Weird, weird dream last night. Yea, I know, I gotta stop telling you about every single dream I have. But just one more?

K, so I met Kurt and Blaine off glee, except they were both bisexual instead of gay (I think you can tell where this is going). So we started talking and all that and we got to know each other and then I started dating them...yes, both of them. But they liked each other two of course so they were kind of dating too, so it was like a weird dating threesome or something. Then my sister was all like, "you don't have to date them both just because you're sleeping with them. Nobody's gonna like judge you or anything if you bang a guy you're not dating." and i was like "Omg! Sarah, stfu! I'm not dating them both because I'm having sex with them, I'm dating both of them because I'm in love with both of them...and they're in love with me...and they're also in love with..." I was gonna say each other, but them i remembered that was a secret...then a bunch of pointless stuff happened like my sister digging up a body and random shit like that.

Aren't dreams great? They reveal all these screwed up fantasies that you never even knew you had.


Grady's POV

"Grady!" I heard my brother call for the zillionth time. He banged on the door as hard as he could and jiggled the doorknob. "I still have a key from when I lived here," he said. "I can easily go home and get it." I didn't get up. He was bluffing. He'd given me his key back when his new girlfriend had asked him to move in with him.

"Grady, honey, are you in there?" my mom asked, peeking in the window. I just sat there on the couch saying nothing. I didn't want to see anyone. Not after what Zora had told me this morning. When I'd found out about Keira cheating, I'd been angry. With Zora, it was different. I was more sad than angry and if I was angry at anyone it was myself. How could I have been so stupid to not see what was going on right under my nose? By now, she and Wesley were probably married. After what had happened with Keira, she would never be able to face me again. Not that I wanted her to...or did I?

"She cheated on you," I reminded myself. "Same as Keira. Sure, Keira got pregnant, but that doesn't change the fact that Zora cheated too. You can't take her back."

"I can hear you talking," Grant shouted. "Open the door. We're hungry." I rolled my eyes and opened the front door.

"What?" I asked impatiently.

"You...uh...invited us over for Christmas dinner, remember?" he said. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm uninviting you," I said, trying to hold back my tears, at least until I got the door closed.

"But-"

"Bye," I interrupted him. I started to shut the door when a shiny black convertible pulled up in front of my house. Zora.

"Grady, I know you probably don't want to talk to me," she began, running up to the porch. "But please just listen." I looked at my parents and Grant and then ushered Zora inside, slamming the door in their faces.

"You're breaking up with me?" I asked her.

"No, Grady, of course not," she answered.

"But Wesley..." I began.

"We're over," she explained. "Grady, I'm so, so sorry. I have no idea what I was thinking. I know I don't deserve to be forgiven—I lied to you, I broke my promise to never do what Keira did to you...I kissed another man—but if you take me back, I promise, no more secrets, no more lies. I'll never cheat on you again. I still care about Wesley, but it's just a crush, I promise. I love you, not him. Please, please, please take me back, Grady. If you don't I...I..." She burst into tears and I hugged her awkwardly.

"I love you too," I told her. "But...I think I need some time."

"Time?" she wimpered. "You...you're breaking up with me!"

"I'm not breaking up with you!" I shouted, a little pissed that she was the one throwing accusations around after what she'd done. Zora let go and stepped away from me.

"Grady, I said I'm sorry," she said, wiping the tears away with the back of her hand. "I've learned my lesson. You don't need to punish me. Hurting you has been punishment enough."

"It's not a punishment," I explained. "Like you said, you hurt me and...I don't know if I can trust you now."

"But Grady..." she began, her eyes filling with tears again. "I...I promise, I-"

"How am so supposed to take your promises seriously after this?" I asked. "You were the only person I felt I was able to trust after Keira. Now...I don't know."

"I see," she said, turning to leave. "Well, if that's how you feel, I'll leave. Bye, Grady."

"You gonna go run back to your other boyfriend now?" I asked.

"Is that what you think of me?" she asked, spinning around to face me. "That I'd go back to Wesley after all this? If I was really so untrustworthy, why would I tell you the truth? Why would I come back here and beg for forgiveness if Wesley was the one I wanted?"

"I never said he was your first choice," I responded. "But I know you. You couldn't last one day on your own."

"What's that supposed to mean?" she asked taking a step towards me.

"You're a needy little girl who only goes out with guys because she can't handle being on her own," I answered, stepping forward as well. She was trying to intimidate me and I wasn't giving her the satisfaction of me backing down.

"That's not true," she said.

"Yes it is," I exclaimed, raising my voice. "That's why you wouldn't break up with Justin. You were afraid of being alone."

"You should get your facts right next time before you start accusing," she said. "I didn't break up with Justin because I didn't want to be alone. If I had broken up with him, I could have had you, remember? And what does this have to do with Wesley? You're just trying to make me look like the bad guy when it's you who's-" Then, in some crazy attempt at a romantic movie moment, I grabbed onto Zora's shoulders and kissed her. She pulled away, raising her hand to slap me, and then lowered it, jumping into her arms and crushing her lips against mine. I heard someone knock on the door again and I set Zora on her feet.

"Go home, Grant," I said, peeking my head out the door. "You two, Mom and Dad. Dinner's cancelled. Something...er...came up." I closed the door and locked it and then ran over to Zora, taking her hand and pulling her up the stairs and into my bedroom.


Bow chicka bow wow! (or, as my bff's bf would say, brown chicken brown cow *cough* *cough* loser *cough*) So...sorry for the wait. I know I should've updated earlier, but I had insane writer's block. K, not insane writer's block, but enough to keep me from writing this chapter. Oh, and I was bored and a little sad that I haven't been using my webcam very much so I made a video. It's sort of like what I talk about here, ranting about how So RAndom is gonna suck, being glee-obsessed, that kind of thing. Also, there's some news on a couple of stories I'm thinking of writing. Plus, you know you're curious to see what I'm REALLY like. Right now, I'm uploading it, but it will be on my website, ra4chel(.)piczo(.)com. I might make some more videos later because I've always wanted to start a vlog and it would mean slightly shorter author's notes (don't worry, they'll still be awesome!) You can subscribe to my youtube account, rraacchh2, that way you'll see when new vids come out, but i'll probably post them all on my site...at least for now. So...you can find the video either just on youtube, or on my website. Remember, type in youtube(.)com/rraacchh2, don't search it, cuz there's no tags on the video and it won't work. If you're reading this like, right after I post it, it won't be up yet, cuz i'm still uploading, but it will be up soon.

That's all for now. GLEE IN HALF AN HOUR YAY!

Peace out suckahs!