Dianna and Sam were walking down the hall after rehearsal that day when Dianna decided she needed to go to the restroom. She told Sam she'd catch up with him later. He left and she went into the women's restroom where she sat on the floor. She was dizzy and knew she needed to eat because her kidneys were telling her that. She was colder than usual and the bathroom was cold and quiet.

Or maybe not she thought as she heard retching come from one of the stalls.

"Um," she began not sure how to begin, "are you ok?"

Well that was obviously a stupid question to ask.

"No I'm sick what do you think?" amber called back.

"Yeah that makes 2 of us. And sorry….sorry," Dianna held her hands up in defense even though she knew amber couldn't see it.

Ambers face twisted into confusion; "Dianna?"

"Yeah it's me."

"Oh. How was rehearsal?"

"Ok we didn't get much done. We have 3 new members all girls. They auditioned."

"Oh. What are you sick with?"

"i. I have, an eating disorder."

"Oh is that why you're so thin?"

"Hey," Dianna said with a note of warning.

"Sorry it's just. Kinda noticeable."

"Yeah? Well you've gained weight."

"Thank you now I feel like a complete fukin cow. Well I'm pregnant Dianna."

"Oh…..wow. shit," Dianna said softly.

"Yeah."

"How far along?"

"A couple months."

"Who else knows?"

"Just my brother. And well, you, now."

"Oh. I hope you don't get kicked out," Dianna told her remembering that her parents had kicked he rout last year after Cory had told them through song that she was pregnant.

"Yeah me too….and. that's all you can say?"

"Well what do you?-" Dianna softened, "have you been to the doctors?"

"Yeah my brother's been taking me."

"Oh. Who was it?"

"Not anyone in the club. Though I almost wish it was. Remember that party we all went to during the summer?"

"It was him?" Dianna was surprised.

She remembered an older guy taking her friend by the hand and leading her upstairs.

Amber nodded with tears in her eyes though she knew Dianna couldn't see her nod.

"Oh god….amber."

"i….i know. Don't tell. Ok?"

"I won't."