Weeks Later
"Hey Ran." Cody said getting into the older man's car
"Hi Codes." Randy responded as he kissed him. "Where are we going today?"
"Hmm, I know you're probably tired of Daily Eats so definitely not there." Randy laughed
"I am tired of that place but if you want to eat there then that's where we'll eat."
"We can go somewhere different. I need to stop having so many of those milkshakes anyway. I don't want to be a little piggy when John's comes back...whenever that is."
"Codes."
"I know, I know. Let's go to Castillo's Café."
"That's a far cry from Daily Eats."
"My Cuban roots are directing my stomach today."
"Your Cuban roots can direct me anytime they want."
"Ooh baby."
Castillo's Café
"Ya know," Cody said looking over the menu. "I feel like I missed out on really good food because my mom didn't make any of this stuff or anything like it...well she did sometimes but not often enough. I didn't even know what that sauce was that time I had to text you."
"You can always learn to cook it yourself."
"Mmm, yea, that's no fun."
"You're such a little bum." Cody smiled behind the menu
"I'm getting the pork sandwich." He said
"Then I'm getting the frita because it was a toss-up between the two."
"Let's do splitzies Ran." Randy laughed
"Splitzies? Okay."
"Oh, John called me today. He remembered when I had a free period and set an alarm."
"That was awfully nice of him."
"Yea well John's nice. It made me really happy that he did it."
"John's strategic like that." Cody laughed
"He told me to decide what dog I want too."
"You're really going through with that huh?"
"Yes. I've wanted a new puppy for Max for a while now. I have friends so he should have friends...well at least one that's not human."
"I'm sure that's quite important in the canine world."
"It is."
"Are you getting a female or male?"
"Oh another male. He can be Maxi's boyfriend...everyone's gay in the house." Randy started laughing. "Do I have time to take a shower before we leave Friday?"
"Do you have time to take a shower? No because you take entirely too long."
"But Ran,"
"No. I chartered a plane and the flight's only an hour. You can take a shower when we get to the resort." Cody frowned. "That's cute and all but it's not going to work. You can shower when we get there."
"Fine then Ran."
"Eat your lunch and stop trying to be cute."
"I'm not trying. It's au naturale."
"Oh."
Friday Afternoon
Randy had just placed his, Evan's and Cody's luggage near the front door when it opened and Evan walked in
"Hey baby."
"Hi. You're ready to go aren't you?" The young man said with a kiss
"Yes. I've been stressed and I need this weekend to collect my thoughts and get myself together."
"Okay, well I'm going up to my room to change into clothes I'm sure are laid out on my bed," Randy laughed. "And take my contacts out then I'll be ready."
"Okay. Where's Cody? He's usually home before you."
"Gas station...said that his gas light came on as he was driving to work and that if you found out you would be mad so he needed gas before driving to work on Monday."
"Now I know."
"Oops." Evan said dryly on his way upstairs
"Evil little shit." Randy murmured as the door opened again and Cody tried slipping through
"Oh hey Ran," He said upon seeing the man standing there
"Oh hey Codes. What's up?"
"Not a thing. I'm just ready to get this trip started. I have to go change." Cody said moving quickly up the stairs
"Well at least he's moving fast." Both Cody and Evan changed quickly and were back downstairs before the car arrived to drive them to the airport. When it arrived they loaded their bags inside and went to the airport to catch the chartered flight
The Breakers Palm Beach, Palm Beach Florida
"Ooh, this is nice Ran." Cody said walking into the room
"Thanks I guess."
"This view is amazing." Evan commented as he stood in front of the balcony doors. "We're right on the beach."
"Do you guys want to change and go down there? We have reservations for dinner at The Flagler Steakhouse for 7 and there is a casual, or casj, dress code."
"Can we get lunch? I haven't eaten since around 10:35. I mean I had a few of the kids offer me some of their animal crackers at snack time but as my own personal rule I don't eat anything a child hands to me." Cody and Randy laughed
"Aww, I wish that I'd taught kindergarten instead. Being around those cute little faces must be so much fun."
"It can be and most of the time it is but you're dealing with the burgeoning personalities of five year olds. As adults we know how to deal with people being different...we also don't knock things out of each other's hand if we want it."
"Well I'm glad you didn't eat those child tainted crackers and I don't want you passing out so we can order room service then hit the beach. Does that sound like a plan?"
