The rest of the week carried on well. James had yet another client starting, but this one worked out much better. Now he would only be gone four days a week, leaving Logan home alone or with Kendall. He was settling into the new place well, so any feelings of isolation weren't quite as rough as they had been before.
That next Monday when James left for work, Kendall had Carlos over, and the three of them were having a little powwow over lunch.
"It's cool to see him caring about someone that much," Kendall said as he took his seat at the dining room table. He handed a sandwich directly over to Logan.
"What do you mean?" The blind boy asked.
"He hasn't always, hehe, well…" Kendall trailed off and glanced at Carlos, who shrugged.
"What do you mean?" Logan asked again, sounding a bit more desperate this time. "His dad was saying the same thing, but nobody really went into detail. He said 'someone in his life other than himself.'"
"James sorta had a reputation for being self-centered," Kendall explained with a tense sigh. He looked down at his food and narrowed his eyes. "He was wrapped up in his own image for a long, long time. So I guess to see him putting another guy first is a big deal."
"Ohh," Logan said. "Do you…do you think he doesn't really care about me?"
"No!" Kendall and Carlos both shouted at the same time.
"He really does!" the Latino added.
"Yeah, he does. I wouldn't worry about it. He's not just smitten, but he's devoted."
"Okay," Logan hummed. He nibbled on the sandwich Kendall made for him and looked sad.
"What's wrong?" Carlos asked.
"I want to try and have sex with James," he admitted.
"You mean you haven't yet?" Kendall asked, raising his heavy eyebrows.
"No…"
"Well just go for it."
"What do you have to lose?" Carlos asked.
"My virginity."
"Ohhhh. Awwww."
"James will be gentle, I'm sure," Kendall said. "He can be rough, but he's real versatile so I wouldn't worry about it. Making love with him is the only thing I regret about our break up."
"Making love?"
"Having sex," Carlos and Kendall said at the same time.
"Ohhh."
"Yeah."
The three guys continued to eat in a small gap of silence.
"I wish he would come home," Logan randomly whispered to himself. Kendall looked to Carlos and smiled sadly.
"You know, once he gets back, Carlos and I can leave for a little while if you want some more privacy to get it on."
"Get it on?"
"Have sex," Kendall and Carlos said at the same time.
"Ohhh."
"Yeah."
"Maybe. I don't know. I'm not sure if I'm ready."
"Well how long are you going to wait?" Kendall asked. "James has a really, really high sex drive, and he's probably going crazy holding out for you."
"I'm scared to put something in my butt."
"Haha, you don't have to be scared!" Carlos exclaimed. "Just try small things. Use your finger. Oh, but James can help you out. Don't worry about it."
"I guess," Logan said apprehensively.
"Just a word of warning, though," Carlos added. "Once you get a feeling for it, YOU WILL NEVER STOP! The hunger will continue, and you'll crave things in your uh, butt."
"Really?" Now Logan started to look scared. Kendall rolled his eyes.
"Yes and no," he said. "It just depends. If you end up being a total whore like Carlos here…" he looked at his boyfriend and stuck out his tongue.
"I can't help it," Carlos said. "It feels so good."
"But either way, it's nothing an arsenal of sex toys can't solve."
"Sex toys?"
"Yeaaaah why don't you just ask James all these questions?" Kendall suggested, starting to get red in the face. "He can explain it better, anyways."
A few hours later, the man on everyone's mind came home. He ran over to the sofa, where the three guys were now stationed, and gave Logan a great big hug.
"I missed you!" he yelled. Logan held onto him and giggled. Carlos and Kendall looked at each other smiling, shaking their heads.
"I missed you too," Logan said quietly. "I don't like it when you leave."
"Yeah, but if I don't work, we can't stay here."
"Then let me pay some of the rent."
"Noooo," James said. "No you don't have to! I've been getting by just fine. You use your money for things you want, okay?"
"Well…okay."
At this point, Kendall and Carlos stood up and went to get their shoes and jackets on.
"Where you guys going?" James asked.
"Gonna go catch a movie," Kendall said quickly. "So we'll be back later. A lot later."
"Yeah alright, just don't make too much noise in the theater."
Carlos stuck his tongue out at James and Kendall flipped him off briefly. James waved and smiled real friendly as they left, but then he went back to Logan and kissed him once. "I missed you all day," he said.
"I missed you all day, too!" Logan added.
"So what do you wanna do?"
"I want to make love."
"…oh!" James's eyes widened at the statement. "Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
"Well! Alright!" He grabbed Logan by the arm and ran him off to the bedroom. James had been dying for this moment, craving those words out of Logan's mouth. Having to sleep next to his partner without fucking him had been killing him.
