A/N: hi i'm back with a new chapter. Some people asked for a drama free story. there is a little of dram but not to much in this chapter . I will try to do my best for the next chapters. also we finally know arizona's secret.

I still don't own anything.

enjoy !

Chapter 3 :

The morning after Callie was woken up from her sleepless night by happy noises coming from Sofia in the baby monitor placed on her bedside table. She looked at the red digits coming from her alarm clock, she woke up half an hour early. Groaning she stood up from her bed and started making her way toward the kitchen to prepare Sofia's bottle before she starts crying and press the button on the coffee pot. Entering sofia's bedroom she saw her playing in her bed, her daughter and stood up, she started walking a week before her birthday and callie was always running behind her in the house trying to catch her or stop her from touching things she shouldn't. "mama! mama!" she exclaimed holding her arms out for her mom to take her out of bed. "hey baby, want your bottle? Come on let's get you on your chair" she took her and placed her on her high chair. Just when she handed sofia her bottle, someone knocked on her door. She wondered who it was this early in the morning. When she opened the door she was surprise to see it was the girl who hunted her thought when she was awake and her sleep when she was asleep. Her mind went back to what happened the night before.

"calliope" arizona whispered. She was holding a box and…wait what is she doing with that?

"hi" callie replied not really sure what arizona was doing a 7 am outside her door. It was awkward to say the least, neither know how to act after what happened… or almost happened.

"may I come in ? I brought breakfast" arizona said with a big smile popping her dimples knowing no one can resist the dimples.

"uh yeah, sure" callie went back to sofia letting arizona come inside.

"I brought donuts, it's my favorite" arizona said putting on box containing the donuts on the kitchen counter. Callie looked at arizona with a raised eyebrow "donuts for breakfast? Really?"

"what they are deliscious! Don't judge until you try"

"okay, tell me why are you holding this" callie said pointing to the toy arizona was holding

"this" she pointed to the toy "is for miss sofia over here" she said handing the monkey stuffed toy to sofia who happily took it, throwing her empty bottle and rewarded arizona with a big smile that was return from the blond. Callie watched the way the two interacted. It surprised her how comfortable sofia was with arizona after knowing her for a day.

"why a monkey?" callie asked curious

"yesterday when I was keeping sofia in my office she wouldn't stop playing with the monkey on my lab coat. So this morning when I saw the monkey in this play store I thought I would offer it to sofia. Plus she seems to love it" she said mentioning to the girl playing with the toy. "thanks you didn't have to…" " I wanted to" arizona cut her off. They then locked eyes and the atmosphere shifted. Callie was the first to break eye contact to go pour a cup of coffee. "do you want some" she proposed to arizona who nodded and sat on stall at the counter table. "thank you" she replied when she received the cup of hot coffee.

They were drinking their coffee in silence avoiding the pink elephant in the room, sofia was playing and eating some donut callie gave her. Suddenly arizona broke the silence.

"about yesterday, I wanted…" "its okay you don't have to say anything. We can forget it ever happened or almost happened" callie cut her off felling about being blown off. She had her fair of horrible relationships for a life time and if she could avoid any more heartbreak she would anything in her power to not suffer like she did because of Erica.

"calliope you're not hearing me. Yesterday I panicked because I like you and I feel things I shouldn't feel after knowing for one day. But the things is I panicked because I…I have… I… I'm not ready yet to be with anyone" arizona lied, she couldn't tell her. She didn't if she could trust her, she wanted to tell her, she really wanted to but she was afraid callie would betray her like her ex-girlfriend. She decided she will see how thing with callie is going to develop and maybe she will tell her.

"so what now" callie ask avoiding eye contact, felling rejected once more.

"well I tought we could be friends. I'm an awesome friend!" arizona replied excitedly.

"Okay I can do that. Oh crap!" callie exclaimed when she saw the time, she only had half an hour to prepare herself and sofia before going to work.

"what is it?" arizona asked a little startled by callie sudden outburst.

" I have to get sofia and myself for work! I'm going to be late plus she has chocolate everywhere!" hearing her name sofia looked at her mom and smiled a big toothy grin.

"okay go shower I take care of sofia don't worry" arizona said already taking sofia out of the high chair.

"thank you, thank you!" she said and without paying attention she kissed arizona quickly on the lips and left for the bathroom. Arizona froze she didn't really understand what just happened. Has callie really kissed her ? the butterfly in her stomach were overwhelming. Callie's lips were amazing even if she didn't had the time to fully appreciate them. So plump and soft. Sofia covered hand on arizona's cheek was what brought her back to reality. She then remembered she had to prepare sofia but she had no idea what to do.

