I'M BACK…. So this is Chapter 16. So I've still not got my computer so you have to bare with me and be patient about me updating this story. I'm back at college so I've got time there for now to writ and upload. So I bet you've all been waiting for this and too see what happened when Brooke told Lucas and the Twins about the whole pregnancy thing. SO HERE IT IS….

Chapter 16- Losing you would be torture

Brooke was sitting in her study reading her magazine and thinking what to say to Lucas about the whole pregnancy thing, she didn't feel very well either. Lucas came in soon after and slumped down next to Brooke in her study. Brooke turned and looked at him.

"I didn't hear you come in Luke" Brooke wiped away a tear quick enough that Lucas never saw her do it

"I thought you might be sleeping since you didn't feel very well this morning, so I didn't make any noise when I came in" Lucas replied "Why aint you in bed anyway baby?"

"What did you just say?" Brooke turned her head towards him so fast her head nearly snapped off

"I said 'why aint you in bed?'" Lucas repeated

"After the bed part" Brooke had a serious look in her eyes

"I called you baby like I always do" Lucas looked confused "Brooke are you okay?"

"No. look Luke I need to tell you something and I don't know how you're going to take it or look at it, but if I don't tell you know then I properly never will because I'm scared and I don't want to lose you again" Brooke took a deep breath

"Brooke it's okay, will deal with whatever it is together because I love you and always have and always will. Nothing will ever break us apart. I promise" Lucas reassured her

"Do you mean it? You promise" Brooke turned her whole body towards Lucas and took another deep breath

"Yeah Brooke I mean it" Lucas leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips

"Okay" Brooke sighed "You know I love you with all my heart and I don't want to lose you ever again, but Luke I'm pregnant and before you say anything yes it's yours and yes I'm scared about it and I think it could work, but by the look in your eyes you don't" Brooke stood up and walked to the window

"Brooke I-I, when? How?" Lucas was stuttering and just by that Brooke knew they were doomed

"I found out today and by the how I think we all know how Luke" Brooke huffed angrily and looked away from him

"Brooke I didn't mean anything by it. I was just shocked and confused" Lucas stood up and glided to Brooke's side "I just don't understand. I-I thought we used protection"

"FYI Luke protection doesn't always protect you as you well know. Let's take you and Peyton for example" Brooke glared at Lucas heatedly

"Actually let's not because Peyton planned it and used me to do it. How about we take the twins as an example instead?" Lucas suggested

"Fine. Yeah we used protection, but it didn't work obviously since we have 2 wonderful girls. I didn't mean for this to happen Luke and I know you didn't too, but guess what it has and we have to deal with it" Brooke told Lucas

"I know we do and I don't know what you want to do, but I want you…" Before Luke could finish Brooke cut in

"I'm not having an abortion Luke, so you better get that out your head right now" Brooke butted in

"Actually I was going to say that I want you to keep the baby because Brooke we can deal with this and I know I sounded like a dick, but I want this baby and I want this family with you and no one else but you" Lucas took Brooke's hands in his and brought them up to his lips and softly kissed each finger slowly

"Lucas are you sure because if you can't or don't want to do this say know so I can move on because losing you the first time was hard, but losing you again would be torture" Brooke had tears rolling down her face now

"I don't want to lose you Brooke. Peyton was a mistake. You're my future and you're my life. I mean it. I want you and this life and family" Lucas kissed her lightly on the lips and she smiled

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Brooke got out of her car and walked slowly up Haley and Nathan's drive. She knocked lightly on the door and waited for an answer. Haley opened the door and smiled. Brooke weakly smiled then followed Haley into her house.

"So I'm guessing Luke didn't take it very well by the look of your face" Haley stated

"At first no, but we have decided to keep the baby and everything is okay now" Brooke sounded like she was not only trying to convince Haley, but she was also trying to convince herself and she didn't know why she has so much doubt even with Luke telling her everything is going to be okay

"So are you sure you're both okay and what about the girls?" Haley asked

"Yeah Luke and I are fine and were going to tell the girls as soon as they get home from school" Brooke responded "Hales I'm really scared about the girls though"

"Scared about what Brooke. They will love the idea of having a little brother or sister and you know they will. So what you so scared about?" Haley was confused

"I know they will love the idea, but what if I push them out because of the baby or what if I don't pay them much attention because the baby needs all my attention" Brooke was playing with the hem of her shirt "I don't want to push my girls away Hales"

"You won't Brooke. Truest me okay. I promise you won't push your girls out, because they love you and you love them just how much as you'll love the new baby and yeah the baby will need all the attention, but I'm sure they will understand if you explain to them and plus Nathan and I are here to help you and Luke with anything you guys need" Haley assured Brooke

"Thank you Hales. I am so glad we stay friends. I don't know what I would do without you and Nate in my life" Brooke gave Haley a hug and smiled

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Kieran was sitting in the library doing some research for her English project when October walked in. she saw Kieran and slumped down in the chair opposite him. Kieran felt her presents, but refused to acknowledge she was there. October didn't know what to do or why Kieran wasn't talking to her.