"Yea but can I,"
"You're not taking a shower Cody. You don't need one because you took one this morning and you had an abbreviated day at school. No shower." The three men looked over when Randy's MacBook screen came to life and rang. Randy walked over and accepted the call
"Hey there." John said smiling. Randy could tell he'd just woken up and John's sleepy eyes were waking up a certain part of him
"Good morning."
"John!" Cody yelled running over to the computer
"Hi baby." In the background Evan waved so John waved back. "Where are you guys and why are the two of you not at work?"
"We're in Palm Beach and they had an abbreviated day."
"Oh that's nice. You're there for the weekend?"
"Yea...and before you ask we're at The Breakers." John laughed
"It's second nature for me to ask."
"Are you letting your hair grow out John?" Cody asked getting close to the screen
"It is growing out but not because I'm changing my look. I just don't have the time or energy to get or care about a haircut."
"But I like it longer like that."
"Well I'm glad that after all this time away I'm still attractive to you."
"You're hot baby."
"Aw shucks," John said blushing and showing off his dimples
"Did you just wake up?" He nodded
"I wanted to talk to you because I didn't yesterday," John and Randy both looked at Cody. "So I set an alarm for this morning...my time."
"Is everything okay?"
"It's alright now."
"Why don't the two of you order lunch while I talk to John? I'd like a burger...one of you should know how I take my burger." Randy said picking up the laptop and taking it to a room. "What's up babe?"
"Nothing much."
"So everything with the hotel is okay then?"
"I mean we did run into quite a few problems which is why I haven't had my haircut but I've taken care of it."
"Oh, I thought you were having some issues and you needed to talk. I could have ordered my own food."
"You know Evan's got that under control but I am glad you're alone." Randy raised an eyebrow
"Why?"
"I just want to look at you without one of them lurking in the back." Randy laughed
"Should I take my shirt off?"
"Oh please don't. I have no outlet here other than my hand so I don't need anything getting me hornier than I already am."
"Gotcha. You could get one of those flesh lights." John laughed
"I think I'm doing alright on my own. Actually I've jerked off so much at this point I don't even want to anymore." Randy gasped
"What? Who doesn't want to jerkoff?"
"Someone who's used to having actually people there. My hand is just not that attractive to me anymore."
"Well do you know when you're coming back? I can get a little French maid uniform,"
"Oh my God," John said laughing. "I don't even want to think about you in a French maid's uniform. That does not sound hot at all."
"No?"
"N and O." Randy laughed
"Oh I almost forgot to tell you that I found a few places in Honolulu so I'll send you the pictures after we finish talking and I also found some nice apartments for Ashleigh. Can you pass them along to Cody so he can give them to her?"
"Yea. Are you emailing those as well?"
"Yea they're attached to your email. Why are you guys in Palm Beach?"
"Being in the house was getting to me so I planned a trip for me and the boys this weekend."
"What do you mean being in the house was getting to you?"
"I don't want to talk about it."
"Tell me babe, whatever it is, just tell me."
"It's being in the house without you. Don't get me wrong, I love being with Ev and Codes because they're fucking hilarious and watching them together is sexy as hell but things are slightly off for me with you gone."
"Same here. You and I haven't been apart like this since you went away and even then you were close enough for me to visit when I could. I hope to be back in the next month or month and a half." Randy shook his head
"Stay as long as you need."
"If I start losing focus then I don't need to be here anymore." The tall man sighed
"Anyway, what's on your agenda for today?"
"I don't have anything to do until 11 so after we finish this much needed but sad little Skype session I'm going back to bed."
"Ran!" Cody yelled. "Your lunch is here!"
"My,"
"I heard." John said laughing. "Go have some lunch and take care of the boys. We can all Skype later okay?"
"Okay."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Bye."
"Bye John." Randy closed the laptop and hopped off the bed. "Well this is fancy for no reason." He said opening the lid of his platter
"This place is a tad on the fancy side Ran." Cody said struggling to open his mini jar of ketchup
"It helps if you take the plastic ring off first." He smiled sheepishly and ripped the plastic then popped the lid off with ease
"I was sure my muscles would defy the plastic." Cody said smacking the bottom of the jar. "Is everything okay with John?"
"Yep." Randy said before taking a bite of his food. "Are you guys going to be ready for the beach after we finish?"
"I'm ready now Ran." Randy furrowed his brow then looked under the table. "When did you change?"
"When you were talking. I just did it out here."
"You know that there's another bedroom right." Cody laughed
...