Minutes later callie came out of her all fresh and ready to go work. she found sofia and arizona in the living room playing. She started laughing when she saw sofia's outfit.

"seriously arizona sneakers with a dress ?" "hey this is not any kind of sneakers, this are chuck taylors and they match the dress" arizona defended

"yeah right" callile picked up sofia "ready to go missy?" arizona also stood up and went for the door "I will let you go I only start a noon" she said opening the door.

"oh okay then I guess I will see you at work" she said closing the door and joining arizona in the hallway, sofia in her stroller with her monkey clutch in her hands

"bye calliope, bye princess" arizona said and entered her apartment.

After that morning things went pretty well for the girls, they were getting closer. Arizona loved sofia and sofia loved her. But sometimes arizona acted strangely. Every time callie was close to her she would back away and find an excuse to leave. But it wasn't everyday, everything would be fine until one day arizona would flip and she would have this hot/cold behavior towards callie for a week or then and then everything would go back to the way it was. It lasted for three month. Callie couldn't keep going anymore, she needed to know why arizona was so weird and what she was hiding. If it was because of her callie wanted to know she didn't her to keep pretending she like callie if in truth she couldn't bear to be to close to her. She was determined to figure arizona out. She decided she would track arizona down and asked her right away. She found her at the nurse's station on the peds floor chatting with teddy. She was laughing head thrown back exposing her beautiful neck. Callie was watching her interact with teddy for a moment until mark gruff voice scared her "stop drooling" he said. "I wasn't" she said hitting him in the shoulder and leaving him to go see arizona. She didn't she him looking at her longingly.

"hey can we talk?" callie asked arizona coldly. Noticing the tone in th brunette's voice, arizona knew she was in trouble. But for what that was the question. Teddy excuse herself and left the two.

"yeah sure, what 's up?" callie didn't answer instead she lead arizona toward an empty on call room.

Closing the door callie turned toward arizona and asked what was on her mind right away. "why are you always acting so weird when I get close to you?" she took a step closer to arizona but the blond backed away "what are you talking about calliope?" arizona tried to play dumb. But it didn't work because callie kept walking toward her but she kept backing away.

" oh really? you want to play it like that? Look this is exactly what I talking about!" she said waiving her finger between the two " I keep walking toward you but you just keep baking away! I thought you said you liked me, so why are you baking away from me like I have the plague?" callie asked baking arizona to the wall.

"calliope" arizona tried but she was cut off when callie's body made contact with her own.

"I really like, it has nothing to do with you I'm just not…" "that's bullshit! Why aren't you telling me? you can trust me , I told you everything about me. Please." callie asked pleadingly hoping arizona would open up.

"calliope I can't…" "okay fine have it your way!" and with that she stormed out of the room leaving a defeated arizona. She sat on the bed her hands holding her head. Why couldn't she tell her? After all the time they spent together she knew she wanted to tell callie, she wanted to be with her and she was pretty sure she was falling for her. So couldn't she tell her so she can be with her and be happy? Inside of her arizona knew that it was to protect herself, she was afraid to tell callie her secret and be rejected or worse be seen as a freak.

She heard the door open, she looked up and saw it was teddy coming in. she sat down next to arizona on the bed.

"what happened" teddy asked already having an idea of what happened.

"she asked me why I was acting so weirdly with her, but I didn't tell so she got mad and left"

"and why didn't you?" arizona looked at her like she had grown two heads "seriously? And how do you want me to tell her? 'oh hey calliope guess what? If I'm so weird with you it's because every month instead of having my period like normal people I have a dick who grows up out of nothing and stays for a week and I get very horny. It's either I run away from you or I jump your…'"

"okay I get it" teddy cut her friends rant off " but maybe not like that, be a little more tactful"

"what if she thinks I'm a freak, what is she doesn't want me with this thing?" arizona asked worriedly.

"you won't know unless you tell her. And you know callie won't think you're a freak. Trust her, people can surprise you." And with that teddy left arizona.

"I hate you" arizona called to teddy's back.

"no you love me" teddy yelled back.

Arizona plopped on the bed and sighed how am I supposed to tell her ? argh !

In another on call room callie was venting to mark. She paged him right after storming out on arizona.

"I broke up with lexie" he said matter-of-factly cutting callie's rant. She stopped pacing and looked at him.

"what? Why ? I thought she was the one"

" well she's a good girl but not the woman I dream of every night" he said looking strait to callie's eyes. She looked at him confused.

"I don't understand what are you talking about?"

