I'm having an eargasm right now! Seriously, the Darren Criss only verion of "Not Alone" (from AVPM of course) is amazing. His voice is sooo sexy! Anyway...OHMYGODGLEE! I actually watched it last night online like a couple minutes after i posted that chapter and OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD! It was amazing...except when they sang Friday...it was atually kinda sexy the way they sang it though. It even made the lyrics sound less retarded. I was disappointed Quinn didn't try to beat the crap out of Rachel though. It was just one bitch slap. I was hoping for a giant catfight to break out and then Finn breaks it up, breaks up with Quinn and Finchel reforms!Yayy! But that didn't happen so BOooo! Also, NO GAY PEOPLE CAME OUT! Seriously, Santana and Karofksy need to come out soon. I thought it was cute how Karofsky apologized to Kurt for real. And omg I almost cried when they made Kurt prom queen even though I knew it was coming. That was sooo mean. But Kurt was so brave for getting up on that stage after that. And loved the Klaine dance! Okay enough of that. You non-gleek are probably like "OMGSTFU!" Also, no AVPM ramblings today. Just watch it...and listen to the Darren Criss version of Not Alone. Total Eargasm. SEriously. One person even commented, "Every time I listen to this, I have an eargasm. And then my ovaries explode." :S I think that's an exaggeration. Also, I apologize to any boys out there who just read that although I don't think there's any boys actually reading that. I know how much guys hate hearing about girl stuff...but just in case there are any boys out there...TAMPONS! hahah. sorry. I had to do it.
Nico's POV
"You having fun?" I asked Malena, coming up behind her. She put another coin in the slot machine and pulled the handle.
"Lost again," she muttered. "Merry fucking Christmas."
"I'll take that as a no," I said, leaning against the machine. "What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry," she apologized. "I'm just not really in the mood to gamble. Would you mind if we went back to our hotel room?"
"Malena, I told you that if you wanted to go home for Christmas..." I began.
"It's fine, Nico," she cut me off. "I said I wanted to spend Christmas in Vegas, didn't I? I just want to go back to the room."
"Okay," I answered, not wanting to press the matter. I knew something was bugging her, but if she didn't want to tell me about it, I wasn't going to make her. Malena took my hand and we headed back to our hotel room.
An awkward silence hung over the room as we sat on the bed watching TV. I pretended to be paying close attention to the hockey game while Malena twisted a strand of hair around her finger.
"So I-" I began at the same time Malena said "Nico-" We both laughed.
"You first," I said.
"Why did you really take me on this trip?" she asked.
"I already told you," I answered. "I wanted to do something fun with you."
"I know that's what you said," she continued. "But I feel like you're not telling me the whole truth."
"I love you," I told her. "Do I have to have another reason for doing something nice for you."
"Please tell me, Nico," she begged. I sighed.
"I didn't want you to miss out on anything," I confessed quietly.
"What do you mean?" she asked.
"I wanted you to have all these experiences before you..." I trailed off, not wanting to finish.
"You really think I'm going to die." It wasn't a question. "Nico, don't you trust me?"
"Of course I do," I answered. "I'm not saying you're lying, I'm just saying you're naive in thinking you're going to be okay. You said the chances are slim. I just wanted to do this with you in case you're wrong."
"So this was all for me?" she asked. "It wasn't about you at all?" I nodded. "Well, if you'd told me that, I would never have agreed to this trip. So far, I haven't had very much fun at all. Sure, there were a few highlights, but mostly I've just been faking it because I didn't want to offend you."
"I was faking it too," I admitted. "I guess I should have asked you about your bucket list before I planned this whole trip. So...what is on your bucket list." Malena hesitated.
"There's really only one thing I want to do before I die," she told me.
"What?" I asked. Instead of answering, Malena rolled over on top of me and crushed her lips against mine. I kissed her back, our lips moving together until we both had to pull away for air. She started unbuttoning my shirt and I suddenly realized what she was getting at.
"Please?" she asked. I nodded.
"Okay," I whispered. "On one condition..."
To be ccoonnntinuueedddd! k that's all for now. PEACE OUT SUCKAHS!
