It was seven-forty in the morning and Randy hasn't been sleep yet. He's been up staring at the ceiling for hours now. Thinking about anything and everything, but mostly about Phil. I mean what was so great about Phil? He was 100% sure that he looked better than him so why would John not want to be with him. He looked over at John who was asleep facing him. John was the hottest guy he's ever seen so why was it so hard for John to admit his feeling. Maybe he was in love with Phil but if he was why did he kiss me the way he did and twice. Turning away from John he sat up and swung his feet over the edge and buried his face in his hands. In a few hours his family and friends would be here and he dreaded that. He put on jeans, tank top and shoes and went outside. The leaves crunched under his feet as he walked across the field. He stopped at one of the picnic tables and sat down.

"Hey" said a female voice from behind him.

Randy turned to see a woman walking toward him. "Hi um do you work here or are you visiting someone?"

She sat next to him. "Yeah I'm visiting my husband Steve and you must be Randy."

Randy sat up "How did you know that?"

She smiled "My husband told me a lot about you, like how you wanted to talk to a female about some problems that you've been going through."

Randy looked down "You make it sound like I'm on my period or something."

She chuckled. "Well I'm Krystal and I can tell that you really like him."

Randy looked up at her. "What makes you think it's a him?"

She sighed "let's just say I know one when I see one plus I've seen you with him Randy."

Randy looked back down. "Well it doesn't matter now because he has a boyfriend and when he comes today I have to sit there and watch them together. I'm thinking about not even coming out."

"You shouldn't hide like that Randy." Krystal said.

"You don't know what it's like to be me. I told him that I was dating my best friend just to make him jealous and it didn't work but every time he mentions his name it makes me jealous." Randy got up. "We've kissed twice now and both times were amazing. When I finally give in he tells me that it can't happen, that we couldn't do it anymore. You know how much that hurt me after all that leading on and flirting. I never should have started it but whenever I'm with him I can't think straight."

Krystal nodded "I actually know how you feel Randy. Before Steve and I got together he was really hesitant about it and he had a girlfriend who he was on the edge of breaking up with. I knew that he was the one for me and I didn't give up. I fought for him until he finally came to his senses and realized that we were meant to be and if you and John are then all you have to do fight."

"But what if it doesn't work and I'm standing there looking like an idiot." Randy said.

"You'll never know unless you try."Krystal got up "But you have to come clean about your friend being your boyfriend and maybe you do things will change." She placed a hand on her shoulder. "I'm going to give you my number and you can call whenever you need someone to talk to okay. Whenever and wherever I am I answer." She pulled out a piece of paper and wrote down her number.

Randy took the number and smiled. "Thanks…um I better get ready then." He said walking off. "It's was nice to meet you."

"You too!" Krystal yelled back as Randy ran back to his cabin.

Randy paused at the door when he heard shuffling coming from the other side. He took a deep breath and opened the door and was relieved when he saw Dolph going through his clothes. "Morning Dolph."

Dolph looked up at him and smiled "Hey Randy I was looking for you."

"Sorry I just went for a walk." He walked over to Dolph's bed and sat down.

Dolph looked at him. "So how are you feeling?"

Randy nodded "A lot better actually."

Dolph sat next to him. "Good because I had an idea that might get us both what we want.

For some reason John opened his eyes and saw Randy sitting with Dolph on his bed. They were sitting very close and were talking. He started to wonder what they were talking about. He closed his eyes and pretended to stretch, causing them both to look over at him. Randy got up and went over to bed where he began looking through his things.

Dolph threw a pillow at him. "Wake up!"

John grabbed the pillow and threw it back at him. "I am up." He said laughing then he looked at Randy. "Hey."

Randy stopped and looked back at him. "Hey"

John sat up and swung his legs over the edge of his bed. "Randy about that night-"

Randy held up a hand "Don't worry about it because I've moved on. I'm completely over the fact that I gave you my heart and you threw it away."

John's mouth dropped "I didn't throw it away Randy I just…I don't know."

Randy looked down "Just forget it alright you got what you wanted."

"And what did I want exactly?" John said.

Randy signed "Us to stop whatever this was between us." He picked up some clean clothes and walked back over to Dolph's bed.

John watched as they both got dressed and left the cabin. Somewhere between all that the other woke up and were also getting dressed so he got up and did the same.

Randy and Dolph were sitting on the bench facing each other. "So I think I have a way that might get us both what we want."

"And what's that?" Randy said leaning in closer to him.

Dolph sighed "When they get here we kiss."

Randy sat back. "Are you crazy anyway I'm suppose to have a boyfriend remember. What will he think if he sees us making out with my suppose to be boyfriend right there."

"We'll do it when he's not around. Come on Randy I know that this will work." Dolph said.

Randy sighed "Alright fine we'll give it a shot but I'm telling you it's not going to work."

Dolph sighed and looked over to the parking lot. A few cars were pulling up and Dolph saw one that looked familiar. "He's here."

Randy looked toward the car then saw John exiting with the others. "And there is John so what do we do?"

Dolph turned Randy's face to his own. "Now you kiss me like you're kissing John."

Randy looked over and saw John walking toward them and without thinking he turned back and kissed Dolph square on the lips.

John stopped in his tracks along with another guy that was making his way over to the pair at the picnic table. John turned and was about to go back inside when he saw his boyfriends car pull up and he went over to it.

Dolph pulled back when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up at his best friend Alex. "Hey what's up?"

"Can I talk to you?" Alex said not bothering to look at Randy who was looking down.

Dolph looked at Randy who nodded for him to go so he got up. "I'll talk to you later alright."

