OK, first a few words. To be quite honest I had no idea how I was going to go along with this. I worked out the first like three chapters and then I winged it from there. Same thing with the MPREG. I didn't know that I was going to do that until I already did it. It was the first thing the popped into my head! Plus like I said I did that at 12 in the morning so I was slightly out of it and I didn't have any other ideas so Please don't kill me in my sleep guys. The MPREG thing just . . . happened *hangs head in shame* BUT trust me it gets better! And just so you guys know, I wasn't neglecting you on purpose. I'm an idiot and can't keep my grade in Spanish higher than a D and even now I'm failing so I was booted off the computer for the last few weeks. The only reason I was allowed back on in the first place is because I brought up 2 C's. So, you guys can whack me in the head when ever you feel like, just don't kill me other wise you won't know what will happen, lol. So here you go guys! :)))
Akihito never thought he would be this nervous about a surgery. Ever since he was young he was prone to getting hurt and into trouble. He's had surgery for a broke calf, a fractured femur, a broken arm, and even a cracked skull, but for some reason he was nervous despite all the times he's been hurt. And he's not even hurt this time! As he sat in a room waiting for the doctor to put me to sleep, Asami held his hand.
"You can still back out of this." This is all Akihito's been hearing for the last few days. Asami just would not give up.
"I'm not going to back out now. I know what I'm doing and I won't have any regrets." There are times Akihito kind of liked Asami worrying about him but this was just ridiculous. Asami was always trying to convince him that it was alright if he wanted the kid but every time Asami told him that it just made Akihito want to get rid of it sooner. Ever since they agreed that they would try, Akihito had become slightly excited.
Maybe this would be interesting. And to be quite honest, he really wanted to see how Asami would act with a kid running their lives. Akihito remembered how he used to babysit the neighborhood kids for money to get his cameras and his equipment. For him, this should be breeze, but it was the way Asami would handle having a kid running around his feet that he was most interested in seeing.
Just then the doctor came in asked that Akihito follow him into the next room to put him to sleep. He got up with Asami right on his heels, holding him around the waist, possessively. Asami was ready to kill someone if something went wrong with the surgery. He'd never admit it but he was slightly weary about Akihito getting an abortion.
When he was on the phone with the doctor setting up the appointment, the doctor had told him to make sure that this was what Akihito really wanted. When he asked why the doctor had told him that many women who have gotten an abortion felt relieved at first but then would most likely fall into a slight depression because they would start to wonder what would it have been like if they kept the baby and then would start to feel regret.
Asami knew what would happen and was slightly prepared for what was to come if this were to happen but he honestly didn't think he would been able to handle Akihito if this was to happen. Akihito didn't know this, but while he slept Asami would sit awake and imagine what it would be if Akihito were to go into depression. He was unsure what he would do if Akihito lost the fire in his eyes because of something like this.
It was one of the reasons Asami was attracted to him. One of the reasons but not the main reason. That reason he was still unsure of himself.
If Akihito did fall into a depression, though, he knew for a fact that he not just toss the boy to the side. He would stand by and try to comfort him as best he could. He really did have feelings for him, and nothing could ruin that.
As Akihito sat there and was injected with a sedative, he could feel that Asami was tense but what for exactly, he had no idea. All he knew was that the thing inside of him was going to be taken out and he was grateful for it. It made Akihito sick every time he thought about the fact that he was currently carrying some other persons child that he didn't even know. Akihito couldn't wait for this whole nightmare to be over.
Asami sat by Akihito's bed as they waited for the drug to kick in. Asami would not let go of Akihito's hand and stroked the dirty blond locks away from Akihito's hazel eyes. Akihito was in slight bewilderment at Asami's actions. He was so gentle and kind. This was defiantly not the yakuza he had once hate and now come to feel for.
Slowly, but surely, Akihito fell asleep to Asami's gentle touch and was actually really grateful the he was there to be there for him. As soon as Akihito was in a deep sleep, Asami went and got the doctor so Akihito could be taken to emergency room. The doctor instructed that Asami was to stay outside and assured him that there was no danger toward Akihito what so ever.
So, for the next hour Asami waited in agony. He knew what the doctor said was true, but he just couldn't shake this bad feeling that was slowly clawing it's way up from the back of his mind. He had the worst feeling that something was going to go wrong and Asami has used this sense before many times over and was always right. What could be wrong, he had no idea, but he knew that what ever it was, it would present itself very soon.
