Chapter 5 – The Hard Part

Hard times always lead to something great.

Skye

It was around midday the next when we got back on the road again. Ward made the call because he spoke with Coulson at a payphone somewhere away from the motel. It was bad though, he had alerted the guys that were after us about our whereabouts.

We headed into Portland, checked into another no tell motel. There was only one bed so I put Aidan in his box which was still in the car for some apparent reason. I thought Jemma or Fitz would have gotten rid of it when I left it in the lab.

It was late at night when Aidan finally went down, he was a nightmare because he wouldn't go to sleep. He wasn't crying or anything like that, he just wouldn't go to sleep or let me put him down which was a pain. I put him in the bathroom which was a lot warmer than out here so it was going to be good for him and left the door open enough to hear him.

Ward came back not long after that. He looked worried, like something was bothering him. He kept checking outside looking through the window. It was unsettling. I waited for a while to ask him what was wrong but then it just got annoying.

"Okay, what's going on?" I asked sitting up from the bed.

"What?" He asked dumbly.

"You've been looking outside for the past hour not saying a word," I said. "What's wrong?"

"I'm not sure contacting Coulson was the best thing. I put us in even more danger."

"Hey, don't put that on yourself, there's not a lot you can do from this end."

I stood up walked over next to him.

"I'm supposed to keep you and Aidan safe. I can't do that when I'm putting us right out there for the whole world to know."

"You are doing your best. Do you want to know how I know that? Because that is what my SO would do. That is what Grant Ward would do and if it wasn't enough he would make it enough."

"You don't know that."

"Please just stop and look around. We're fine, Aidan and I are okay."

"You don't know that! You can never know that! This is all just messed up, I am putting the both of you in danger."

"Then what are we going to do Grant?! Just stay in the dark and not know what's happening out there. No, I refuse to go on like that."

"Well, that's you isn't. Just selfish and worrying about yourself. Unlike you I put everyone else before me."

I laughed. It came out hollow. "Are you kidding me? When have I ever put myself first in this situation? Tell me."

"Just then you were talking about yourself, what about Aidan? Huh?" He grabbed my elbow and pointed at him. "You're just gonna leave him behind."

I couldn't speak. Everything pulsated in me. I was a bomb and I was about to explode.

"Ugh! I hate you! You think I was just gonna leave him behind? I'm not that low. I don't care what I do as long as I take him with me. I won't abandon him like everyone else did to me because I know that's the hard part."

"Who ever said anyone was leaving you?"

"Everybody does!" I yelled and ran my hand through my hair and turned around. Trying to take a breath and clear my head.

"No," he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him and made me face him. "What makes you think I'm going to leave you?"

I couldn't answer him. I only said that out of spite. I just wanted to get away right now but I knew he wouldn't let me. He would never. I started shedding tears at the thought of that.

"Do you think I would leave you? Would you like me to do it right now?"

"No." I instantly turn and look at his expression it's contorted in confusion and sadness. "No, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."

He put his hand on my face and wiped the tears away. "I would never leave you, I promise."

"Hasn't anyone told you never to make promises you can't keep?"

"I won't. I care about you too much for that."

Our close proximity wasn't recognized until now, now when I realize his eyes were shifting from mine and my lips. Contemplating on whether or not it was okay to kiss me. I helped him find the answer by moving closer, closing the gap between our bodies.

He moved his lips across the short distance down to mine and kissed me. I moaned as his tongue slid into mine, possessively claiming me. I loved it, and tightened my fingers in his hair. His hands shifted to grab my thighs, lifting me up to carry me. I clenched my legs around his waist. Our breaths frantic, our mouths furious, he turned us around and started walking us to the bed.

I couldn't care about anything but feeling more of the hardness that was pressed against my abdomen. I tried to rub against it while we walked, and Grant whimpered, leaning against the wall as he stumbled in his step. "God, I want you so bad…"

I groaned something back that was along the same lines, then returned to his mouth again. I'd wanted this for weeks, I certainly wasn't going to stop here.

He set me down on the bed and I stood up on my knees to reach him as he was still standing. Then our frantic kissing shifted to frantic stripping. I ripped his jacket off and shirts, he ripped my shirt off and had buttons flying everywhere. My bra was torn in half as he jerked it off of me, his mouth instantly suckling. It sent a jolt straight through me and I cried out, causing me to stop fiddling with my pants. Pausing, he jerked those off, then worked on the rest of his clothes.

I was filled with need by the time he was pushing me back onto the bed. Our mouths still going at it with each other, he moved over the top of me. Breathing heavy, he paused his body against my entrance. I was writhing beneath him now, crying out for him to do it, for him to take me. Gritting his jaw, he plunged into me, taking me hard, like he really did want to claim me.

Pushing hard and fast against each other, we were both climaxing in no time. With my legs clamped tight against him, I shook as the pleasure hit me. He shook as his body poured into mine. Slightly sweaty, we rode out the intensity, moaning after each level passed through us.

When it was over, he sagged against me. I panted, my breath coming and going in jagged, heavy waves. Slowly pulling out, he shifted to my side. "I'm sorry, that's not how I wanted our first to be."

"Do you believe me now when I say I don't want you to leave?" I asked out of breath.

"Yeah," he grinned and kissed my head.

Well, after that steamy Skyeward session some of you are going to need to cool down, eh? I hope you guys liked it since it was my first try at a sex scene.

Let me know what you think.

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