Previously:
On the spur of the moment...I grabbed Max and pulled her to me. I felt her breath like I was the one breathing, closing my eyes I wrapped my arms around her a little tighter. I felt her hands find her way to my back and she gripped my shirt, so I leaned down and whispered in her ear, "Max."
She whispered back, "Shut up."
I pulled away just in time to see her face red, but she covered her face with her hands and turned away. So I left and after closing the door I leaned back against it, laying my head on the door.
I'm attracted to Max. Big time.
Chapter 6- What am I to You?
Max's POV
I'll just sum it up for you to save some time. After the fight with Lissa, I didn't get in as much trouble for that, but as for leaving school grounds is what got me worse. No suspensions thank the oranges, just something sort of like probation. Lissa is the one who got suspended and the rumor spread around the school that I tried to kill her so no-body really stayed around me more than they had to. Though I made a couple friends on the way who are in fact the best people ever, they were:
Iggy- The weirdo that sits next to me in Art.
And Nudge- The most talkative person I have EVER met dear Lord.
There are some other people too, but let's just stick to the main ones. Also, after the incident I have to say Fang has been acting totally abnormal to be honest. He avoids me a lot and doesn't talk that much, keeps his distance too. Is it because I did something? I have asked myself this every single day, but so far he keeps running around in circles to avoid it, but let me say this. It ends today.
My teacher,Mr. Pillsbury (Science) snapped me out of my daydream when he started yelling at us to shut up so he can announce something. When it died down I rolled my eyes when he pulled out his whistle to treat us like idiots.
"Listen here, brats. You need to take this home and give it to your guardians or whatever just get it signed and bring it back tomorrow. What is it? Oh since it's more quiet I'll tell you. It's a permission slip for a field trip we are going to next week, yeah I know it's sudden, but I don't care. Get it signed. 10$ per student so if you need assistance come to me after class we can get things straight. That's all."
He passed the papers out and when I got mine I looked at what kind of fieldtrip it is...It's a 4 day-3 night trip. turned around and announced one more thing after that:
"Oh and I've already picked your groups you will be staying in even though you may or may not be partnered with the other sex NO INAPPROPRIATE CONTACT WHATSOEVER. Understood?" There were murmurs and 'yeahs' after that, so he let us go home.
Fang was waiting by my locker by the time I got there, like how in the hell? I just saw him behind me- oh whatever, you get used to it after awhile I guess. I got my things from there keeping eye contact with Fang and we walked out together. Then, without warning he took my hand and we re-directed ourselves from our usual path to home.
"What the hell Fang? Where are we going?" I asked slightly agitated. He looked over at me and just shrugged. Shrugged. Last time I checked, that's not considered an answer so fuck it. This needs to stop.
Right before I snatched my hand away we stopped moving and he turned to face me. We were in a park though there weren't any kids there, plus we were in the corner where we would be less likely to get interrupted. Fuck it. Fuck this. I don't give a damn if we are in a park or not, "I'M SICK AND TIRED OF BEING IGNORED, DAMMIT!" I yelled. He flinched at how loud and sudden I yelled.
"What do you expect from me? What have I done to piss you off? Last time I checked, hugging nor kissing was a bad thing Fang, so what is your problem? You don't give any hints to what you want so how do you think I can do what is needed? Huh?! Damn, damn, damn it!" I yelled again turning away from him so he wouldn't see my frustration. I mean he's been ignoring me for alomost a month and he thinks it's just fine and dandy now. Oh I'll bring you to a park Max. Oh this, oh that. Show some fucking emotion!
"Max, you are the one who doesn't listen! I've tried saying things you just walk away, it's not my fault you want to act like a bitch sometimes alright? It's not the easiest thing to keep my cool when I'm around you, if only you'd get that. But you don't." He shouted. I shook my head and raised my hand even though he grabbed my hand and turned me around I still looked at the ground. He was blaming me? Of all people? I didn't do anything.
"Oh I'm the bitch? Take a look at yourself sometimes, you're not easy to talk to either if you haven't noticed." I spat. He raised my chin for me to look him in the eyes, but I could clearly see he was upset.
Then his phone rang.
Even though he walked a little farther down a path that was near us, I could still hear some words he was saying.
"No. What makes you think -back-to hell-ran -a reason. No,-somewhere safe. I'm not leaving - don't -find me- left the state-I - stay -graduate. Fuck you, -your bullshit-You're -who cut me - I tried to - back last time -I -a hell-my dad. Fuck off mate."