"I mean, I love you callie I always have, if I was a man whore it was because I was trying to forget you. You were with jane and then Erica I couldn't do anything. But now you are single and arizona doesn't deserve you. We could be a family, you, sofia and me" and then he kissed her she didn't react because she was frozen. What was this coming from? she never saw it coming. He kept kissing but they didn't heard the blond knock and open the door.

"calliope I…" arizona came to apologize and tell callie everything. But then she saw her kissing someone else and a man furthermore. How could she be so stupid?

When callie finally registered what was happening she pushed mark and slapped him across the face "I'm GAY!" she screamed at him and left to chase after arizona. She needed to explain to her that she only wanted her but she didn't find her anywhere.

Damn this is so messed up ! fuck !

Two days. It's been two day since callie last spoke to arizona, sofia was always asking for 'zo'. If before she thought she was avoiding her, now it was worse. She tried calling her, knocking on her door chasing her at the hospital but nothing arizona always got away.

After her surgery calling went to rest in an on call room. Opening the door she saw arizona sleeping in there. She closed the door and looked at Arizona sleeping form. She had missed her. Her eyes trailed off arizona's sleeping face to her breast and then lower until she saw it. The very big bulge in arizona's pants. She gasped a loud which awoke arizona.

She had trouble remembering where she was, she then remembered she was in an on call. She came in there because she was exhausted and the device restraining her penis hurt her so she came in here to loosen it up and get so rest. When she saw someone standing near the door she was confused because she was sure she had closed the door. She then recognize the person being callie. And then she noticed how she was looking at her pants. She looked down and saw what callie was looking at. She grabbed a pillow and put it over her.

"turn around!" she ordered callie. She stood up to reattach the device.

"arizona I'm so sorry I didn't mean to…" "Shut up" she finally reattached it, she then sat back down on the bed. " you can turn around now" she informed callie and sighed. There was no baking away now. Even if she couldn't be with callie she had to explain to her now that callie saw it.

Turning on the light, callie slowly turned around. She sat on the chair across arizona and waited for her to talk. They stayed in silence for quite a while until arizona brushed her hand through her hair and started talking.

"when I was 12, I woke up one night in pain. I was screaming and then I went to the bathroom. Looking at the mirror I saw a bulge in my short, I took it off and saw that I had a penis. I started screaming and crying harder until my mother came barging in the bathroom. She stopped dead in her tracks. Then she took a towel and covered me up before my dad came. The day after she took me saw a doctor and he said he didn't know what it was." She paused looking at callie trying to read her face hoping she could guess what she was thinking. She couldn't see anything so she continued "a week later it was gone, everything was back to normal. We were all confused including the doctor. But then a month later it came back but without the pain. And then it again disappeared a week later. Since then I understand I was having a penis for a week instead of my period". She waiting for callie's reaction.

"why didn't you tell me sooner?" she asked a little hurt that arizona didn't trusted her enough to tell her everything when she poured her heart out to her.

"I was afraid you would think I'm a freak and reject me, and I guess I were right about the latter since you were kissing mark and I didn't even told you" arizona said bitterly she still had the nausea thinking about mark and callie kissing.

" I'm going to stop you right there." Callie said firmly " I'm gay , always was always will. Mark surprised me I didn't kissed him back. I talking about you when he stood up said he loved me and kissed me" callie explained. She didn't want her chances with arizona to be ruined because of mark's stupidity. "anyway you having a penis for a week every month doesn't explain why you would always back away from me every time I took a step closer to you" callie really wanted to know.

Arizona started blushing furiously when she replied "oh…umm…well when I get it I get very horny and you are really hot so it a … little hard for me …to control myself" Callie looked at her with a raised eyebrow and then she realized what she said and added "pun not intended" callie stoop up and got closer to arizona "okay" arizona looked at her in disbelief "what that's all? You don't think I'm a freak or gross you out?" callie didn't reply instead she stood up and straddled arizona's hip and kissed her, really kissed her. Arizona moaned when she felt callie's lips. It was better than the quick peck she received a while ago. Callie picked her tongue over arizona's lips asking for entrance that was quickly granted. They both moaned when their tongue molded together. They continued kissing until air became necessary. Callie pressed her forehead against arizona. With her right hand she reached behind arizona's back and untied arizona's device "you don't have to hide from me" she said kissing back arizona. She had tears in her eyes, she couldn't believe it, the girl she was falling for was kissing her she knew her secret and didn't run away. Callie redressed herself and looked in arizona's eyes. She wiped a tear she found rolling down arizona 's cheek and said " you are not a freak, everything about you is beautiful and I'm pretty sure that I'm falling for you"

"I'm falling for you too"

A/N: hope you like it don't forget to review.

i saw that some of you didn't want arizona to have a gp so i did a compromise.