"It's really nice out here." Evan said throwing his towel on the back of a chair
"It is." Cody agreed
"I was hoping it to be as nice as it appeared on the Internet because all I want to do is relax. I rented a beach bungalow for us all-day tomorrow."
"Oh wow."
"What comes with that?"
"Um, lounge chairs, a living room, fridge that I requested be stocked, TVs, DVD player...there's other stuff but that's all I can think of off the top of my head. Oh!" Randy said remembering one last thing. "A concierge staff...the best part." He added lowering his sunglasses and stretching his legs out on the lounger
"My tan's going to look so good." Cody commented doing the same. Evan mimicked the other men but instead of laying back and closing his eyes he opened a new book to read. The men lounged on the beach for a few hours before returning to their room and getting ready for dinner. They went down to the steakhouse for the 7 o' clock reservations
"I'd like to get in a round of golf before we leave." Evan said looking out at the course
"We can do that, sure. The flight back home is only an hour so a game Sunday morning would fit in easily."
"Do you have to set that up?"
"I might...probably. I can do it in the morning before we go down to the cabana. Are you coming Codes or would you rather hit up the spa?"
"I'll go with you guys. I'm actually not so bad at golf."
"Are you any good?"
"Let's just say that I'm actually not so bad at golf." Randy and Evan laughed
"Can we get the ocean tower?" Cody asked looking at the menu
"What the hell's the," Randy mumbled looking for Cody's request all over the menu
"That does look pretty good." Evan chimed in. Randy put his menu down and looked at the other two men
"You only want it because it comes with raw oysters you horny little toads."
"I think that you should have majority of them...with a glass of wine." Randy's eyes widened
"Oh it's like that? I don't think I need it but if you want to get it then we all better eat it because the appetizer size is $55."
"Let's get the Grande." Cody said wiggling his perfect eyebrows. Evan laughed as Randy just sat there
"We're getting the appetizer because we still have entrees to eat."
"Okay but you have to have like two glasses of wine then." Randy sat back in his chair
"What are you up to?"
"Me? Up to something? Why Ran, I'm offended that you would even think that I would be up to something." The older man looked at Evan who pretended to gaze out at the beautiful view
"You're in on it too Puppy."
"What's there to be in on baby?" Evan said caressing Randy's hand. The tall man snatched it away
"You sneaky fuckers."
"If we have something planned you'll like it...but we don't so no need to worry."
"I think you should just stop talking Codes before I leave you make you pay the bill." Cody frowned as he bit into a piece of crusty complimentary bread
Hotel Suite
"That dinner was really good. I don't know if it's because of how expensive it was or what." Evan said collapsing on the couch
"Do either of you want a glass of wine?" Both men looked at Randy
"I don't."
"Neither do I and I don't think you should." Randy looked at Evan
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me." Randy moved toward the small man who sat up and jumped over the back of the couch. Randy was almost across the room when Cody jumped in front of him
"Go Evy!" He said grabbing Randy around the waist and giving Evan time to flee. With ease, Randy picked Cody up and threw him over his shoulder. "He got me!" Cody yelled to Evan. "Save yourself!" Randy laughed as he carried the younger man to the bedroom where he found Evan laughing
"Seriously? This is as far as you were able to get?"
"I couldn't stop laughing at Cody." Evan said slowly moving around a chair as Randy crept closer to him. "Thanks a lot Codes."
"I tried stopping him." Cody said still hanging over Randy's shoulder
"Where are you going Puppy?"
"I'm getting away from you. Your eyes are all dark and crazy."
"Dark and crazy? My eyes? They can't be." Evan nodded his head
"They are."
"You should get closer so you'll be able to see better because I'm pretty sure they're not the way you think they are."
"I've got my contacts in so I can see very well."
"Let me see." Cody piped up. "They probably are."
"Shut up Codes."
"Okay...but wait – I have one more thing to say."
"What?"
"I'm getting a headache from all the blood rushing to my head." Randy moved closer to the bed still keeping an eye on Evan. "Whew!" Cody said after Randy dropped him
"Are you going to stay over there all night?"
"Maybe...I'm sure I can fit in this chair so I can just sleep here."
"It's going to be so much more fun when I catch you."
"Oh you're under the impression that you're going to catch me."
