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Chapter 5: Names.

"We're . . . we're . . . WHAT! But I can't stand you!" She was practically in my lap for the last bit, screeching in my face. "yea . . . I can't stand you either. If that makes you feel any better." I smirked. I thought I was being funny. She thought different. She sprang up. Hmm, fast for a human. She stalked around muttering to herself about how much she hated me. I think I caught something about my jeans? What?

She obviously didn't realise how much her hips swayed when she walked around. I just wanted to go over there grab them and . . . no. She hates you! You hate her! I really should remember that. God. I was the king of vampires! I was deadly! Every vampire had heard of me and every. single. one of them feared me. How did I let a little human get me so . . . weak! She started biting her lip. that turned me on more than I will ever be willing to admit. I growled to myself. he head snapped up. "We're mates." She whispered. I nodded mutely. "Does that mean that this . . . pull I feel is a part of that? What is it? Why do I feel like I need to be around you? Why do I miss you when you're gone?" Woah. That was a lot of questions. "The pull that you described sounds like the mating pull, but I don't know much about this sort of thing. You feel like you need to be around me because you body has realised that we are mate's even if your head hasn't. To tell the truth, I'm not sure whats going on. I'm just as confused as you."

She smirked at that. The little bitch. I'm finally opening up to someone, sounding weak and she is laughing at me. This is a new experience. No one has ever wanted to get close to me before for reasons other than sex and Isabella. She wanted me so she could 'knock me down a few pegs' as she put it. I wonder what that means. "Caius" she whispered. God, I loved the way my name sounded coming out of her perfect lips. Everybody else spat it in fear or annoyance. But Isabella, she crooned it, made it a caress. I'd never heard anybody say my name like that. This was all so unknown. "Isabella . . ." I whispered. A blush ran it's way up her face and I hesitantly reached out a finger to stroke her flaming skin. She was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

I drew my hand back, but she grabbed it and held it tightly in both of hers. "I was with Edward. I thought he loved me. Now I feel like my heart has just come back, but I have no idea when it will start beating again. It's all so confusing. I feel like I love you, but I hate you. You're such a jerk. But when you're gone. I want to run after you and make you come back. I get this awful pit in the bottom of my stomach. I'm just . . . I don't know. The only thing I really really know is how much I want to kiss you." Her words trailed off as she clapped a hand over mouth, mortified that she let the words escape.

All I could do is stare at her, dumbfounded. She wanted to kiss me. Me! I wonder if she wanted to kiss me as much as I wanted to kiss her. That probably wasn't possible. "Umm. I'm sorry. I'll just shut up now." Her cheeks were bright red. "Isabella. I feel exactly the same way. The confusion, the pull, the need." She pulled her hands away from her face and stared at me with shocked eyes.

"You do? Really?" Her surprise was evident. "Of course I do! Do you think that mating is one sided!? We are in this together." I took her hand back is mine. "Together." She echoed. "Together" I breathed. She leant into my shoulder sighing, as if she carried the weight of the world. The funny thing is, I wanted to carry some of that weight for her. I wanted her to never have to worry again. I wanted to take care of her. I wanted her to stay protected and safe. Very strange. Most of the time I just want woman for sex. I cared about her.

This had never happened to me before. But, now that her soft hair was brushing my chin, her warm cheek on my shoulder, my arm around her waist, I didn't want anything to change. I wanted to stay like this for eternity.

I wanted to stay with her for an eternity.

I was pretty sure she wouldn't feel the same way.

Damn it.

A/N:

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