Ahhh! Ahhhhh! Ahhh! WTF? Fanfiction is DIFFERANT! *cries* I'm so confused. Other than that though, I'm feeling pretty good today. I painted my nails (all differant colours of course), and did my hair in braids before bed last night so it would look awesome and wavy today. I've been singing and dancing, I slept pretty well (even though i didn't get to sleep until three), I handed in my essay and did my test in English, I went to my doctor and got referred to a psychiatrist who's going to try to diagnose me with bipolar II (I know it sounds weird that this makes me happy, but it does. Some people seem to think being bipolar makes them a freak, for me, it makes me less of a freak because they're a reason i'm the way i am) One problem with today though. IT"S FREAKING HOT! Seriously, try walking home from the bus stop in blistering heat in black tights, a kilt and a long sleeve blouse. I've GOT to get a spring school uniform. Khaki shorts and a green golf shirt may not be the hottest thing around, but it beats dying of heat stroke. LALALALALA! I'm in such a good mood...maybe i took my cipralex twice today...that would explain it. Because I certainly have no reason to be in SUCH a good mood when THERE"S NO GLEE TONIGHT! At least not a new episode. There's a rerun on which i'll probably watch, but still, it's not the same and BLAINE ISNT EVEN IN THIS EPISODE! :( You'd think I'd be having a panic attack, but I'm not for some reason. haha, it'll probably sink in by next week. At least I get to see Darren Criss's gorgeous face in my locker every day at school. Okay, enough about this. REad this short little chapter I wrote in like five minutes. That is, if you can figure out how to because it took me like five minutes just to figure out how to read my reviews. This is soo confusing.
Chad's POV
"So..." I said, trying to break the awkward silence. "Nice...uh...nice weather we're having." Tawni stared at me in disbelief.
"Really, Chad?" she asked, rolling her eyes. "That's the best you can do?"
"Sorry," I apologized. "This is still a little weird for me." I looked around the waiting room, trying to find a poster I hadn't already read. When was the doctor going to be done with Sonny?
"You're not still mad, are you?" she asked me.
"Not really," I answered truthfully. "I mean, I got back together with Sonny because of what you did, but...I don't know...it's just weird trying to be friends after all we've been through."
"Well, I think we should try," she suggested. "How about the three of us go for coffee after this?"
"Okay," I agreed. I drummed my fingers on the arm rest of the chair I was sitting in nervously. This was taking forever.
"It's gonna be fine," Tawni promised me, noticing how anxious I was. She squeezed my hand and I smiled at her.
"I know," I said. "Sonny and I have made it through worse than this. Actually, it might be kind of a blessing in disguise. I've always wanted two daughters. Even if it's a boy, I'll still be thrilled though. I know we don't have a lot of experience in the real world since we've only really been alive for sixteen years..."
"Seventeen," Tawni interjected.
"But I think it might actually be nice to have another kid," I continued. "I dunno. Maybe I'm crazy."
"I don't think you're crazy," Tawni assured me. "I'm a parent too, remember? I was a little upset about having a baby at first, but now, I wouldn't trade her for anything."
The door in front of us opened and Sonny walked back into the waiting room. She took one look at me and burst into tears. I ran up to her and put my arms around her.
"Shh," I whispered. "It'll be fine. You did this once before, you can do it again. And this time you'll have me to help you and-"
"No, it's not that," Sonny interrupted me.
"Huh?" I asked. "Then what..."
"I..." she began. "I'm not pregnant.
aww, i'm sorry i did this too you guys, you'r probably upset now. I find it a little funny how at first they were upset about having a baby and now they're upset about NOT having a baby. Talk about irony. Hey, speaking of irony, you know how i know i'm actually well-rested. I listened to two songs from wicked today that I've been listening to for a week (I like showtunes. sue me.) and i totally just realized the irony in them. Like when Elphaba (The wicked witch of the west) says something about being so happy she could melt in "the wizard and I". lol. And when Fiyero (who later becomes the scarecrow says) "Life's more painless when you're brainless." in "Dancing Through Life" How did I miss that before? Seriously! Anyway, that's all I'm going to say for now. Peace out suckahs! Rember to review!
One of my favourite Sue Sylvester quotes:
"I will go down to the shelter and get you a kitty cat. I will let you fall in love with that kitty cat. Then, one cold, dark night, I will steal away into your home, and punch you in the face."
I thought she was going in a whole other direction there. Like she was gonna steal mr. schue's kitty cat, but no. I also love it when she makes fun of his hair. Seriously, i've watch like an eight minute video of her just making fun of mr. schue. Especially when she's like "You have so much margarine in your hair." Oh and then when Blaine and Kurt are talking about Vogue or something and all Mercedes can hear is "Gay. Gay gay gay gay gay. Gay gay gay. Oh my god. I open my mouth and a little purse falls out." It was so random, but so hilarious. Wow, I said I was done, but I keep talking. POS.