"Evan, Evan, Evan," Randy said moving even closer. "You've forgotten a major rule when it comes to being in a chase." The small man tried taking another step back only to run into a wall. Randy smirked when he saw Evan realize his mistake. "You always leave an out." He said grabbing the smaller man then tossing him on the bed
"It was a good try Ev." Cody said
"Thanks." Evan said putting his leg up to stop Randy from leaning down
"What are you doing?"
"Oh you thought I was just going to lie down?"
"I was hoping. Why are you playing games Cachorro?"
"Whose idea was it to start using Cachorro?"
"Randy's." Randy swept Evan's foot to the side
"Thanks for the distraction Codes." He said leaning down and kissing Evan
"Yea thanks Codes." Evan said using a snarky tone
"Hey now, be nice." Randy said pulling the end of his shirt from his pants
"We're going to do it now right?" Cody asked while kicking his legs on the bed. "I think those oysters are really working."
"Isn't that the reason you wanted them?"
"Yes but I didn't know that they would really work." Randy shared a look with Evan who turned to his side and kissed Cody. The older man licked his lips as he undressed and watched the men in front of him. Cody reached down and popped the button on Evan's pants but bypassed the zipper sticking his hand down the front. Randy stripped down to his briefs then crawled on the bed
"Lay down Ran."
"I want to watch the two of you."
"Can you just do it please?" Evan moved away so that Randy could move up and lay in the middle of the bed. He propped his head up on the pillows and watched Cody and Evan undress. When they were naked the two men pulled each other close and began making out. Randy moaned and slipped a hand into his underwear and played around with his manhood. Evan trailed and hand down Cody's back and over the swell of his friends perfect bottom. He laid the other man down and covered his body with his as they continued to kiss each other. Randy got closer when Evan started to kiss all over the other man's body. Cody moaned when Evan took his left nipple between his teeth then soothed it with his tongue. The small man went lower until he reached Cody's member then took it into his mouth
"Oh my god Ev." Evan would suck hard and fast getting Cody close to a climax then suck slowly bringing him back down. "Stop doing that." Both Randy and Evan laughed. "I didn't mean stop completely." Cody said when Evan stopped altogether
"You don't get to order me around." Evan said spreading Cody's cheeks and licking between. Randy was turned on with Evan's dominance and was glad the man had an outlet since Randy wouldn't reverse roles with him. Evan stuck two fingers inside and made a scissoring motion before pumping them like they were his cock
...
The men had Randy's undivided attention as they positioned themselves on the bed. Cody shook his ass back and forth in front of Evan as he leaned over the bed. He purred as Evan slid inside of him and pumped his hips slowly. The smaller man grunted as Cody pushed back and met his thrusts. Cody looked up at Randy smirking as he licked his lips
"Harder Ev." He said looking at the older man. Evan grabbed Cody roughly and using a firm grip he held the man's hips and pounded his ass. "Fuck!"
"Holy shit." Randy said still watching
"Ev...fucking, shit...oh my god." Randy laughed at all the nonsense coming from Cody at the moment. "Oh fuck you're gonna make me cum."
"That's a good thing." Randy said
"I know but," Evan slowed but pushed deeper. "Mmm, do that again." He repeated the motion and saw Cody's head drop to the mattress and his grip on the sheet tighten
"I think he's done Ev."
"Are you done Codes?"
"...fuck." Was all he muttered
"I'll take that as a yes." Evan said pulling out and stroking himself. "You want a go?" Randy rolled his eyes
"Yea right. You fucked me once...it's not going to happen again. Bend over."
"You topped Ran?" Cody asked dragging himself up the bed
"Once when he was drunk."
"Oh! That time during the hurricane!"
"Yea," Randy said grunting. "That time during the hurricane." He added thrusting in and out of the dark-haired man
"Can you focus on me and what you're supposed to be doing?"
"Watch your mouth Puppy." Randy said thrusting harder making Evan moan loudly. "Oh that's what you wanted isn't it?" The younger man didn't say a word or make a sound. "Answer me. You wanted me to pound your ass like this didn't you?" Randy asked hammering harder
"Yes!"
"Such a little slut. Are you a little slut for my cock baby?"
"Yes."
"Yes what?" Randy said pulling Evan's hair
"Yes Randy!" Cody bit his bottom lip and felt himself getting hard again watching the other men. The three men spent hours in bed with each other and when they finished vowed never to eat raw oysters again
A Month Later
"Ev," Randy said walking into Evan's room. "Sorry. I'm sorry." He said when he saw the man writing in his journal
"I don't care if you see me writing I just don't want you reading." Evan said closing it
"Ever?" Randy asked taking a seat on the bed
"I don't know. You pretty much read the worst part."
