Disclaimer: If Glee was mine, I'd have to get used to people wanting to touch me when we don't know each other ... Well finally, it's not so bad.
Come on, a little more patience ... Just a little, I promise, the unsustainable wait is almost over. At the same time, that half of you be honest, at the beginning you didn't even think just imagine those two together and now I've done my job so well that you can't wait any longer that they see, too, that they are made for each other.
I wanted to wait a little longer before posting this chapter, just to balance a little the time of wait but ... I can't help but share as soon as I have something ready. So here it is.
Previously on 'The Rose and The Fox'
Sebastian has successfully failed the admission to Princeton. Bye bye the pressure on his shoulders by his father, he entered the University of Chicago. In law even though it's not necessarily exactly what he wanted to do himself. Let's say it's a compromise.
Dave changed his mind a little about his future career; he eventually chose to study to become a teacher. So he begins his year at Loyola University in Chicago. Good news then, the two friends are studying in the same city. And Dave met Logan during his summer courses. They dated a month before Sebastian did meet Logan returning from his vacation in France.
Between Kurt and Blaine, the break up is consummated; Kurt dates Adam whom he met at NYADA coming to pick up Rachel to have lunch with her one day. Adam being a little older, he turns out to give good advice in certain situations.
The summer had passed smoothly to Sebastian and Dave. Despite the recent relationship between Dave and Logan, they had managed to arrange time together. Nothing had really changed between them. Sebastian had asked Logan to make him discover the best gay bars in the city and he had resumed partying, sometimes alone, sometimes with the couple. He had returned to his old habits, except that the guys with whom he was dancing in Chicago were much less creepy than those in Lima. The clubs of the city being less shabby that the Scandals.
When they were together, he always left along with Dave and Logan, alone. And when he was going alone, he never said he had brought someone at his or that he had quickly screwed a guy in the toilet, but he told all the men with whom he had danced with this suggestive tone he had given so much time in Lima that the other two assumed that was the case.
Logan didn't really mind. Or rather, he found it well convenient to see that Sebastian was apparently a whore, maybe so he wouldn't approach too close to his boyfriend. Dave, he was a bit worried about his best friend. He listened to the stories of Sebastian and although he never talked about having sex with these guys, he regularly repeated him some safety precautions: Never accept a drink from a stranger if it wasn't laid by the bartender himself, never leave his drink unattended ... no, actually, don't drink at all, even the bartender can be a pervert in cahoots with an asshole who wants to abuse him. But above all, that he slept with as many guys he wanted, he was young after all, it was now or never for this, but always use protection.
Laugh at him if you want, but Sebastian was his closest friend and even if he refused to judge his way of life, he didn't want to lose him because he'd have made a bad encounter in a bar or had caught a disease.
Before the fall had arrived, they had entered a routine all three. Dave and Logan had their evenings alone together and met Sebastian once or twice a week to hang out or to watch a game on TV.
Dave hadn't really paid attention, but since Logan had met Sebastian, he was much clingier to his boyfriend. He wanted to spend more time with him, leaving few free evenings to Dave, or not at all. He always insisted on coming along whenever he heard the name of Sebastian appear in Dave's plans of evenings. In fact, even if he talked about going for a drink with Jenny, Logan was suspicious and asked to come.
They had nearly become one of those symbiotic couples who can't take a step one without the other. But subconsciously, Dave had laid the blame on the passion of their fresh relationship and didn't really think about it. Anyway, he loved spending time with his boyfriend, so everything was fine.
For his part, Sebastian would have liked to have his best friend for himself from time to time, to be able to talk to him freely about his life, his law course that bored him a little when he had spent the summer having fun writing, his father putting him under pressure because he hadn't get in to Princeton, his sister he was missing more and more even if they talked regularly. But Logan was always there. He made an effort to appreciate the other boy for Dave's sake, but he couldn't chase of his head that there was something odd about their relationship.
Logan shared the feeling about the relationship between his boyfriend and his so-called best friend. To him, Dave and Sebastian sometimes acted like an old married couple. Sebastian had always Dave's favorite ice cream flavor in the freezer for their late night TV, Dave checked regularly if Sebastian was fine and hadn't been carved up in an alley by one of his one-night stands, Sebastian had this irritating habit to stroke Dave's nape without thinking about it, Dave was worried about whether Sebastian slept well and hadn't too many nightmares. In short, they knew each other from the beginning of time and Logan was feeling put aside.
Besides with Sebastian's habit of having sex with everything in sight, he was afraid Dave would end up succumbing if it hadn't already happened. The doubt gnawed him more and more.
On the anniversary of their four-month relationship, a record for each of them, Logan invited Dave to the restaurant and then, as it fell on a Friday and that Dave's roommate was away for the weekend with his family, the young man dragged his boyfriend in his small dorm room.
