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"What are you doing here" Jac stammered. The thoughts going through her mind were ones of excitement and death. Why is he here? Does he know about the baby? and finally What does he want?
Jac was shaken out of her thoughts by Joseph asking "Aren't you going to let me in?" She silently opened the door and he strolled into the living room. "Well" he said "Anything to tell me" Jac sighed where did she begin?
"Actually yes" she muttered. "What?" he inquired "I didn't hear that". "Yes" she said again only louder this time "well then want is it?" he queried. His cheerful face spurred Jac on a bit. Maybe he wouldn't be as angry as she thought. Maybe he'd even be a tiny bit pleased? Yeah right Jac told herself. When had a man ever been pleased with anything she did? They just used her then left her.
Silently she pulled up her top and showed him her small bump. There was a shocked silence. When Jac finally plucked up the courage to look at his face she saw he was openly grinning! "Is it mine" he grinned. Jac was thrown Why was he so happy? Hadn't she messed up getting pregnant? Deciding to roll with it she replied "of course it's yours!" His grin was infectious - by now she was grinning too. "That's great" he smiled. Jac could hardly believe it "so you want to be involved in its life?" Joseph gave her a look. "Of course I want to be involved Jac-it's our baby!" Jac smiled but then a thought came to her "what about Harry?" Joseph gave a casual shrug but Jac continued determined that she was not going to mess up a family yet again, a family that had been carefully created, moulded out of the remains Jac had left the last time she messed up his family. "Joseph you need to give him a stable loving environment to grow up in! You can't just uproot everything and bring him to move here" she scolded. Joseph shrugged again "well why not." Jac was annoyed how did he just think that his son would accept yet another monumental change in his life. She continued even stronger than before "Joseph how can you be so casual - this is a big decision." Joseph smiled not fazed on the least, "Jac just accept that you're not going to win this battle." Jac sighed but she knew he was right. She allowed him to push her up against the sofa and pull her fleece off her. When he came to the vest however it was a different story. "Just leave it on" she muttered. "Why"'he questioned. " I look fat,ugly, grotesque even." Joseph was shocked, how could she think this about herself? "Who told you this" he questioned gently. Jac looked down avoiding his gaze. "Jac" he chided gently. She brought her head up forcing herself to meet the steady gaze those trustful brown eyes gave out. "I heard the staff on Darwin talking behind my back" she admitted. Joseph sighed Why did people have to be so cruel sometimes? "Jac listen to me" he stated. "You are not ugly nor fat. You are still beautiful." Jac smiled "thank you" she muttered. Joseph didn't reply but instead he pulled her top off her and began to gently make love to her. She let out small moans to let him know how much she was enjoying this.
After a while however it began to get painful. She put up with it for as long as she could but after a couple of minutes she gently pulled away. Letting out a moan of pain she saw Joseph's concerned face "Are you alright" he asked. She took a great "yep it's just my endometriosis." He relaxed. She had told him about her endometriosis in an email a few months ago. Once he had got over the initial shock of it he had been ready to accept it about her. Just like she had been ready to accept his OCD.
Once he he was sure she was ready he began to kiss her gently at ditsy but it became more and more passionate until it turned into a full out make out session again.
Jac woke up with a start. For a second she didn't know where she was. Then she realised she must have fallen asleep on the sofa. Then she remembered what happened and took a minute to adjust. When she felt she was ready she looked over at the other side of the sofa and saw his sleeping form. Rolling over on her side she suppressed the huge smile that was threatening to break through her ice queen facade. Glancing at the digital clock on the mantelpiece she saw it was two o clock. Deciding that she could squeeze a few more hours sleep in before she had to get up for work. She snuggled up with the blanket making sure it was covering her bump and let her vision grow hazy closing her eyes she let herself drift off.
When she woke up she immediately noticed something - the abcense of nausea. It was the first morning she had woken up without feeling naceous. Jumping off the sofa she yanked on a pair of black denim jeans and a baggy black shirt. The shirt didn't show her bump but it fitted snugly. Running the straighteners through her ginger hair and yanking on a black pair of ballerina flats and she was ready. Quickly scribbling a note to Joseph she hurried out the door and clambred into the car. Checking the time she realised she had about 10 minutes before she was due to leave. Deciding early was better than late she pushed her foot down on the pedal and drove away
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