"I told you that I only read a page of it then I put it back on your bed. You can talk to me if you want to Ev."
"I know that."
"But you don't want to talk about it?" The younger man shrugged
"I don't know...how do you start talking about something like that?"
"However you want. I'm not going to judge your delivery." Evan pushed back until he was against the headboard and closer to Randy
"Okay so," Randy closed his eyes and tried controlling his temper. He knew that this happened to Evan years ago but the thought of someone doing what they did to the man would make him want to put his fist through their face. "I'd known I was gay since I was a kid but I only really started dating once I'd gotten to college. I met this guy who was two years older than me in the library one day. He was so nice and I thought I was lucky having found a nice guy on the first try. Well we began seeing each other exclusively or so I thought. He had an apartment off campus and he asked me to come over for a movie night," Evan stopped talking and Randy opened his eyes
"What's the matter?"
"I thought you were sleeping."
"I'm not sleeping. He asked you to come over for a movie night."
"When I got there this other guy was there. I didn't say anything until after he left which wasn't too long after, like five minutes or so. I wouldn't have cared but he introduced me as his friend when we were more than that so when the guy left I asked about him and we got into this huge argument. I mean it was an explosion and he just slapped me in my face." Randy rolled his shoulders. "I was in such shock that I remember standing there like an idiot just holding a hand against my cheek. After that he got in my face and asked if I was going to cry. I wanted to but I didn't so he started yelling about how he needed to have someone else because I wouldn't have sex with him...I wasn't ready to."
"That's your choice."
"I know but...that night I did it anyway just to make him happy." Randy dragged a hand down his face. "It was okay but he was rough considering it was my first time...it was horrible actually. It eventually got better after that but our relationship didn't. It went from slaps on the face to him punching me and then sometimes he would just," Evan shook his head. "I can't."
"You don't have to say anymore." Please don't say anymore Randy thought
"There was more than physical too. He would make me feel so bad about myself and that's why I hate being called short and I hate being called little and all the other shit I hate when it comes to my size."
"But I call you,"
"You're just being an asshole though. He was trying to make me feel bad about myself for whatever reason."
"How long were the two of you together?"
"Too long."
"Ev."
"Over a year...when he started hitting me a few times a week I couldn't take it anymore. The final straw was one day when Cody tried to hug me and I shied away from him because I was too sore. He told me that if I didn't stop seeing my boyfriend then he would go to my mom and I never want my mom to worry so I broke up with him." Evan laughed humorlessly. "Do you know that he had the audacity to cry and ask me to stay when I said I didn't want to be with him anymore?"
"He was still trying to control you."
"I know. I know a lot of things and that's what makes me most mad...that I stayed knowing that I knew better. Each relationship after that I was always the dominant one and only submitted when I felt like it or wanted to...until I met you."
"How come you're okay with me doing it?"
"You're going to be an ass whether you're the Dom or the sub," Randy chuckled. "I feel safer – I feel safe with you and even when you're going off about something it doesn't bother me. Your crazy is hot to me, his wasn't."
"I'm not trying to be hot."
"No, you never are but somehow every second of the day you're hot."
"Every second of the day huh?"
"All 86,400 of them."
"Is that how many seconds are in a day?"
"Yes."
"That's interesting. Are you cold?"
"No."
"Why are you shaking?"
"I don't like talking about that stuff. It always messes with my nerves." Randy leaned down and kissed the small man
"I love you and I'm honored that you trusted me enough to tell me."
"You're easy to talk to and I do feel better having told you but I feel exhausted. Can you make me some tea please?" Evan asked cutely. Randy tried not to smile but did
"Of course I can make you some tea."
"Thank you. I'm going to take a shower."
"Okay." Randy said leaving the room. He went down to the kitchen where he found Cody sitting with a glass of strawberry milk. "Hey Codes. You alright?"
"Uh-huh. Is Evy okay?"
"What do you mean?"
"I went upstairs and I heard him talking so I came down and had some milk."
"He's okay I guess. He told me that he feels better now that I know." Cody nodded
"That's good."
"You did a great thing Codes."
"Huh?"
"Threatening him into breaking up with the guy."
"I didn't threaten him."
"You did but it was for good reason. Anytime you tell someone that you're going to get their mom involved it's a threat." Cody laughed
"I may have to start using that on John then."