"But…just be gentle. And go slow," Logan said.
"Don't worry."
James backed him up against the bed and slowly pushed him down onto it. Logan gasped quietly a few times. His heart was starting to race. James pulled up his boyfriend's shirt and put a few little kisses on his stomach.
"No reason to be scared," James whispered. Logan nodded silently. He let James take his shirt off, and his pants, and James actually took all of his own clothes off (it would be difficult for Logan to undress him, likely). He slid Logan back on the bed further so that he could get on top. His fingers slipped beneath the elastic of the blind guy's boxer briefs and slowly pulled down.
"Ohh," Logan hummed.
James ran his fingers along Logan's inevitably hard penis and gently stroked it. Logan whimpered in pleasure, toes curling. Now James leaned down and kissed him deeply on the lips. They made out quite passionately for a while as James continued to stroke Logan's dick. But then he broke off the kiss and crawled down. He lifted and spread Logan's legs, giving a full view of his butt. The smaller boy shuddered.
"You okay?" James asked.
"I'm embarrassed," Logan admitted.
"Why?"
"You can see everything."
"Yeah but I want to, and I like everything."
Logan inhaled deeply several times in an attempt to get mentally ready for this experience. He tried to relax his neck. All of the sudden, James's tongue ran along the entire length of his butt crack.
"Ohhh gosh!" Logan called out. His face turned bright red. "Ohhhh my gosh."
James circulated his tongue around the rim of his hole, coating it in his spit. Logan's fingers clawed into the pillows on the bed and he continued to cry out in pleasure.
"Do you like that?" James asked in a throaty groan.
"Uhh huh."
A finger pressed against the outside of Logan's asshole. He cried out as it slowly, slowly made its way inside.
"Don't tighten up too much," James said. "Try to relax."
Logan steadied his breathing as best as he could and calmed himself down. James's finger worked into his hole deeper, twisting a little as it went. Logan couldn't believe how good it felt. Carlos was right.
"Do you want to try something bigger?" James asked.
"Y-yeah."
He pulled his finger out gently, leaving Logan wondering what the next thing would feel like. He stayed on his back, legs spread, heart pounding, unable to detect when the penetration would occur. He heard the snapping of a bottle cap, but he didn't know what it was. James lubed up his penis and brought it over to his lover's butt. He touched the tip of his head to the hole and smacked it delicately. Logan braced himself but also tried to remain calm.
"Ready?" James asked.
"Uh huh."
Holding the base of his dick firm, he slowly pushed it inside Logan's asshole. The blind boy's mouth fell wide open and a smooth, sweet moan rolled out. A series of throaty gasps and groans continued as James eased himself inside.
"It's big," Logan moaned.
"Do you like it?"
"Uh huh."
"Good."
He went deeper, his cock throbbing harder with each inch that Logan could take. Slowly he began to rock his hips. Logan cried out in pleasure. James built up a soft rhythm, smacking his pelvis into Logan's butt.
"Ohh my gosh, ohh wow," Logan moaned. His breathing rapidly increased. James looked down on him and smiled. Power trip, he thought.
"You're so tight," James whispered. "You feel so good on me."
"O-okay, that's good," Logan said. He winced as James began to fuck him harder.
"Yeah that's real good." The taller of them touched a hand to Logan's face and gently stroked his cheek. He nuzzled back against James's hand, still constantly moaning.
"J-James," Logan cried.
"Yeah?"
"It feels so good."
James bit down on his lower lip and fucked Logan even harder now. Their flesh slapped together in unison with each thrust. Logan cried and groaned the entire time, clutching the pillows and wildly tossing his head from side to side. James struggled to get a free hand around Logan's dick, but once he did he started to jerk him off in rhythm with his thrusts. They humped and ground against each other, pulsating, throbbing, screaming as the height of ecstasy was met. All at once, James pinned Logan's hips down to the bed and smashed his dick deep inside him. A hot, sticky load of cum filled him up. Logan quivered and squealed as this all went down, and at last he had an orgasm as well. It shot out onto his tummy in a fine line.
"Oh my gosh," Logan whispered. His face was bright red and he was nearly out of breath. Tingles spiraled throughout his glowing body. James removed himself from his boyfriend and slowly lay down beside him, silently. "Oh my gosh it felt so good," Logan continued. "James?"
"Yeah," James answered quickly.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine."
"I'm sooo tired," Logan whined.
"Me, too," James mumbled.
Logan clutched to his boyfriend's back and snuggled a little space for him to sleep. James sighed to himself. Happiness reverberated deep within his heart. He took an edge of the bed sheets and dabbed the tears from his eyes.
