as possible.

"Oh umm... alright. Phil please be careful. Okay?"

I nodded and leaned in, giving him a long kiss. I savored the sweet taste of his soft warm lips before pulling back. I couldn't let anything stop me.

"Dan... I love you," I said standing up.

"I love you too," he said giving me a soft smile. I looked into his gorgeous brown eyes one last time, before making my way to the door. I stepped into the hallway and quickly made my way downstairs. I stepped out into the cold winter air and looked up at the apartment building. The tears started to flow over, but I took a deep breath and started down the street.

Dan's POV

As the door slammed shut, I started to worry about Phil. Do you ever get that feeling in your gut that you know is trying to tell you something, but you just don't know what? I sighed. You're being stupid. He's just going for a walk. There's nothing to worry about. I stood up and walked to my bedroom. I grabbed my laptop and plopped down on my bed. As I lifted the cover, a small envelope sat on the keyboard. My heart plummeted as I shot up, tearing open the letter.

Dear Dan,

I've written this letter a million times before, but I could never get the words quite right. Dan, you were the one bright light in my life. I know that sounds cheesy, but it's true. You encouraged me to be a better person everyday, and I will always be grateful for that. Please just know that this wasn't your fault. You were always there for me and I know you tried to help. The thing is, I'm just unfixable. All I do is hold you back. Please promise me that you won't let my death stop you. You should continue on with YouTube and the radio show, because you truly have something special. You meant the world to me, and you always will. I love you.

-Phil

The second I read the first sentence, I sprinted out of the room, sobs racking through my body. I had to save him... I had to. I grabbed my sneakers and ran out the door, still clutching the letter in my hand. During the elevator ride, I slipped on my sneakers and read the rest of the letter. Each word, another piece of my heart fell. The second the doors opened, I sprinted outside and looked around frantically. I spotted Phil about a block down and sprinted. I pushed people aside and knocked people's bags out of the way. I didn't care. The one thing that mattered was getting to Phil.

I was about 20 feet away from him when he stepped to the edge of the curb and took a deep breath. I saw Lion in his hand. I pushed my legs as fast as they would go and ignored the burning feeling in my lungs. Right as Phil stepped into the street, I grabbed him and ripped him back to the curb.

Phil's POV

I took a deep breath. Calm down Phil. This is what you wanted. Everything will be fine. You can be happy and you can leave this person behind... forget. Taking one last breath, I stepped out onto the street. But before I could do anything, I felt a pair of arms grab me from behind. I fell back to the side walk and looked over at who had pulled me away from my fate. I felt my heart tearing in two when I saw Dan standing over me, tears streaming down his face. I quickly got up and tried to get onto the street again, but Dan was prepared. He wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed. I tried to pull away from him, but he was holding on as if he'd never let go.

"Dan! Please!" I shouted, still trying to break free.

"No! I'm not letting you do it Phil!" he shouted.

"Dan!" He would be so much better off with out me. Why was he doing this? All I've done is mess up his life. Dan forced me away from the street. All movement around us has stopped. No cars were moving and no one dared to walk away. A horrible sob ripped through my body as I collapsed to my knees. Dan came down with me and wrapped me in his arms, but I pushed him away.

"Phil calm down." The tears were flowing freely from both of us as my breathing quickened. My body shook violently as my thoughts became foggy.

"Shhh Phil... it's alright." He took me in his arms and cradled me.

"D-Dan. I'm so- I didn't-"

"Phil its okay," he said quietly looking down at me. He pushed my hair out of my face and wiped my tears gently.

"Wise men say, only fools rush in," Dan sang shakily. I finally looked up into his big brown eyes, full of sorrow. Guilt coursed through my body but his singing immediately started calming me down.

But I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?

Would it be a sin

If I can't help falling in love with you

His voice cracked on the last word and he broke down. I reached up and wiped away a tear. He tried to sing the next line, but he just cried more. So I continued for him.

Like a river flows, surely to the sea

Dan looked down at me in shock. He'd never heard me sing before.

Darling so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand, take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

For I can't help falling in love with you

Dan finished the last two lines with me. He gently pressed a small kiss to my forehead and stood up, pulling me with him. He wrapped his arm around me and I leaned into him for support. Without a word, we started making our way home.