"Are you sure that your roommate is not going to come back?" Logan asked a little worried.
"Sure and certain, he never misses Church on Sunday when he goes home on the weekends, which means we won't see him until Sunday afternoon." Dave replied, drawing his boyfriend to his bed.
Dave slowly unbuttoned Logan's shirt, accompanying his movements of his lips against the tense muscles of his boyfriend. He finally threw the shirt off, pressed himself against Logan to kiss him, sliding one leg between his thighs. He felt his lover's cock against his thigh and a groan filled the room. Dave ran his fingers along Logan's arm while their tongues danced a mad dance between their lips.
Dave pressed his fingers into the small of the back of Logan, pulling him a little more against him, gently rocking his hips against him. Each friction against their strained cocks tearing groans from them mingling into their passionate kiss.
Dave slid his fingers on Logan's belly and began to unbutton his pants and slide it down his thighs. He let out a grunt of satisfaction when he saw that his boyfriend was wearing absolutely nothing under his pants. The jeans slid to the ankles of Logan who removed it and kicked it away. Dave took his boyfriend's dick in hand and stroked it a few times, the other boy moaning in pleasure at the contact.
The young naked man was pushed gently yet firmly on the bed where he fell, sitting on the edge. Dave looked him in the eyes, spreading his legs and slowly falling to his knees while dropping a trail of kisses and licks along the chest and abdomen of the other man.
He lingered a little to his navel, by playing his tongue into the hollow. He looked up at Logan who was watching him, full of desire. Dave reached into the nightstand near the bed, rummaged in the drawer to find what he wanted and that he waved triumphantly: a flavored condom.
He pulled it out of its package and with a dexterous hand, unrolled it on the hard-on rising up in front of his face. Without leaving Logan's eyes, he took the base of his cock in one hand and slowly slid his tongue over its entire length, ending with the head.
"Oh yes, David, like that."
Dave continued to run his tongue against the tense cock of the other boy, almost painfully slowly, without really adding pressure to his movements, building up the desire in his partner. He alternated between light kisses along the tense length and small licks. Logan clutched to the sheets next to his thighs, a mess of moans escaping his lips and filling the small room.
"More, please David."
The kneeling boy rolled his tongue around his boyfriend's cock head, his eyes raised to those full of lust of Logan. He spit a little more, to make his strokes smoother. His hand on the swollen member, he pumped slowly while his tongue pressed against the sensitive head.
Logan couldn't take more; it was both delicious and not enough. He was dying to feel Dave's lips slide around his cock, to feel his tip hit against the inner cheeks of his lover. He tried to give a little jerk to sink into the warmth of the mouth of the other boy when he gently sucked the head, but Dave kept his hands firmly on his hips.
"Eager." Dave said with a smile after releasing Logan's dick with an obscene sucking sound while continuing to stroke him slowly.
"Yes, you have no idea how good it is to feel your mouth around my cock."
"Yes, I guess it must be about the same as when your mouth is around mine."
"No, I'm sure it's better, you're good at it you know?"
"If you say so." Dave eluded before giving a new lick over Logan's head.
"Please, blow me." Logan begged, running his fingers through Dave's hair.
"It seems to me that this is exactly what I was doing."
"No, you were teasing me."
Without warning, Dave came back to Logan's crotch and slowly took his cock between his lips; letting it sink in as far as he could fit in his mouth.
"Oh yes, that's it, just like that."
Dave was feeling cramped in his clothes, with his free hand he unbuttoned his pants and freed his cock, moaning in relief around Logan's cock. The moan sent vibrations in the member of the latter who felt flashes of pleasure through his body.
"Yes, again." Logan encouraged.
Dave began a slow back and forth around the cock of his boyfriend who accompanied his movements with his hands buried in his hair. With one hand Dave stroked what of Logan's cock didn't fit into his mouth and with the other, he began to wank himself, moaning with pleasure.
"Oh yes, that's it, jerk you off baby, it's too good when you give yourself some pleasure while you blow me."
Dave continued his movements, feeling the cock between his lips shudder. He sped up a little, then more and more.
"Yes, that's it, like that, I'm gonna come baby."
Dave redoubled his effort until he felt the member in his mouth vibrating, a hoarse cry leaving Logan's throat. He slowed his movements, sucking slowly but firmly his boyfriend through his orgasm.
He let the cock slowly softening slip of his lips. He removed the condom, tied it and threw it in the trash. He gently cleaned the remnants of cum with a tissue from the box he kept next to his bed, curled it into a ball and threw it too. He slowly slid along the body of Logan who was lying to kiss him, his still alive erection sticking against the thigh of the young man.
"Let me take care of this for you." Logan whispered in his ear, sliding a hand between them to capture his dick.