"Why would you do that?"
"John!" Cody yelled jumping out of his seat and running over throwing himself in the man's arms. John held him tight and looked up in time to see Randy wiping his eyes
"Why are you crying?" John asked pulling away
"I missed you so much and I'm happy to see you."
"So you greet me with tears?" Cody didn't answer he just held John tighter and cried
"Hi John."
"'Sup?" Randy rolled his eyes. "Cody stop crying. I'm home now."
"I can't help it."
"Yes you can." John said wiping the young man's face then kissing him
"Have you eaten?"
"I did earlier."
"Are you hungry now? I can heat some leftovers after I take this up to Ev."
"Okay. I'd like to get a shower first though."
"Whatever you want babe. Where are your bags?"
"In the foyer."
"Leave them there and I'll take care of it."
"Okay. Come here." John said reaching out. Randy put the mug of tea down and took John's hand. Cody stepped away and watched the men embrace each other warmly. Randy brushed his fingers through John's longer hair
"I missed you Big Daddy."
"I missed you too."
"And I'm glad you're back home."
"I'm so happy to be here." They kissed sweetly. "Do you want to get a shower with me?" John asked Cody
"Yes I do. I haven't seen your butt in months and I've missed it." Randy and John laughed
"I assure you that it's still there and it's still the same."
"That's what I'm hoping for." The three men headed upstairs all stopping at Evan's door
"J you're back!"
"I'm back." Evan tightened the towel around his waist as John leaned in and hugged him
"Was I out of the loop?"
"Out of the loop?"
"Did they know that you were coming back?"
"No."
"Oh."
"I think that's enough of that." Randy said slipping his arm between John and Evan. "Here's your tea."
"Thanks." John chuckled at Randy's behavior
"Cody and I are going to take a shower."
"Have fun." Evan said going into his closet for clothes
"Do you want me to bring your food to you or are you coming down after the shower?"
"Can you bring it to me please?"
"Yes."
"Thank you." John said as he was being pulled out of the room by a zealous Cody
"Randy!"
"I'm still in the room Ev. No need to yell."
"Oh." He said smiling. "What are you doing right now?"
"Standing here listening to you." Evan sighed. "I'm going to get John's bags out of the foyer and separate his laundry and while I'm doing that I'll have food heating up for him so that he can have something to eat once he and Cody get out of the shower."
"You sound awfully busy for it being damn near nine at night."
"It could be worse. Why? What's up?"
"Two things: I'd like one of those pills you take...at least half then I want you to stay with me until I fall asleep." Randy looked closer at Evan's hands which were still shaking slightly
"You can have a whole one since you're going to get full night's sleep. Get started on that tea and I'll be up once the laundry's separated."
"Okay." Evan said turning his bed down. Randy went down to the bedroom and grabbed a Klonopin from the bottle and took it to Evan. "Should I take it now?"
"Yes." He said leaving the room and grabbing John's bags from near the front door. He took them to the laundry room and separated them accordingly before going to the kitchen and putting food in the oven to warm for John. After checking the clock Randy sprinted back upstairs to Evan's room in time to see the young man reach over to shut his lamp off. "Feeling tired already?" He asked getting in bed and letting Evan cuddle up to him
"I'm not tired just really relaxed which I'm sure will lead to me falling asleep."
"It definitely will." Randy said running his fingers through the man's silky soft hair. "Is your hair so soft because you change conditioners?" Evan started laughing. "What? That was a serious question."
"I do like to change up to see what works but I'm not sure if that's why my hair's so soft. Is it that soft?"
"Yes." Randy said affirmatively
"Okay then." The men lay there, Randy waiting for Evan to fall asleep and Evan listening to Randy's even breaths
"Are you okay?" Randy asked after a while. "I can feel that your hands stopped shaking."
"You saw that?"
"Yes. That's the only reason I gave you my Klonopin. I know what it's like to have your anxiety level all the way at 100 with no way to relieve it...well the old me would have taken some substance to help it."
"I wasn't going to find any drugs or drink a bottle of NyQuil or anything." Randy laughed
"I know baby. I just meant that since I have the means I'm going to help you. I don't want anyone to feel the way I used to feel."
"Thank you."
"You're welcome."
"Is John's food burning?" Evan asked yawning
"No. I have the oven on low and it's on a timer so it'll shut off when it's done."
"Oh, alright. I think I'm going to fall asleep soon."