"Hey" October whispered. Kieran still didn't look at her "Kieran please"

"I have work to do October. You know just like you had stuff to do last night when I rang you, so if you don't mind I need to get back to doing my research" Kieran sounded really harsh and October didn't like it

"Well sorry for wanting to come and see my boyfriend during break" Kieran stated

"Fine" October got up

Kieran sighed and stood up "October wait"

October didn't stop she just stormed out of the library and outside to her sister and Reece

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April turned to see her sister walking towards and by the look of her face she knew October wasn't happy. She stood up and opened her arms which October walked into and began to cry.

"What happened?" April asked

"K-e-iran" October stuttered

"I repeat what happened?" April asked again

"His being a prick" October replied "I was just trying to get ready for school last night and now his being a prick"

"Okay. So you actually going to tell me what his done or you just going to give me riddles I'm met to figure out?" April said sarcastically

"Fine. I was getting ready for school last night and Kieran rang me and told me he missed me, but I had to go because I was getting things ready and now his being all funny with me" October explained "I just saw him and he told me the same thing last night, but was meaner about it. I didn't mean anything by it April I just needed to get things ready"

"It's okay O, just leave it and it will sort it's self out in time" April advised

"I don't know about that April, since he is being a total waste of paste at the moment" October admitted "Just the other day he was all moody because I was busy helping Jamie with his homework"

"Talk to him and that is the best advice I can give you. I'm sorry" April hugged her sister again and gave her a light smile

Reece walked up to October and hugged her too "He is a prick occasionally, but he will get better I promise"

October laughed "I'll hold you to that"

Then the bell went to signal that lunch was over. October, April and Reece headed for their cars because they had no lessons and could go home.

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Brooke and Lucas were sitting in the front room waiting for the girls to get home. They were both nervous and didn't know what they were going to say to them. The door opened and both girls walked in smiling and laughing. They stopped and looked at their parents.

"Okay is this an intervention or have you got something to tell us?" April asked

"Girls we think you better sit down" Brooke stood up

"Why? What's happened?" October looked a little scared

"We have to tell you something which could make or break our relationship with each other" Lucas answered

"Okay, can you just spill it out please? I have homework to do" April was playing with her sleeve nervously

"I-I'm pregnant" Brooke confessed "And I don't know what you're going to think, but we had to tell you and were sorry"

"So you should be. I can't believe your seriously telling us this. You can't do this to me. What you trying to seriously ruin my life" April stood up and went to walk away

"April wait please. We need to talk about this" Brooke went to grab April by the arm

"Don't touch me" April pulled away "And no we don't have to talk about this"

"Yes we do. We thought you'd be happy about having a younger sibling" Brooke couldn't believe how April was acting about this

"Well you were wrong weren't you" April looked at everyone in the room them stormed up the stairs and into her room slamming the door so hard it made the picture outside next to her door go sideways.

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Brooke thought the girls would be happy and okay about it. She didn't actually think they would hate it and be like this about it. At least October was okay with it, Brooke thought or was she going to explode like her sister. Brooke took her eyes of the stairs and looked back at October then Lucas.

"What about you October?" Brooke asked praying she was okay with the idea of another baby

"Mum to be honest I've had a bad day and you hit us with the pregnancy bomb and expect us to be okay with it. Well as you see April hates the idea, but as for me it's a whatever" October responded

"What do you mean by it's whatever sweetie?" Lucas jumped in

"I mean I don't give a flying crap about you and mum having a kid. I have my own problems and I could really do without a screaming child, but oh well you can't really do anything about it now, can you?" October stood up and went to walk up the stairs, but Brooke stopped her.

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April slumped down on her bed thinking about what just happened. They haven't even been together for a year yet and there having a baby already. April needed to talk to someone so she pulled out her phone and texted Reece.

Hey babe, I need 2 c u ASAP XOXO

April sent the message and waited for a reply that didn't take very long.

Okay where? When? X love you X

April pressed reply

Now. Park. 5 minutes

Reece replied quickly

Okay baby. Be there in 5 minutes X love you too X

April grabbed her phone. She walked to her bedroom door and opened it. She walked out and slammed it shut. She floe down the stairs and too the front door "I'm going out" April didn't wait for the objection; she just opened the door and left banged the door behind her.

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