Dave let out a muffled moan of pleasure at the contact of his lover's hand on him. Logan pushed him gently on his back and knelt between his thighs. He stroked his hand back and forth along the erect cock, varying the pressure. With his other hand, he rolled Dave's balls between his fingers. Logan was looking at his boyfriend, lost in the pleasure he was giving him, eyes closed focused on pleasure.
Logan nervously bit his lip and took advantage of the welfare mood of his lover to try something. He gently let a finger slip between Dave's cheeks and brush the puckered skin around his little hole. Dave's whole body tensed and his eyes opened wide almost horrified. Dave seized Logan's wrist and pushed his hand firmly.
"Why?" Logan asked almost hurt.
"I ... I already told you. I ... I don't want this, that's all."
"OK, I promise, I won't do it again."
Logan returned to his strokes encircling his fingers a little more around Dave's cock from which a few drops of pre-cum already escaped that he collected with his thumb to use as a lubricant, making his movements easier. He stroked the sensitive head with thumb repeatedly making Dave writhe in pleasure.
Then he shook his fist harder around his cock and began to stroke increasingly quick. Dave was giving erratic thrusts accompanying Logan's movements and suddenly, without warning, he sent long white spurts over Logan's fingers and their chests. Logan continued to stroke him, making sure to collect all the seed from Dave.
He grabbed a tissue, cleaned his fingers and their chests and threw before coming to snuggle against his boyfriend who was trying to catch his breath slowly.
Maybe the quiet of Dave's dorm room just after sex was not the best time for it, but Logan had watched Dave and Sebastian for a while now and he could no longer keep it to himself.
"Did you ever have sex with Sebastian?" he dropped like a bomb, his head resting against Dave's shoulder.
"What? Why do you ask?"
"Just answer me David, it's not a complicated question."
"No, we never had sex together. We're just friends Logan."
"It seems that this isn't the kind of thing that stops him. The first thing he asked me when he knew that I grew up here is the addresses of the best gay bars."
"I don't see well the connection there, Logan."
"You'll end up fucking with him. He's handsome, he's got confidence, and he screwed all the gays that Ohio counts and probably already half of Chicago. You'll want to have a taste of his experience one day or another. "
"You tell nonsense now Logan."
"But yes you're already like an old couple. You'll end up having sex. But be careful David, once he got you, you'll be like all the others. He'll have managed to fuck you and he'll let you down. I care about you David; I'll never push you to do what you don't want. But if you cheat on me, it's over."
"Will you please stop? I have not cheated on you, I won't cheat on you."
"He'll manage. I see how he looks at you, he will succeed."
"You should go Logan."
"You dump me, that's it? You just realized that I'm right and you're going to..."
"Shut up before you say something you'll regret. Just ... go home. Call me when you're calmed down."
"Oh yes, well, okay. Just tell me, do you at least love me just a little or is it that when I touch you, you imagine that it's him? Are you just practicing to give the perfect blowjob for when it'll be him? It's for him huh, that you want to keep your pretty little ass virgin and pure."
"That's enough now." Dave cut off standing up and picking up Logan's clothes on the floor to give them to him. "Go away. Go to think about what you say. Because now you're saying just about anything and you know it."
"You see, you can't even tell me that you love me."
"It has nothing to do with Sebastian. It's just too early." Dave said while Logan was getting dressed wildly.
"Yeah, right." Logan dropped in his way out.
Dave collapsed on his bed, swallowing somehow the tears that threatened to spill. He sighed and grabbed his cell phone in the pocket of his pants next to the bed; he scrolled through his contacts and pressed the call button.
"David. It's been long since we hadn't talked. How are you?" the voice on the other end of the line gleefully inquired.
"We just had a fight with Logan." Dave dropped coldly.
"Oh. You wanna talk about it?"
"Yes. No. I don't know. Later maybe."
"Okay. Uh ... so."
"Tell me how it is New York, NYADA, your life?"
"Oh well ... that's cool. Kurt helped me a little at first, he showed me the city. Adam helped me find my way at NYADA. He's pretty cool actually. I struggled at first because it was hard to see him with Kurt, but actually he's really nice. My parents pay for the apartment while I'm in school, so I don't need to have a room on campus. And uh ... I met someone. Colin. He's a freshman at NYADA too."
"Oh great, you'll have introduce us."
"We're going slowly for now but yes, if it lasts a bit, I'll introduce you."
"So Kurt and you, it's really over."
"Yes. That's how it is, you rarely spend your life with your first love. I try to move on. At least we managed to stay friends. I can't fix what I've done to him, but it's good to have him in my life anyway."
"Everyone thought you were soul mates and that you'd be together until the end."
"And everyone thinks that Sebastian and you are made for each other and yet you date Logan."
