This fan fiction will have more than one chapter! I hope you enjoy!

I sigh as I look out the window. I am looking out for Sasayans bike, he was going to take me to school today, he promised. I stare at my cell phone. Does he even remember? I go to the mirror and stare at my reflection. I was lazy today, so my hair was just loose. I wore the schools uniform and had a tinge of makeup on. I look great, I would have pride in it, but the whispers I hear at school and the loneliness I feel keep me from ever coming to that conclusion. Stupid boys, it's all there fault.

I hear a bell and I look out the window and see Sasayan on his bike. I wave at the spiky haired brunette and I rush down the stairs to greet him.

"Hey!" He grins at me and waves. "Get on we are gonna be a little late okay?"

"Okay!" I smile and get on the back of his bike. He starts pedalling pretty fast, so I hold on to him. It makes me blush but I have no choice unless I want my brains all over the concrete.

Last night I couldn't sleep. I was thinking about Sasayan and how we were okay now. I thought he was different. But no, he did exactly what the rest of them did. He fell for me. But I wonder why I am still here, holding on to him as he takes me to school. Is he still different? A part of me says yes. then another part says no. Last night I tried to figure out how he was different and I finally came to the conclusion that he didn't force me.

Other people, forced me in a way. They shoved their feelings down my throat, saying how they really wanted to go out with me every single time I saw them. They pushed me when I didn't like being pushed.

Not Sasayan though, he just, let me know I guess. As if he was telling me some random fact about the earth or something. Another thing, we were friends before. That friendship matters, even though it's annoying. I cannot lose another friend.

"Were here Natsume, you can let go now." He says, chuckling, but I also see that his cheeks have a tinge of pink.

"Yes, sorry I was just thinking and I didn't realize!" I say, my cheeks feel hot then I thank him and I hurry to my class,hoping to bump into Mitty or Haru.I couldn't believe I did that. How embarrassing. I wave goodbye to him and run to my demise, math. It's the beginning of our last year here and I am already , at least I have my friends right?