With Boomer gone, I don't know how I was about to survive. Butch can't cook...Can he? He wasn't home yet so I guess I wouldn't know. I scanned the kitchen for edible foods yet all I saw was cereal. Quick, easy and nutritious. I pulled down a box of Apple Jacks on to hear the front door close. "Butch?" He grunted in response when he came into the kitchen, and placed a nice smelling bag onto the counter. "What's in the bag?'
"Dinner. It's Chinese" I practically threw the cereal back in the cabinet and raced toward the bag. Butch handed me some boxes and chop stick and he took some for himself. "You eating alone or do you mind acting civil" i took a seat at the dinner table.
"I can be civil, unlike you. Who walks around with no reasonable clothes on"
"The same person that walks around in a sports bra all day." He leaned back in his chair and I watched him dig in with a fork.
"You don't know how to use chop sticks?" He shook his head. This is my moment to break him... I got up and walked behind me and bent over his shoulder to grasp his hand. I keep my lips close to his ear. "You hold them think this" I positioned them correctly in his hand. "And you move them like this" I showed him how to move them, his body was tense because of our proximity. He did it correctly, and sighed in relief. I moved closer to his ear, making my voice sound sexy and seductive. "Don't say I never taught you anything" As I turned to go back to my seat he caught my arm. I looked back at him and air caught in my throat as I made the wrong move. I looked into his eyes. They held so many strong and passionate emotions... We seemed to be lost for a moment. Lost in each other. There was this instant connection, that neither of us could deny. But damn sure could try! I pulled my arm away, breaking the moment. "What are you staring at?"
"I was going to say thank you but I got caught up on how rude and unladylike you are"
"You're rubbing off on me, you pig" I sat in my seat and silence seemed to overwhelm us.
I was putting away dishes when Butch came into the kitchen. "Let's go to the club tonight. Have some fun without the tag alongs" I turned around to see him leaning against the door frame shirtless. I swallowed my tongue for a moment, not trusting myself to say anything. I nodded as a reply. He smirked before heading upstairs. I turned back to the dishes, reimagining the glorious image I just saw. Those gorgeous six-pack, rock hard abs seemed to be calling my name! That sexy smirk... I can't let myself get caught up in something that isn't suppose to be, but isn't this what everything was about? Maybe i should let go for one night. No boundaries. No rules. No subconscious. I'm just gonna see where things take me tonight...
I sprayed hairspray throughout my hair when Butch called for me downstairs, "Butterbabe are you ready?"
"Yeah!" I triple checked myself in the mirror, one last time. My black cut out dress was perfect for my new attitude tonight. It was irresistible, Butch was not going to be able to stop himself, this time. I laced up my Jeffery Campbell's and went out the door and down the stairs. Butch had already started drinking. "Couldn't wait to start the party, huh?" He turned around and his eyes almost fell from his head. I saw him swallow the last of his drink before resorting his eyes back to me. I watched him look me up and down, riding all my curves and back. I raised an eyebrow when I question went unanswered, as a reply he shook his head. "So I think we should take a cab" Then I heard a car horn form outside, I peeked through the window to see a cab. "Looks like your ahead of me" I was walking towards the door when I felt him pull me back and close to him.
"You wore that to get my attention" I pulled away from him even though I wanted to be closer. His voice was deep and seductive, i had to be somewhat classy.
"No, I wore it because I want to have a good night tonight. Is that going to be a problem?"
"Nope, no problem at all"
The club was nice and crowded. I was seated at the bar, hoping to grab the attention of someone. The DJ was playing the best songs, almost made we want to get up and dance. The bartender came and placed a drink in front of me. "This is from that guy" he pointed across the bar to reveal a hazel eyed cutie. He winked once he was revealed and I smirked back and accepted the drink. Shirley Temple, classic. As I began taking small sips I noticed Butch on the dance floor with some bimbo. He happened to see me watching him a smirked. Well two can play that game. I waved the hazel cute over to the stool next to mine, If I must say he was cuter up close.
I love bad bitches, that's my fuckin problem
And yeah I like to fuck, I got a fuckin problem
"What's your name?" His voice was deep yet didn't meet certain requirements.
"Buttercup and yours?"
I love bad bitches, that's my fuckin problem
And yeah I like to fuck I got a fuckin problem
"Adam. Buttercup, that's unique"
"Unique name for a unique girl"
I love bad bitches, that's my fuckin problem
And yeah I like to fuck, I got a fuckin problem
"My thoughts exactly. Want to dance?" I took a quick glance to see that Butch was gone. Now is my chance. I nod at the Hazel eyed hottie and grab his hand as we make our way to the dance floor.
If finding somebody real is your fuckin problem
Bring ya girls to the crib maybe we can solve it
The beats of the crowd were being carried by the song. I was carefully moving into the song, trying not to bring too much attention or get this guy too aroused. He pulled me closer and whispered in my ear, "I know you could do better than that" His touch brought an alarming sensation to my skin. It wasnt;t comfortable but it was alarming...something about him.
Yeah hoe this the finale
My pep talk turn into a pep rally
I smirked at his request and actually did dance a little bit more. He tried to grab hold on my hips but I was skillfully shimmy away to avoid that. I didn't want to get too caught up with this guy.