"I think so too. You're slurring your words and you finished a particularly strong cup of chamomile tea."
"Particularly strong?"
"I used two tea bags."
"I thought it tasted different." Evan said yawning again. "It was good though." Randy listened to Evan ramble on about the most random things until he finally drifted off to sleep. He kissed the man softly before shutting his TV off and leaving the room. When he stepped out into the hallway he could hear John and Cody's voices, mostly Cody's, in the bedroom so he went downstairs and made John a plate
"Oh I'm starving." John said taking the plate. "Thank you so much babe."
"You're welcome." Randy said kissing John. He'd missed those lips. "How was your shower? Is it safe for me to go in there or do I need to clean first?"
"It's all clean." Cody said snuggling under John although he was trying to eat. Having been away from home for over two months John wasn't bothered by it. He'd missed his boys greatly. Randy went to the bathroom to shower and get himself ready for bed. When he came out he saw Cody lying in bed alone
"Is Evan," Randy jumped at the sound of John's voice behind him. "I didn't mean to scare you. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. Is Evan what?"
"Is he okay?"
"Why wouldn't he be okay?"
"I felt him shaking a little when I hugged him."
"Oh, yea. Do you remember when he attacked me for looking at his journal?"
"Reading his journal? Yes."
"Anyway, I went to his room and he was writing in it. He then went into more detail about what I'd read. It was horrible and it pissed me off but worse was him having to tell it, relive it."
"What happened?" Randy stood there thinking about whether or not he should tell John. "If it's too bad then,"
"He was in an abusive relationship is all I'm going to say."
"Aw shit. Evan?"
"Yes."
"But he's so cute. How could anyone do that to him?"
"I don't know John. It was his first relationship too." John shook his head
"No one should be in an abusive relationship I just want to say."
"I didn't think that you thought that."
"Well I just thought about what I said before about how anyone could do that to him...it shouldn't happen to anyone."
"I knew what you meant. Is he sleeping?" Randy asked pointing toward the bed
"Mmhm. He was sleeping before I even finished my dinner which was delicious by the way. I missed your food while I was gone. I feel like I could sleep for two years but I'm still looking forward to having your breakfast in the morning." Randy laughed
"Sleep in if you don't have to go to the office. I can make breakfast anytime of the day."
"God you're smart and so good-looking."
"Why thank you." Randy said moving toward the bed only to stop when John grabbed his arm. "What?"
"Did you ask him the guy's name?" Randy shook his head
"No but God did I want to."
"And you didn't because?"
"I would have found him and hurt him...or had someone find him for me and they would have done worse. Now that I'm thinking about it option two is sounding better."
"No, no. Your first instinct was the right one."
"If you say so."
"I do say so."
"Are you ready for bed?"
"Yes." John said kissing the tall man. "I love your crazy shady ass." Randy laughed loudly and covered his mouth
"I love you too and the fact that you ask questions about my perceived shadiness knowing damn well I'm not going to answer them." John chuckled
"Let's go to bed."
Next Afternoon
"What are you doing?"
"I am," Randy said standing so that John could take a seat. "Looking at kitchen tiles." He finished taking a seat in John's lap
"Are you sure you don't want any help with this?"
"Not at the moment. When I descent into madness my answer may be different. Do you want to help me?"
"Hell no. I'm juggling my own thing right now."
"But you have people."
"Because descension into madness doesn't sound very appealing to me. I can hire people for you." John said resting his cheek against Randy's back
"Maybe later okay?"
"Okay."
"When are you going back? I want to go over plans with the architect."
"I just got home and you're trying to send me back? I thought you loved and missed me?"
"I do and I did but I feel like I need to go out and have a look at the land."
"I already bought the land for you so the time to look at it is gone."
"That's not what I mean. I love the area but I'm really concerned with the angle the house will be positioned." John smiled
"You're so cute sometimes. The house will be built number one – whatever way is safest, two – best use of the space and three – so we can enjoy the view but if you still want to take a trip out there."
"Okay John, I get it but if I don't like,"
"You're going to like it just fine. Come take a nap with me."
"I'm doing your laundry."
"My clothes will still be dirty when we wake up."
"That's what I'm afraid of."
"Babe," John whined. "Come on," He said. "I just want to hold you right now." Randy clicked out of the site he was on and stood up offering a hand to John
"You know I can't turn that down."
