I'm so glad that class is over and now we have till six to do whatever we want, before dinner. I walk out of math and head toward my room when I hear my name being called.

"Clare!" Jake says as he runs up to me. "Do you want to hang out with me?"

"Umm, Sure. I'm heading to my room real quick, but then we can hang out what did you have in mind?"

"We could go out to the field!" He says as he point out the window toward an open space with sports equipment and next to it is a basketball court.

"Sure! I didn't even know we had this." I tell him glancing outside.

"We also have a pool by the gym on the other side of the field. Anyhow I'll wait right outside for you, okay?" he said as he starts walking backwards towards the door.

Wow! I didn't realize how much outdoor activities this place had. She walked into her room threw her stuff on the bed and ran out to meet Jake, Once she got back to where he said he meet her. She opened the door to see Jake and B talking very close together.

"Umm?" Clare said feeling a little out of place.

"Okay B, I'll tell him. Clare are you ready?" Jake said as he places his hands into his front pockets of his pants.

I nod in agreement he takes me by my waist and escorts me to the field. When we got there we walked all the way to the end of the soccer field and just sat in the grass.

"Are you okay Clare?" he asked as he got comfortable.

"Yes! I'm good" I am sitting there a little on edge I want to ask him about Julia. "Jake I need to ask you about something."

"What is it?"

"Julia."

"What about her?" he seems a little on edge when I said her name.

"Were you scared? And did you really fuck her when she was with Eli?"

"I wasn't scared because I knew I didn't do anything wrong, and I did have intercourse with her but, I didn't think about it at the time. I was drunk and didn't even remember it till afterwards, when I woke the next day and was taken into custody, I didn't even know she was dead until I got to the station."

"Were you and Eli friends before then?"

"It was more like I was with B who was Julia best friend at the time, so we hung out but not just us guys." Jake answered my questions but it seemed like he was telling everything.

"Clare? I like you a lot and I just want to know how you feel about me. No pressure though, I just want to know if this is strictly friends or if you might ever sees us in a relationship?"

"Oh, Jake I do like you but, things right now are kind of complicated with my parents and grandfather. Maybe one day we could be more, but not right now."

He nodded and leaned in and kissed me on my lips, so rough that it made me fall backwards on my back. I didn't kiss back I tried to push him of but it made him push harder on me. He slipped his tongue into my mouth. I pushed once more, it didn't work so I then bit his tongue, and slapped his face.

"Ouch! What was that for?" Jake said with a confused look on his face.

"What the fuck Jake? I just told you I'm not trying to get into a relationship, and then you pretty much throw yourself on me."

"I'm sorry Clare! I didn't mean it; I don't know what I was thinking. I was just staring at your lips, I couldn't hear a word and then they stop moving and I couldn't help it. You're just so beautiful Clare."

"Its fine Jake, just don't let it happen again." I didn't wait for him to say anything else. I got up and walked away. He just sat there; I could hear him curse himself. I didn't care I just kept walking away.

Eli POV- This is during Clare and Jake outside.

I think I'm borderline stalking Clare; she is just sitting out there making out with Jake. And I'm up here staring at the window at her, how the fuck could she see anything in him and after she talked to B. Oh fuck did she just slap the shit out of him? She is walking up towards the building.

Eli rushed out the door to meet Clare casually at the doorway.

Clare POV-

I can't believe that prick, what the hell was he thinking? Clare gets to the door and opens it just as Eli was coming out. "Hey Clare, thanks" he says as he walks out the door, turning to hold it open for me.

"Hello, Eli" my tone is not pleasing

"What's wrong?" he asks

"Nothing is wrong. I'm just having a bad day." I lied

"Hey Clare, do you want to have dinner together tonight?"

"Mum. Sure! I actually would like that very much. Where are you going?"

"I'm headed to the forest right beyond the field, did you want to come?"

"What's out there?"

"You'll have to come and see."

Clare didn't care enough to argue but she didn't want to be alone anymore, so she waves him on and follows him out pass the field. Jake wasn't there anymore, not sure where he went though. We reached the end of the field and began going on a small little pathway in a giant forest. It was a peaceful and beautiful walk, we walked for what seemed like hours, but was probably twenty minutes. We reached a big clearing in the forest that was filled with wild flowers of all kinds, but right in the middle of it was a small little patch of branches when Eli and I sat down. Our heads were barely covered by the tall flowers. We just sat there. Eli pulled out some head phones and an iPod and laid down. I lay next to him and he hands me a side to the ear phones so that I could listen to the music with him. It was playing some rock song, by a band I never hear before.

"Eli? What's this band called?"

"It's called cryptic night."

"I never heard of them are they local or something?"

"It's my old band. When I feel home sick I play it and it reminds me of the life I had back home."

We didn't talk after that I just rested my head on his shoulder and listened.

A/N So I'm getting into the scenes a little more. I know this is slowly coming together but, It's a work in progress. I will be posting chapter six by tonight and seven by tomorrow night after work. So check back in a bit. I want to thank you all for reading and hope you enjoy.