Say she's from the hood but she live inside in the valley now
Vacate in Atlanta, then she going back to Cali
He pulled me closer and whispered in my ear again, "Let me help you out" He twisted me around to were i wasn't facing him. He pulled me close, not too close but within good proximity. Adam took hold of my hips and we swayed together. After he did that, I just decided to let loose and have fun. I felt his hands explore the rest of my curves. I felt somewhat wrong when I seen Butch watching me from our table. He was eyeing me angrily, and I felt as if I was trapped. Now that I had his attention I was going to keep it.
Got your girl on my line, world on my line
The irony I fuck 'em at the same damn time
I began grinding a little but harder, you know, using a but more effort. Adam was obviously loving this as he went along. Butch saw his enjoyment and got jealous. He pulled some red-head out of nowhere to dance with him, right next to Adam and I. Jealous much...
She eyeing me like a - don't exist
Girl, I know you want this dihhh
I watched them as the desperately craved for my attention. The girl was touching Butch is ways that I only dreamed about... His muscular arms, his washboard chest and rock hard abs! I had to stay focus, obviously this has become a competition between us. I began taking control and letting things escalate.
Girl, I'm Kendrick Lamar
Aka Benz is to me just a car
I think Adam caught on to the fact that I was basically using him, but he didnt't seem to mind. Especially with me grinding and being explicit with him. The red-head was loosing up and obviously was getting bored with Butch. Just as I felt I had it, Adam seemed to disappear. I turned around to make sure I wasn't completely crazy. I spotted him not too far talking to another girl. No hate on my end, so I swiftly made my way back to the bar. Butch seemed consumed with he red-head, but she wasn't having it. she left him on the dance floor alone. He turned towards me, I just looked away because I didn;t know what to do or say. Who knew how this night would end?
I dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain it was worth it every time
"Now I'm going to slow it down for those who don't know what the hell I just played." The DJ was making a statement, but the Bartender was too busy feeding me shots. I was slowly swaying to the beat, letting the sweet heated liquor settle in.
Hold still right before we crash, 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass and I drown in you again
"You shouldn't drink that much" I turned to see Butch next to me. He looked somewhat sober...
"I'm fine, what are you my bodyguard?" He shook his head in response. "Exactly, so stop being a mother-figure and come dance with me" I dragged him on the dance floor and we began moving to the electric beats and the pumping crowd."
Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
At first Butch was just watching me dance, then eventually he joined me. Both of our bodies moving in sync. AH, there is goes. That feeling again. I don't know if he feels it, but he's looking at me some kind of way. The gravity pulling us together doesn't help either. I was avoiding his eyes but then I remember by promise from either...
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?
I looked up to meet those forest green eyes, I remember from my childhood. They always seemed to be hovering over me... He looked down at me and something in me just clicked, and an electric current felt as if it ran through us. We both let out a small gasp.
In that moment, we stopped dancing. We were two statues starring deep into each other's eyes with such compassion and romance. Something in me was pushing me towards him, I didn't fight it. I wasn't going to fight in any longer.. I walked up to Butch, closing the little space between us. the atmosphere suddenly began thick and my breathing thickened as well.
Walk on through a red parade, and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
"You feel it too" I nodded at his statement that was meant to be a question. He cupped my cheek and ran his thumb over it, "Then don't fight it"
Don't speak as I try to leave, 'cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull, then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back to you
This is what Katherine was talking about. This is why I was distracted, I was fighting destiny...
Cause you are the piece of me, I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why
Butch leaned down, and I slowly lifted up, and our lips collided in such fiery, free, passion. I responded fiercely, wanting more. He wrapped his arms around my slim waist and pulled me closer. Every touch we made felt like lightning, and I loved it. He asked for entrance which i gladly granted, letting myself go. Having fun without working, finally feeling like everything I needed was in this one person. Butch. i wrapped my arms around his neck, standing on my tippy toes to deepen the kiss. I felt him explore my curves, since all he's ever done is look at them. Even though I felt like I was on cloud 9, my lungs began to beg for air. I pulled away from Butch, looking him in the eyes he whole time. I found so many emotions going through them. Happiness, longing, lust, and the biggest one being love.
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love's insanity, why are my clarity?
"let's get out of here" His voice was deep and husky, making my insides weak. I didn't trust myself to speak so I simply nodded.
We ended up back at the house, the car ride being awkward. Neither of us ready to say how we really felt, or neither of us wanted to mess things up. I went up to his room, hoping he won't follow but of course he did. He came up behind me as I stood in the mirror, wrapping his arms around me. I looked at our reflection. We fit perfectly together. Butch began to plant kisses on my neck. "Are you sure you want to do this?" My voice came out as a whisper because I was so weak. He looked at us through the mirror and smiled.
"As long as you'll be next to me in the morning" He resumed to what he was doing. I let him continued, ignoring all the alarms going off in my head. I turned around and kissed him passionately The sweet taste of spearmint come over me. He picked me up and began to walk backwards until he fell unto the bed. I sat up, straddling him.
"I'll be right next to you" He smiled as he put his arms around me, and pulled me down. We engaged in an intense make-out session, and it felt so right regardless of what my brain is telling me. I felt like he was made for me and vice versa. He turned us over so he was on top, he smirked at me.
"Lights out" he clapped his hands and the lights went out.
HOPE YOU ENJOYED, there's more to come :) songs used. Fuckin Problem- asap rocky ft 2 chainz, Drake, Kendrick Lamar AND Clarity - Zedd