"He thinks I'm going to have sex with Sebastian." Dave suddenly dropped. "He thinks that Sebastian wants to draw me in his bed and that he will succeed. He said horrible things. That I'll cheat or dump him to have sex with my best friend. And that when it's done, Sebastian will let me down as he does with all his hook ups. He ... he accused me to think about Sebastian when he touches me. He even thinks that if I don't want to ... go all the way with him, it's because I save myself for Sebastian. It was horrible."
"Oh. "
"Yes, oh! He accused me of not being able to tell him that I love him. But it's still too early, it's just too early. I care about him but I don't know yet if I love him, I don't want to tell him if I'm not sure that's true. "
"Honestly David, I think Sebastian wants to have sex with you."
"What? But what happens to you all today?"
"Wait, don't get mad, and let me talk. I think he wants to have sex with you, but I also think he does n't even realize himself. Or that he forbids himself to think about it because he's afraid. And maybe one day you'll end up having sex, but I don't think he'd let you down after. And most importantly, I think he won't do anything to draw you in his bed while you have a boyfriend, even if he realizes that he craves it. He respects you too much for that. I know what reputation he has, but it's blindingly obvious that he cares about you."
"So that's it huh, no one will let me live my story with Logan because I'm destined to end up fucking with Sebastian? What do I do myself? I dump Logan just because, maybe, Sebastian wants me and maybe one day he will eventually realize it? It turns into big anything. And if I don't feel like it? If Sebastian is my best friend and nothing more? Nobody cares."
"I didn't say that. Look, let Logan a little time to calm down. Think about what can scare him in your relationship with Sebastian. If you're still as tactile, I can understand why Logan is jealous."
"Yeah. It was not a reason to insult my best friend."
"People say stupid things when they're afraid for their couple. Give him some time, talk."
"Yeah, probably. Thank you Blaine."
"You're welcome, no problem. You know you can count on us if it goes wrong."
"I know yes. Thank you."
Dave hung up and sighed. He stared at the screen of his cell phone for several minutes, and then he scrolled again his contact list.
Dave to Sebastian: Do you want to have sex with me?
Sebastian to Dave: Don't you have a boyfriend for that?
Dave to Sebastian: Answer at least
Sebastian to Dave: No, seriously Pooky, did Logan make you drink too much or what?
Dave to Sebastian: Just answer
Dave's phone rang, Sebastian's smile flashing on the screen. He hit 'reply' sighed and brought the device to his ear.
"No, really, what happens to you there Pooky? I thought you had to spend the evening with Logan."
"That's what we did, until he lost his mind. According to him I'll inevitably end up cheating on him with you because you want to have sex with me and you can have anyone you want."
"What?"
"And Blaine thinks he's right. Well, not on everything but he thinks you want to sleep with me."
"And since when he reads in my head the small curly? But seriously, they think they know what I want better than me?"
"Don't get mad Bass."
"That I don't get mad? Excuse me but I am suspected of trying to steal you from your boyfriend, I think I have the right to get upset a little right?"
"What about me? My boyfriend gave me a crisis for a fault that I haven't committed. What should I say?"
"I don't know Vid."Sebastian sighed. "Maybe we give him reason to be afraid. I mean, you and I know we're just friends and nothing more, but maybe in what we do together, without realizing it, we send him another message."
"No, not you please." Dave muttered.
"I'm just trying to help."
"I know, but it's so unfair everything that he told me. I don't know how I can reassure him. "
"I don't know Vid, I don't know. I shall remind you that I'm not a reference in couple relationships."
"I know. Good night Bass."
"Good night Vid."
After that, Logan and Dave had reconciled and things had gone quite well with each other for a while. Logan tried to control his jealousy and on his side, Dave had made efforts to be a little less close to Sebastian.
Until Thanksgiving. Logan had stayed in Chicago with his family while Dave had returned to Lima to spend the holidays with his father. And as Sebastian wouldn't spend that day with his own family, his father being on a business trip as usual and his sister not having any vacation at this time of the year as Thanksgiving is not celebrated in France, he was invited to spend the week with the Karofsky family.
When they came back, Dave and Logan had had another fight about Sebastian and Logan had finally put an ultimatum to Dave: he or Sebastian.
Dave had therefore ended up making a choice, not that he wanted to choose, but if he refused to cut ties with his best friend, his boyfriend would have left him. So in the end, he didn't really have a choice, he had to choose.
We don't always make the right choices in life. Dave felt he had to go through with his love story. He couldn't risk missing out on the man of his life if Logan proved to be this one. So he had cut ties with Sebastian. There were many tears on both sides, once Dave had left from Sebastian's after explaining that they shouldn't see each other anymore.
But Sebastian being the supportive friend he was, he did his best not to show his sorrow to his best friend. He had held back tears and collapsed when the door was closed. Dave had managed to hold back but had spent the evening alone in his room and cried himself to sleep.
Sorry, sorry, sorry. Please let me live. I promise you it'll get better in the end. Anyway, let's be honest, if you kill me, there will be no one to arrange the situation.