"You're going to let me hold you?" John asked as Randy led him to the bedroom
"You better hold me." The men went to the bedroom and crawled on the bed. John waited for Randy to take his shorts off before pulling up the blanket at the foot of the bed
"TV or no TV?"
"You can turn it on. I don't care to what." John grabbed the remote turning the television on. He flipped around until he landed on reruns of Kitchen Nightmares. "This show is so gross but I love Gordon Ramsay." Randy commented
"This shit's hilarious. I lived off this in Hilo."
"I thought you were working in Hilo."
"Randy," John said looking down at him. "I was working but I did manage to squeeze in some TV within the two months."
"I'm just sayin."
"Don't." John said reaching for his buzzing phone
"Can't you leave it?"
"No. It's the boys."
"Who the fuck is the boys?"
"You know Dean, Seth and Roman. My boys or The Shield as I like to call them."
"Roman." Randy said in a tone lower than his already low voice. John laughed at Randy's foolishness as he typed
"I have to go meet them later...probably around three."
"Why?" John looked down at Randy
"Did you just whine?"
"No." John tickled the younger man. "Okay!" Randy yelled trying to get away from John's fingers. "I might have whined." He said sitting up a bit then ducking under the blanket. A smile spread slowly across John's face as he lifted his hips letting Randy pull his shorts and underwear down. He shuddered when he felt Randy suck just the tip into his mouth adding a flick of his tongue before sucking the rest of his cock into his mouth. John slowly grinded his hips as Randy sucked him at a leisurely pace. John moaned at the non-hurried head that he was getting. It reminded him of the early days of his and Randy's relationship. The days of him going to Randy's apartment after work and getting a nice blowjob just because. John heard himself moan out as the younger man hallowed his cheeks and sucked harder before reducing the pressure again
"Fuck." He moaned running a hand over his head. John felt his body quiver when Randy licked lower and his tongue brushed over his hole. He was still on the fence about letting Randy rim him but damn did it feel good and damn did he enjoy it. Randy pushed John's legs up, a position that still made John's face turn a bright red and tongued John's opening like a man possessed. John was panting and writhing and undulating against Randy's face. During a reprieve John was able to catch his breath and lift the sheet slightly only to see the top of the other man's head. "Stop." Randy immediately stopped what he was doing
"What's wrong?" He asked still under the blanket
"It feels good."
"Well yea."
"No, like too good."
"John what the fuck? It's not like you're straight and I'm sucking your dick and you like it so you think you're gay now. You were gay before I started doing this and all the other times you allowed me to do it." Randy stated running a finger down John's crack making him shiver
"Damn it I said stop."
"I heard you and I stopped." The tall man said sliding the finger inside. "You didn't say anything about me using my fingers." He said calmly pushing the first and second finger he'd just added in and out
"I hate you right now." John barely got out. "I'm going to punish you for this."
"Ooh," Randy purred. "I hope you do with hot, sweaty," He pushed the fingers deeper. "And rough sex." John was about to cum just listening to the other man's voice. Randy used his slim and talented fingers to tickle the older man's prostate. He could almost cum from listening to John make sounds he'd never heard from him before. He groaned as John's back arched and he came silently but hard none-the-less. John brought his legs down kicking Randy with one in the process. Randy laughed. "I know that felt good and that's the thanks I get?"
"It did feel good but I don't like feeling like I'm being fucked like a bitch." Randy's head popped out from beneath the blanket
"Like a bitch? Is that what you think Codes and I are?" Randy paused. "Is that what you think I am?"
"No. It's like the how the backseat on a motorcycle is called the bitch seat."
"That's not a good way to explain yourself John. I think you just called Codes and I and Ev bitches."
"Well don't tell Evan I said that because he can be scary. Ow!" John hollered sitting straight up in bed. "You punched me in my thigh after an orgasm! I could have gotten a major Charlie horse!"
"So what?"
"We don't use hands here, we use our words." John said rubbing his leg. "Where are the pain patches?"
"I'm not telling you. Pain is weakness leaving the body."
"I want to bust you in the mouth right now." He said kicking at Randy until the tall man moved. John swung his legs over the side of the bed and glared over his shoulder at Randy who poked his bottom lip out. John gasped. "Don't you even dare try that shit. Put it away right now." The younger man pushed his lip back in with his forefinger
"What time do you have to meet your boys?" He asked pulling John back on the bed and mounting him
"Around three. Why?"
"I think I'm ready for that punishment now."
TBC