Randy nodded and watched them go until his eyes landed on John who was leaning in a car window. From where he was sitting Randy could see him kissing the guy behind the wheel. He turned and looked away. He felt sick and he got up and started to walk to his cabin but he stopped when he saw his best friend standing a few feet away from him with his hands in his jeans. "Teddy" he said.

Ted smiled and walked over to him. "I guess you missed out a few key notes in your letters."

Randy smiled and hugged him. "Oh you're so wrong about that."

"What do you mean?" Ted asked.

"You see that guy by the car over there, that's John and I'm crazy about him." Randy said.

"But who was that guy you were just kissing?" Ted asked looking over at John.

"He's a friend we both felt the same way about two different guys so we decided to make them jealous by kissing. Now I know it's stupid but I really like him but he has a boyfriend." He looked over at John and saw him walking with Phil and they were walking toward them. "Oh god he's coming over."

Ted turned to him and smiled. "God because I want to meet him."

"No you don't because he thinks that you're my boyfriend." Randy blurted out.

Ted turned back to him. "And why would he think that?"

Randy looked down "Because I told him that I did and he's name was Ted." He looked back up. "Before you say anything it just happened. We were talking then he told me about his boyfriend I didn't think and I blurted it out."

"You need to tell him the truth Randy or you'll just make things a lot worse." Ted said.

Randy looked back just in time to see John take Paul's hand and stop in front of them. "Hey Randy um I wanted you to meet Phil, my boyfriend."

Randy smiled "Hi Phil it's nice to meet you." He looked down at their hands. "This is Ted he's my best friend…and my boyfriend." He looked out the corner of his eyes and saw Ted roll his eyes.

Ted took his hand. "I'm sorry it was nice to meet you but I have to talk to my...boyfriend." He walked off pulling Randy with him. They walked behind one of the cabins. "What did I just say?"

"I'm sorry I saw them holding hands and it came out." Randy leaned back against the wall. "Don't be mad."

"I'm not" Ted sighed and leaned next to him. "You really care about this guy don't you?"

Randy nodded "Yeah I do and for a while now I thought he did too. We've kissed twice now and it was amazing but when I wanted more he didn't."

"Because he has a boyfriend Randy and you never should have stared anything with him." Ted said.

Randy started to cry. "I couldn't help it."

Ted walked in front of him and wrapped his arms around his neck. "Don't cry Randy."

Randy wrapped his arms around Ted's waist. "I don't know what to do."

"You're going to have to move on." Ted said "You'll never be happy if you keep going after someone who's not sure of what he wants." He pulled back and looked him in the eyes. "You a fantastic guy and anyone would be lucky to have you and if I wasn't completely in love with my girlfriend and straight I'll be all yours."

Randy smiled "Thanks I feel a lot better."

Ted shrugged "You know that I love you, I always will, right and I promise that I'll never let what happened with that bastard Ex of your happen again."

Randy nodded "I know and I love you too."

"Don't worry you're going to get the guy in the end and who knows it might even be John."

John walked away from them as they shared their intimate moment. His eyes were burning and he was trying his best not to let the tears that were threatening to come out, come out.

Randy sat back "Alright I'll tell him that you're just a friend and maybe you're right. Maybe things will change." They left and rejoined everyone in the field. Randy decided to show Ted his room so he did but as he opened the door he saw John sitting on his bed facing the door. "Hey John."

John looked up "Hi"

Randy looked back at Ted. "Do you mind if I talk to him for a minute?" Ted nodded and left. Randy walked over to his bed and sat across from John. "Are you okay?"

John sniffed and shook his head. "No"

"What happened?" Randy asked.

John looked at Randy with tears in his eyes. "I broke up with Phil."

Randy stared at him. "You did what?"

John got up and started to walk around "I broke up with Phil."

"Why?" Randy asked

"Because of you." John said "I don't want to be with him Randy I want to be with you but you have a boyfriend."

Randy smiled "About that I kind of lied."

"What do you mean?" John asked. "I saw you saying that you love each other."

"Ted is my best friend so of course I love him but not like that. He's straight and has a girlfriend."

John walked over to him. "So why did you say that-"

Randy looked down "I was trying to make you jealous, I'm sorry." He stared at John for a long time before he finally got enough and got up, heading for the door.

John reached out and grabbed him by the arm before he could reach it. He pulled Randy to his own body and kissed him flat on the lips. Randy wrapped his arms around John's neck and deepened the kiss. John walked backward toward the bed and when his feet hit it he pulled Randy down on top of him. Their hands started to roam around each other, feeling every possible thing they could fine. Randy and John were both seeing stars as they rolled over and over fighting for dominance. Suddenly they heard the door open and they both stopped and looked over at whoever came in.

Dolph was standing there with his mouth open, Alex standing behind him holding his hand. "Oh god I knew it would work!"

"Knew what would work?" Alex asked.

Randy smiled "Nothing so Dolph is everything okay?"

Dolph smiled and nodded "Yeah, but I thought you guys might be hungry because they're about to start serving the food." He turned and left with Alex.

John looked down at him. "What was he talking about?"

"That kiss that me and Dolph shared was just another way of me making you jealous and him getting the guy he's been in love with for years." Randy said.

"Do you want to go out?" John asked.

Randy smiled "Our family is here to see us and I'm kind of hungry so do you mind if we stepped out for a while?"

John leaned down and kissed Randy once more. "Not at all." He got up and pulled Randy up with him.

"Besides I don't think Ted wouldn't be happy if I ditched him all day when he hasn't seen me in months." Randy said before walking toward the cabin door, john right behind him.

A/N so they both got what they really wanted but don't be fooled. Someone is hiding a secret and that secret will break everything in someone else's heart. What will happen, what is the secret, will they get back together or will this secret tear them apart for good. All these questions will be answered in the next few chapters. LOL ;) P.S forgive any mistakes.