I remember that night so clearly. I had took to living in a cabin in the middle of nowhere with my husband. So the only two people who knew where I was were Azazel and Gabriel. I was sleeping when I started to hear banging on my door. The whole cabin was warded so that only I could get in. Well only Nephilim can get in unless I let them in. I may not have need much sleep but that doesn't mean that I like to be woken up.

"Alright, alright I am coming, hold your horses." I yelled well slowly making my way to the door. I knew that I had to play this smart so I looked through the peephole to see Gabriel holding something to his chest. "What is the magic word?"

"I don't have time for you to be difficult. Now let me in."

"Well someone is grumpy," I mumbled well pulling him in.

"Where is Sleipnir?"

"He is asleep, you and I both know he could sleep through a bomb going off." I then got a better look at what he was holding. Nothing could have prepared me for what he would bring in with him. As I got a better look at what he was holding shock me. "Gabe why do you have a baby?"

"He is my son." He whispered.

"Why did you bring him here?"

"I need your help." The look of need in his eye was truly heartbreaking.

"Uncle you know we can't keep him with us. As much as I would love to times have changed and unlike when you toke me in. He can't fight if things get bad. I know you did your best with me but we were always on the move and when we weren't we were training. He deserves a life that isn't on the run," I told Gabriel.

"I know," he mumbled well looking down at the bundle in his arms.

"I know that you feel already a strong bond with your son believe me I know. It is the exact same way I feel with my dad but we have to let him go. We can still see him but he can't know us in till the time is right."

"Where would you have us take him?"

"I know a hunter, someone who will not hurt him for what he is but will know what to expect. She got out sometime ago. Has a husband and a kid that know nothing about what is truly out there. I meet her when she came across a rogue demon near where she lived. She knew I wasn't human but she never came after me. Her name is Mary Winchester. You and this little one can stay here well I go talk to her." And with that I teleported away to near a house where a mother was making lunch for her four year old. Which I then knocked on her door. She answer quickly.

"You."

"Hello Mary, would you be able to talk. It is a very urgent matter that I believe you could help with…" at her uneasy face I continued. "I promise that if you don't like what I have to say I will leave and never bother you or your family ever again." She looked as though she was thinking it over before she moved aside allowing me to come in.

"Who she mom?" a young Dean asked.

"She is an old friend." After we were away from the boy we started to talk.

"Well as you know I am not human, at least not fully. I'm a Nephilim, half angel half human, and I have been on the run for a very long time. The only reason I was able to survive was because of my uncle Gabe. You see the act of creating a Nephilim and being one is a huge crime. I've come to you because my cousin isn't as far as long as I was. He is but a baby well I was but a few years off of gaining my powers. You see Nephilim are basically human for the first sixteen years of life with a few oddities. We can't protect him so I am asking you to. I know that it is a lot to ask but if we are found out he would not be able to fight."

"How would you have me explain this to my husband and son?" She questioned.

"Well I can either alter their memories or you can say you wanted to adopt him and your husband agreed. The first one would be harder but safer well the second would be easier but riskier but I will sort out the paperwork for whatever you chose. We will both check in when we can even if you can't see us and when the time is right we will tell him the truth."

"I'll do it." she said after thinking it over.

"Thank you. You are doing something great for all three of us." We talked it over for a little while longer. We decided we would make it look like he was her and John's kid. Altering all those people's memories would have me and Gabriel up all night but it would be worth it. I put everything into order, making up a nursery and baby proofing the house, I called Gabriel. When he got there he looked so sad. He held the sleeping baby close to his chest with no want to let go.

"Gabe I know that this is extremely hard for you but it is our only choice. We keep him he grows up on the road, afraid with a complicated life. And before you say we could go to Vortex, we are known as pagan. Showing up with an angelic kid would raise problems. And at the mansion he would be in danger if anyone found out where it is. This is the best choice, giving him, his best chance and it won't be forever. What is sixteen years for us?" He then slowly handed me my nameless baby cousin which I then handed to Mary.

"What is his name?" She asked well she looked at the boy.

"I hadn't thought of one," he mumbled.

"Well I was going to name my second child after my father, Samuel."

"That is a good name with a good meaning. Can I hold him one last time?" Mary looked at me as if to ask if it was a good idea. I gave her a nod and she hand him back to his dad.

"If you were to stay with me this world would see you broken if not dead, for what you were born for they believe your kind to be evil but that is not true. I will watch over you till the day you can come back to me, Sammy." The love in his eyes was so pure. I knew he would have made a good father not only because he was to me and cause of the love in his eyes. Sam was supposed to come back to us after living a white fence life for sixteen years instead He was turned into a hunter. We had thought about taking him back after Mary's death but we knew that we couldn't do it with the demons watching. So I made the order that I would follow him around personally and the only one that dared question me was Azazel but he was alright with my answer of it being an experiment. I knew that something was up when he didn't start showing signs at sixteen we knew something was up but there had been cases of Nephilims that got their powers when they were still a child, like me as I got my at the age of five despite what I told Mary, but there were also cases of them being powerless till mid to late twenties. So I let it slid I shouldn't have but I did. Even after that case were Meg got involved. I did nothing and Sam was going to pay the price. The boys went on a few more cases without me. I said that I need to train a bit before I got back into the field. After getting my car from Bobby's I set up at the roadhouse, keeping my ears open and training with Jo.