Chapter 18
"Clark!?" Lois said sitting from his chest still sat on his lap putting her finger against his throat and her own heart beat when she realised after a couple of seconds.
No pulse…
Lois now panicked as she immediately and with urgency with adrenalin ripped his shirt to expose his chest and abs which she tried to not admire but the fact that Clark was dieing.
"Come on Clark Stay With Me!!" she said as she started to pump with her to hands on his muscular chest after a few moments she without hesitation went to his lips and breathed all of her breath into him.
She quickly checked his pulse once more and still no rhythm made her repeat the process for a good 2 minutes.
She panted heavily as she quickly realised were she was as she looked once more at Clark's lifeless form as she still sat on his lap and shouted loudly across the fortress.
"JOR-EL!!!"
After a few moments there was no response from the grand hall and she shouted once more.
"JOR-EL PLEASE!! CLARK'S DIEING…YOUR SON IS DIEING PLEASE HELP HIM!!!"
She concluded with tears now rolling down her eyes and when there was no reply she looked down at a now pail lifeless Clark as she took knelt down over his face.
"Clark…" she said as she wept in defeat.
"…I don't know what to do…"
She now took his face in her hands and softly brushed his hair.
"Please don't leave me…there were things I never told you…that I need to tell you…"
That's when she realised that she needed to tell him now even though he was already gone as she spoke softly through the tears.
"Clark…I have never met anyone like you before…even though I now know you're from another galaxy doesn't matter because that was after I knew…you are the most kind and caring person I have ever known…I know I endlessly annoy you about it but its just my way of saying that I'm glad I get to be apart of that side of you…"
She knelt closer and was lowered to a whisper.
"The truth is that I wanted to be more apart of that side of you for a long time…I know the hole Oliver situation was messy but there you were that night you held me in your arms when Oliver left again I knew that the feelings I had for you were stronger than anything I had ever dreamed of…"
She felt the tears leaving her face and hitting his pale cheeks as she stroked his hair playing with his curls.
"I know I am good at words on certain things but this…this is so different…"
She picked up his limp hand and put it next to her chest.
"You touched my heart…more than you will ever know…"
She took a gulp as she felt her heart beating fast that she felt a frightening conclusion for her.
"What I'm trying to say is…"
She closed the distance between them and gently kissed his cold lips and then put her head across his chest, his heart as she slowly whispered as the tears fell across her face onto his chest.
"…I love you Clark…"
TO BE CONTINUED