Though it was sketchy I understood that..he was talking to his dad? His dad cut him? So he did run away...I took him for granted, I felt so stupid for forgetting why he was here in the first place. I wish he'd tell me, hey I might...It's a plan.
He came back after a moment and waited for me to say something more about him ignoring me. I shook my head and told him to forget it and asked about the phone call.
"I don't want to talk about it right now. Sorry."
I crossed my arms and turned to the side, "Fine."
"No, it's not fine. I didn't mean to be ignoring you, it's just..."
I raised my eyebrow, "It's just what?"
Fang brung his hand up to his mouth like he was thinking about his next choice of words.
His olive complexion turned slightly pink when his eyes looked back at mine. I grinned, "What's the matter? Have a problem?"
"Shut up."
"Oh, Fang, what's wrong? You can always talk to me." I teased.
"Max, seriously. Suck one."
"Fuck you, Fang."
"We can do that later." He chuckled.
We stopped talking for a minute and we decided to just go home. Besides, who said I was letting this go? It's only a matter of time before I bring it up again.
I couldn't get to sleep, it was like 11 pm. but it really bothered me now. Like hot damn boy, couldn't he just give me an answer? Or do I have to force it out of him. I know this isn't really a good thing to do but I went out to the pitch back living room where Fang was. Fast asleep on the pull-out couch, as I walked up to him he kicked a pillow off for it to hit the floor. I knelt beside him and watched him sleep for a moment, then I placed my hand on his cheek making him shiver because he was absolutely bitter cold.
He moved his hand on top of mine, I tried waking him up whispering his name a couple time but it wasn't working so I tried gently shaking him. I guess that startled him because all of a sudden he grabbed my arm and pulled me on top of him. My face immediately felt scorching, I wiggled around though that only resulted in him turned with my back against the cushion of the couch.
"Fang, get up. Or at least, let me up."
"No."
I couldn't see anything it was so dark, but I could feel. I could feel my heart racing against his chest, with his on mine. His breathing patterns were matched with how I breathed and he buried his nose into my neck with his hair falling over my cheek.
"Fang." I whispered, "What are you even doing...?"
"Who cares?"
His hand gripped my hip and pulled me closer to him. I felt him kiss my neck, then my chin, then my mouth. He bit my lip causing me to jump from the sudden move he made. His fingers trailed up my shorts and that's where I put my hand on his, not letting him go any further.
"Fang...We need to talk." I said after I pulled away.
"Go on." He whispered, lying his down on his pillow.
"What are we doing?"
"Well, do you really want me to go over the details?"
"No smartass, as in: What are we?" I asked more serious.
"Humans."
"This is getting me no where...What am I to you Fang?"
"I...don't know. What do you want to be?"
I tried sitting up and it kind of worked, but it was really uncomfortable.
"Do you want to talk a walk?" I suggested.
"Oh, sure Max. It's what? 11:43 pm and you want to take a walk outside at night."
I rolled my eyes and went to go put on pants, "It'll clear our minds Fang, shut up and go with it."
I heard a murmur of "Fine."
We got halfway up the block when I felt Fang grab my hand and intertwined our fingers together.
"Does that answer your question?"
"Not if you don't say it clearly."
"I shouldn't have to."
"I know, but it's enjoyable anyway just do it."
"I don't think I will." He grinned widely, looking me in the eyes.
"I think you will."
"You don't know what I think."
"That's the point, tell me what you are thinking." I said more harshly than I meant to.
"I'm thinking that I like you, Max."
I stopped walking, sure I had my suspicions, but I didn't know for sure. When he told me that, I had butterflies in my stomach.
"Then...could you tell me something?" I asked.
"What?"
"Who was the person you were on the phone with at the park?"
AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hey...I originally planned to have three chapters up by tonight but i feel really freaking sick and i cant necessarily think straight at the moment so im sorry...but yeah
Thank you guys for reviewing like that, i feels the affectionssss c: f only it could be like that all the time, though that's up to you guys out there. i think im going to go to bed actually, i dont feel well
I'll make up for the other chapters pretty soon but just out of spite, i left this one on a cliff hangarrrrr
OOoOoOoooOOooOOooo how mysteriousss,
So, what did you like about the chapter? Was there anything too confusing? Anything you specifically liked? Tell me!
Much love out there for you :3
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~Kyra